I took a shower and doggies like the way I smell when I'm all fresh.
Got sniffs and kisses, hugs too.
We laid together on the bed and said some prayers for doggie friends
and a dear loved one.
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
This is never a good week for me, with Father's Day approaching. Always been ridden with survivor guilt since my fellow firefighter brothers died next to me during a fire. I was at the window next to them when the explosion blasted the 3 storied wall on top of us. A split second prior to the explosion one of them yelled it's blowing & I turned away from the building, which saved my life. I was the last person to see them alive. 3 firefighters died that day leaving behind 9 children, who's fathers died on Fathers Day 12 years ago 6/17/01. Many years of both physical & mental therapy has eased some pain but it's something that will last with me the rest of my life.
This coupled with my feelings towards my father, who passed many years ago, makes this a very difficult few weeks.
I'll hold the pain,.....................Release Me
So, What you Giving ?........ (Thanks Speedy, Alesek, & Arq+friends)
What You Giving
I suggest you step out on your Porch.
Run away my son. See it all. Oh, See the World!
This is never a good week for me, with Father's Day approaching. Always been ridden with survivor guilt since my fellow firefighter brothers died next to me during a fire. I was at the window next to them when the explosion blasted the 3 storied wall on top of us. A split second prior to the explosion one of them yelled it's blowing & I turned away from the building, which saved my life. I was the last person to see them alive. 3 firefighters died that day leaving behind 9 children, who's fathers died on Fathers Day 12 years ago 6/17/01. Many years of both physical & mental therapy has eased some pain but it's something that will last with me the rest of my life.
This coupled with my feelings towards my father, who passed many years ago, makes this a very difficult few weeks.
I'll hold the pain,.....................Release Me
Damn, thats tough. Sorry to hear that man. You guys have a very hard job that commands more respect than most will ever know. Hope you get through the week OK.
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
This is never a good week for me, with Father's Day approaching. Always been ridden with survivor guilt since my fellow firefighter brothers died next to me during a fire. I was at the window next to them when the explosion blasted the 3 storied wall on top of us. A split second prior to the explosion one of them yelled it's blowing & I turned away from the building, which saved my life. I was the last person to see them alive. 3 firefighters died that day leaving behind 9 children, who's fathers died on Fathers Day 12 years ago 6/17/01. Many years of both physical & mental therapy has eased some pain but it's something that will last with me the rest of my life.
This coupled with my feelings towards my father, who passed many years ago, makes this a very difficult few weeks.
I'll hold the pain,.....................Release Me
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Got sniffs and kisses, hugs too.
We laid together on the bed and said some prayers for doggie friends
and a dear loved one.
I feel better than before that.
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"Let's check Idaho."
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
Yay! Anytime
This is never a good week for me, with Father's Day approaching. Always been ridden with survivor guilt since my fellow firefighter brothers died next to me during a fire. I was at the window next to them when the explosion blasted the 3 storied wall on top of us. A split second prior to the explosion one of them yelled it's blowing & I turned away from the building, which saved my life. I was the last person to see them alive. 3 firefighters died that day leaving behind 9 children, who's fathers died on Fathers Day 12 years ago 6/17/01. Many years of both physical & mental therapy has eased some pain but it's something that will last with me the rest of my life.
This coupled with my feelings towards my father, who passed many years ago, makes this a very difficult few weeks.
I'll hold the pain,.....................Release Me
What You Giving
I suggest you step out on your Porch.
Run away my son. See it all. Oh, See the World!
Damn, thats tough. Sorry to hear that man. You guys have a very hard job that commands more respect than most will ever know. Hope you get through the week OK.
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
Ugh... so sad