Enjoy, wish i had access to swimming, thats good medicine
thank you, sir. it was badass as always. i still feel the painful burn so i dug harder and got into the aquatic struggle nicely.
you live and work in a more populated area than i. you even ride a ferry boat to and from work i think. and you can't find any water in ny/nyc and surrounding area? now stop it...
i tore my knee about 4 years ago. i took a lot of percocet during that time. i did originally take them for pain, but i had a lot left over and really abused them. they are dangerous .
i have to say though that they are probably my most favourite drug i have ever taken (street wise or legal).the feeling you got was so amazing. it was like i was on a cloud.......... until the side effects kicked in and then it wasn't so great.
i eventually stopped taking them, but always had that itch to get a hold of more. i didn't touch them for a couple years until one of my friends had a prescription for some and gave me two. it was awful. nothing like i remembered. i was pretty much ko'd on the ground. i got super hot. i remember laying in front of his air conditioner feeling like his apartment was 100 degress in there. so now i'm really turned off of the idea of taking them again.
i tore my knee about 4 years ago. i took a lot of percocet during that time. i did originally take them for pain, but i had a lot left over and really abused them. they are dangerous .
i have to say though that they are probably my most favourite drug i have ever taken (street wise or legal).the feeling you got was so amazing. it was like i was on a cloud.......... until the side effects kicked in and then it wasn't so great.
i eventually stopped taking them, but always had that itch to get a hold of more. i didn't touch them for a couple years until one of my friends had a prescription for some and gave me two. it was awful. nothing like i remembered. i was pretty much ko'd on the ground. i got super hot. i remember laying in front of his air conditioner feeling like his apartment was 100 degress in there. so now i'm really turned off of the idea of taking them again.
How many a day were u taking? What was your withdrawal like?
Just, not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I said, I dont want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know Im alive.
Did you ask your doc about other meds for pain relief? I had both femurs broken at both ends (one is still fractured) and a shattered forearm. Lots of pain and have been on many painkillers. Never has methadone been a safe option that was ever recommended.
it feels as if i have not taken anything. methadone 5mg tablet form is quite weak in my opinion.
people are ill informed i believe. when folks hear or read the word heroin and all the connections thereof, people get alarmed and their guards go up. methadone is one grade above your common asprin. methadone is overrated and non addictive.
in my opinion...
please do not go home and slam pill bottles fulla pills. always keep meds put up and away. this my motto.
it feels as if i have not taken anything. methadone 5mg tablet form is quite weak in my opinion.
people are ill informed i believe. when folks hear or read the word heroin and all the connections thereof, people get alarmed and their guards go up. methadone is one grade above your common asprin. methadone is overrated and non addictive.
in my opinion...
please do not go home and slam pill bottles fulla pills. always keep meds put up and away. this my motto.
Chad, this I think is kinda the point of it. Maintenance drug. You shoudlnt "feel it" unless you abuse it. Of course its addictive , Its a narcotic replacement therapy using SYNTHETIC narcs!!!!
Not my business, but I strongly suggest asking your Doc the plan on becoming narc med free!
Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
Did you ask your doc about other meds for pain relief? I had both femurs broken at both ends (one is still fractured) and a shattered forearm. Lots of pain and have been on many painkillers. Never has methadone been a safe option that was ever recommended.
i am sorry you are so hurt and i have read some of your posts and on the damage done to you and i believe your family or was it jut you and your husband in the car accident? when was this?
before taking any of those i took weeker pain killers but i don't remember their names. a injection of dilaudid mixed w/ two others and injected straight into the blood stream was the best i ever had. i wanted to write but couldn't. i wanted to do dictation but she did not want too. this was beauty in slow motion and heavenly pillows were fastened to my shoes, ass and head. my spine became a silent circus act and w/out the cruelty of kept wildlife. i had every color, sound, and feeling launching and resting all at once.
one hamburger. each bite, each chew 90 minutes if not for the wall clock the unticking tock lasted 19 minutes every single chew. an all day hamburger and no bigger than the day of regular.
it feels as if i have not taken anything. methadone 5mg tablet form is quite weak in my opinion.
people are ill informed i believe. when folks hear or read the word heroin and all the connections thereof, people get alarmed and their guards go up. methadone is one grade above your common asprin. methadone is overrated and non addictive.
in my opinion...
please do not go home and slam pill bottles fulla pills. always keep meds put up and away. this my motto.
Chad, this I think is kinda the point of it. Maintenance drug. You shoudlnt "feel it" unless you abuse it. Of course its addictive , Its a narcotic replacement therapy using SYNTHETIC narcs!!!!
