Chained and silenced

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  • AafkeAafke Posts: 1,219
    edited March 2014
    The only thing that is suffocating me right now are my own negative thoughts... How do I outgrow them?

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    "The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed".- Carl Jung.
    "Art does not reproduce what we see; rather, it makes us see."- Paul Klee
  • AafkeAafke Posts: 1,219
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    "The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed".- Carl Jung.
    "Art does not reproduce what we see; rather, it makes us see."- Paul Klee
  • AafkeAafke Posts: 1,219
    In all darkness en decay I'm looking for the light...

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    "The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed".- Carl Jung.
    "Art does not reproduce what we see; rather, it makes us see."- Paul Klee
  • AafkeAafke Posts: 1,219
    edited April 2014
    Behind the darkness there will be light...

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    "The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed".- Carl Jung.
    "Art does not reproduce what we see; rather, it makes us see."- Paul Klee
  • AafkeAafke Posts: 1,219
    Dust to dust...
    Old grave...

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    "The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed".- Carl Jung.
    "Art does not reproduce what we see; rather, it makes us see."- Paul Klee
  • AafkeAafke Posts: 1,219
    edited June 2014
    She’s back…

    She’s knocking on my door,
    Again…
    Like a true companion.
    Faithfull she is…
    Always coming back,
    On my weakest moments.

    Trying to keep her out,
    the shades come down…
    No one knows…
    She here…
    But me.

    Trying to fight her off...
    Taking refuge in my imagination…

    Fading away…
    Fading…fading away…
    Into the background,
    If no one notices me, maybe I’ll be saved…
    Fading into the distance…
    Trying to escape…Trying to flee…

    She hunts me down.
    She gets a hold of me…
    Knocks me down…
    Down… down…
    Why can’t I fight her off?
    Why am I so weak?

    The weaker I get
    The stronger I pretend to be…
    Prisoner of my own mind…

    Why am I so afraid to cry out for help?
    Afraid no one cares enough to hear my cry…
    The shades are down in my head…
    She has got me to herself…
    Bound in a cocoon of pretending, silence and loneliness…

    I’m sinking…
    Sinking…
    Down and alone…
    How can I pull up the shades?
    Show the world…
    What I allow her to do to me….
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    "The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed".- Carl Jung.
    "Art does not reproduce what we see; rather, it makes us see."- Paul Klee
  • AafkeAafke Posts: 1,219
    F*cking Disease

    So this f*cking disease has broken me again
    In a thousand pieces
    The cure was in sight
    But once again
    My hopes where up to high
    Now they lay before me
    Broken into a million splinters
    I wish, I knew
    Life not living on the edge
    On that borderline between
    Life and death
    So tired of surviving
    I just wanna live
    is that too much to ask?
    Waves_zps6b028461.jpg
    "The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed".- Carl Jung.
    "Art does not reproduce what we see; rather, it makes us see."- Paul Klee
  • AafkeAafke Posts: 1,219
    edited August 16
    Tied up
    Not only to the bed

    Out of necessity intertwined
    With the silence

    Chained
    To loneliness 

    Crying
    Inside my head

    Cause I only may exist
    If I pretend to be someone they want me to be

    Screaming for help 
    Inside my head

    Cause there is no one who wants to listen
    So I present to be the real me

    Trying to become the person someone else wants me to be

    AMV
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    "The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed".- Carl Jung.
    "Art does not reproduce what we see; rather, it makes us see."- Paul Klee
  • evsgjammevsgjamm Posts: 2,054
    I love the rejuvenated thread after 7 ish years. 
    Vancouver '03, Paramount Theatre '05, Saskatoon '05, Calgary '05, Edmonton '05, Saskatoon '11, Calgary '11, Calgary '13

    2010 WATCH IT GO TO FIRE!!
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