Sorry

DURP

I am being a huge Dick right now to a lot of you for no reason. I am severely depressed and for some reason my meds are not working like normal. Part of it is this time of year. I'm not going to get into but let's say Christmas was not always merry at my house growing up.

I'm big enough to admit when I am being wrong and a Dick. None of you deserve the way I acted it's not your fault. Sorry for being a major asshole.

LloydXmas

We all have our moments.

ldent42

have some pj: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HWEPgBTe34g

Pretty good audience audio from the Phoenix show which was a nice setlist. Live PJ usually helps me, give it a try.

TinAnt

If you are a looking for an outlet to troll go over to reddit, the place is great because they can't ban you.

DURP

TinAnt wrote:

If you are a looking for an outlet to troll go over to reddit, the place is great because they can't ban you.

I was just lashing out at the world.


I don't know what reddit even is.

jason_94

Very nicely said. Don't sweat it too much. At the end of the day your other posts were just words.

More importantly, take care of yourself. I wish the best for you through your tough times and I hope you're feeling better very soon.

Before you know it, we'll all be back to debating best posters, songs, setlists, & bootlegs.

Take care.

DURP

duska3419 wrote:

have some pj: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HWEPgBTe34g

Pretty good audience audio from the Phoenix show which was a nice setlist. Live PJ usually helps me, give it a try.

I just got the Buffalo show.

But what calmed me down was calling the Veterans Crisis Hotline.

I'm still feeling down and sad but the murderous rage and feelings of self harm are gone.

loolooloo

This may be the best post on the board in recent times.
Hugs, Durp, even if you don't want them.
How many of us have the balls to apologize like this?

If the holidays bring bad memories, then fuck em and treat em like any other day. And maybe one day you can start making positive memories to replace the bad ones. Good luck.

TinAnt

DURP wrote:

TinAnt wrote:

If you are a looking for an outlet to troll go over to reddit, the place is great because they can't ban you.

I was just lashing out at the world.


I don't know what reddit even is.

It is a mixture of pretty much every type of person in the world, there are plenty of depressed or unhappy people there that lash out(because its fun) in trollish ways. You might even find some people that are like minded and become part of a community. Or you can head over and try to find some help for what ever is bothering you.

add .com to the end of reddit and you will be there.

SVRDhand13

It is really cool of you to apologize. Wishing you the best! Buy that Buffalo boot- that should help .

PJ_Soul

TinAnt wrote:

If you are a looking for an outlet to troll go over to reddit, the place is great because they can't ban you.

That is some good advice.
Hope you're feeling a little more cheery and less of a dick soon DURP.
As for Xams.... yeah, fuck it if you don't like it. Just pretend all the decorations are simply the result of people being bored.

Leezestarr313

I hope you will feel better soon

DURP

PJ_Soul wrote:

TinAnt wrote:

If you are a looking for an outlet to troll go over to reddit, the place is great because they can't ban you.

That is some good advice.
Hope you're feeling a little more cheery soon DURP.

I'm working on it.

Sea

PJ_Soul wrote:

TinAnt wrote:

If you are a looking for an outlet to troll go over to reddit, the place is great because they can't ban you.

That is some good advice.
Hope you're feeling a little more cheery and less of a dick soon DURP.
As for Xams.... yeah, fuck it if you don't like it. Just pretend all the decorations are simply the result of people being bored.

When someone apologizes we take that to heart. We also don't encourage trolling here or elsewhere. Please see the Posting Guidelines. Thank you.

Peace,
Sea

PJ_Soul

Sea wrote:

PJ_Soul wrote:

TinAnt wrote:

If you are a looking for an outlet to troll go over to reddit, the place is great because they can't ban you.

That is some good advice.
Hope you're feeling a little more cheery and less of a dick soon DURP.
As for Xams.... yeah, fuck it if you don't like it. Just pretend all the decorations are simply the result of people being bored.

When someone apologizes we take that to heart. We also don't encourage trolling here or elsewhere. Please see the Posting Guidelines. Thank you.

Peace,
Sea

Oops, sorry - I thought it was a joke!

ldent42

DURP wrote:

duska3419 wrote:

have some pj: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HWEPgBTe34g

Pretty good audience audio from the Phoenix show which was a nice setlist. Live PJ usually helps me, give it a try.

I just got the Buffalo show.

But what calmed me down was calling the Veterans Crisis Hotline.

I'm still feeling down and sad but the murderous rage and feelings of self harm are gone.

Check these guys out too http://iava.org
Get involved in some things if you have free time, it helps, especially being around like minded individuals. There's a few vets on this board too. I'm glad the hotline people were able to help you out.

mrluthor9

I have a friend who was in Iraq and he is going through some similar issues. I hope you are feeling better and thanks for your service. I know the VA gets a bad rap sometimes but there are some good people there and it's good you are reaching out to let them help.

Loulou

Hey Matey! :wave: don't be sad Durpster!! always have a friend here in Oz!!

Given2Fly-Fish

DURP wrote:

I am being a huge Dick right now to a lot of you for no reason. I am severely depressed and for some reason my meds are not working like normal. Part of it is this time of year. I'm not going to get into but let's say Christmas was not always merry at my house growing up.

I'm big enough to admit when I am being wrong and a Dick. None of you deserve the way I acted it's not your fault. Sorry for being a major asshole.

Don't sweat the small stuff man. Thanks for posting I was worried about you. Feel better, take care of yourself and try to enjoy the holiday as best you can.

Peace, love & PJ,

Chris

TinAnt

Sea wrote:

PJ_Soul wrote:

TinAnt wrote:

If you are a looking for an outlet to troll go over to reddit, the place is great because they can't ban you.

That is some good advice.
Hope you're feeling a little more cheery and less of a dick soon DURP.
As for Xams.... yeah, fuck it if you don't like it. Just pretend all the decorations are simply the result of people being bored.

When someone apologizes we take that to heart. We also don't encourage trolling here or elsewhere. Please see the Posting Guidelines. Thank you.

Peace,
Sea

I am specifically discouraging trolling here, as it is not allowed. Trolling is allowed at reddit and in some places specifically encouraged. Their admins don't moderate, the users do.

I'm just trying to help the guy find a place to vent in a way he deems fit, and it is very likely he will find some help along the way.

PJ_Soul

TinAnt wrote:

Sea wrote:

PJ_Soul wrote:

Hope you're feeling a little more cheery and less of a dick soon DURP.
As for Xams.... yeah, fuck it if you don't like it. Just pretend all the decorations are simply the result of people being bored.

When someone apologizes we take that to heart. We also don't encourage trolling here or elsewhere. Please see the Posting Guidelines. Thank you.

Peace,
Sea

I am specifically discouraging trolling here, as it is not allowed. Trolling is allowed at reddit and in some places specifically encouraged. Their admins don't moderate, the users do.

I'm just trying to help the guy find a place to vent in a way he deems fit, and it is very likely he will find some help along the way.

It is true that it's a free for all at Reddit anyway! That place is way too chaotic for me!
Really DURP, now I feel bad - I really do hope you are feeling better soon! I know it's hard when it feels (and is) so out of one's control, so hoping you find the thing that helps you out of the dark place!