the shoebox

suede

waste of a post

suede

This Love I had for you
has turned my inside's Blue.
This Love has left a stain
and left me purple in the rain.
Breathing is so hard
when you're so far...so far.

This smile I saved for you
doesn't have a clue
that you left me purple.
You turned my inside's
around, around
in circles, in circles.
This smile went away
it's been drifting here for days.
Breathing is not so hard
when you're in your car...
(at) one hundred miles per hour.
Breathing is so hard
when you crash your car...
into my lifeless Heart.

-kNb >07.10.2004<

ISN

catching my breath
another small death
as I see what words you have written

catching a ride
on your fallen pride
and falling still, I'm still smitten

calling you names in my sleep
I know you're waking
and taking now

so what....you're taking your place at the prow
and this stupid ship's yet to sail
I fail to see how you could furrow my brow
when you don't exist.....I know you're not real
I feel your place, your face, you're
laced with poison for me
and poison is free
so be the pit
of my peach
the towel on my beach
my 'just out of reach'
teach me speeches
to screech
while I sway
in your sorrow
pay for tomorrow
today....don't say
you don't hear me
I know you're quite near me
so just thrust your lust
my way
don't delay
I find it so
ready....the way that you steady
my mindless commotion
and don't
cos I'm going half barmy
send me your army....
or maybe your navy in blue
your lifeless heart
is making a start
it's firing an engine or two....

interlude....

I'm of no use to you
I can't compete
I'd make a truce with you
to make complete
your wavering slathering sadness
my madness maddens me
your sadness saddens me
you know you make me smile
and take me for a while
to sunlit places

your silver ride
can't hide the oblique traces
of you....blue
if I could turn you red in bed
I'd yell....oh come
I'd yellow yellow you mellow
your melon is too big
your melancholic frolic
in your wig of purple braids
I take down skies for you
and you still fade
away....each day
and stay so far away
and play me dumb
and play with me
and play a part
I'm paying the fee
for your lifeless heart

ISN

you're so cute......:)

ISN

I mean that....

Itaca

Are you...?

Amaterasu

They want our brains because they don't have any
themselves!! SPINELESS JELLYFISH.

Did ya miss that?

yodamex

you brilliant, beautiful bastards.

that was anything but a waste of a post.

ISN

hehehehehe.....smiley evenings drinking semillon chardonnay....get out of our thread....heheheheheh

suede

lol

ISN

go away....slan agus cya....go awya....you getonmy nerves

PJGirl2004

LIKE ALL YOUR POEMS SO FAR! KEEP IT UP!

ISN

hey....he's mine....back off

suede

thanks for the compliment PJGirl ...ya got taste!
and i'm the furthest thing from taken that there could be...i am mine...not yours...not hers...barely mine...lol:)

innersense

Originally posted by suede

i really miss you,
i need more tissues,
i have some issues.

That is great.

ISN

yeah....I was jo-king.....

ISN

bump....(hehehehehe)