Not my business, but I strongly suggest asking your Doc the plan on becoming narc med free!
i suggest you walk in my boots for a moment in time. you will have extreme pain 24x7. rolling around in bed as you sleep away the night is hell all on its own and wakes up. the knee rattles and strikes. the shoulder, the hip, the agony is real. in no soon time will i ever be off pain killers.
daily i am challenged to survive and i do it well for being as broken as i am.
you are my non-drinking buddy. let's keep it at that so to speak. we both conqured our alcoholic demons...this one here is of non the same
Did you ask your doc about other meds for pain relief? I had both femurs broken at both ends (one is still fractured) and a shattered forearm. Lots of pain and have been on many painkillers. Never has methadone been a safe option that was ever recommended.
i am sorry you are so hurt and i have read some of your posts and on the damage done to you and i believe your family or was it jut you and your husband in the car accident? when was this?
before taking any of those i took weeker pain killers but i don't remember their names. a injection of dilaudid mixed w/ two others and injected straight into the blood stream was the best i ever had. i wanted to write but couldn't. i wanted to do dictation but she did not want too. this was beauty in slow motion and heavenly pillows were fastened to my shoes, ass and head. my spine became a silent circus act and w/out the cruelty of kept wildlife. i had every color, sound, and feeling launching and resting all at once.
one hamburger. each bite, each chew 90 minutes if not for the wall clock the unticking tock lasted 19 minutes every single chew. an all day hamburger and no bigger than the day of regular.
Nearly 2 years ago, me and my husband. I've been on several different types, most of them worked, the dilauded was the best. But I weened off of them when I felt I could go a little longer without needing more. If none of these painkillers are helping you, you seriously need to seek out a chronic pain specialist. Or go see an acupuncturist.
good morning said the nightcrawler as he sat next to me at my desk
and with eyes heavy and slowly fading into what appears to be keith richards' hair, headband & ornaments
the nightcrawler said goodbye
good wishes your way mr. nightcrawler
good wishes your way
Most of the people on the Methadone for heroin take a liquid version of the drug. That makes it work and react much different than the pill form.
I do know that it is prescribed with other pain meds to keep you from having that "high" feeling from other pain meds.
It is a good medication to use for weaning off other pain meds because it is such a long lasting drug.
I dont know why any doctor would prescribe this for pain that is not part of a pain management program. It is very odd and rare for a doctor to prescribe this medication unless you are on other opioids for chronic pain that you will be dealing with for a long time. Meaning I dont think it should be prescribed for after surgery and not for broken bones.
Quite the thread here (and some good music to boot). Wise words and perspectives. A lot of understanding and compassion.
I know nothing about methadone but do know that when it gets bad enough, pain can spread from the body to the mind. It's draining.
I hope you can find what works for YOU in the best way - what brings relief and therefore peace - yet still allows for that badass humor and writing of yours to shine through.
Quite the thread here (and some good music to boot). Wise words and perspectives. A lot of understanding and compassion.
I know nothing about methadone but do know that when it gets bad enough, pain can spread from the body to the mind. It's draining.
I hope you can find what works for YOU in the best way - what brings relief and therefore peace - yet still allows for that badass humor and writing of yours to shine through.
(I'm still amazed you swim every bloody day)
swimming is one of the few things that saves my life daily, mentally & physically. that and i am one sleepin son of a gun come bedtime
thank you for your hopes for me and your compliment on my writing and whatnot. have yourself a beautiful weekend
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chadwick is so badass, even his cane has 9 girlfriends.
aint no thing. any methadone users sleeping under the bridge and begging at the corner?
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
Enjoy, wish i had access to swimming, thats good medicine
you live and work in a more populated area than i. you even ride a ferry boat to and from work i think. and you can't find any water in ny/nyc and surrounding area? now stop it...
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
please forgive me and nothing more"
http://youtu.be/C-PNun-Pfb4
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
i have to say though that they are probably my most favourite drug i have ever taken (street wise or legal).the feeling you got was so amazing. it was like i was on a cloud.......... until the side effects kicked in and then it wasn't so great.
i eventually stopped taking them, but always had that itch to get a hold of more. i didn't touch them for a couple years until one of my friends had a prescription for some and gave me two. it was awful. nothing like i remembered. i was pretty much ko'd on the ground. i got super hot. i remember laying in front of his air conditioner feeling like his apartment was 100 degress in there. so now i'm really turned off of the idea of taking them again.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I said, I dont want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know Im alive.
Be well
people are ill informed i believe. when folks hear or read the word heroin and all the connections thereof, people get alarmed and their guards go up. methadone is one grade above your common asprin. methadone is overrated and non addictive.
in my opinion...
please do not go home and slam pill bottles fulla pills. always keep meds put up and away. this my motto.
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
Not my business, but I strongly suggest asking your Doc the plan on becoming narc med free!
Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
i am sorry you are so hurt and i have read some of your posts and on the damage done to you and i believe your family or was it jut you and your husband in the car accident? when was this?
....
vicodin...x
percocet...x
dilaudid...x
methadone...x
before taking any of those i took weeker pain killers but i don't remember their names. a injection of dilaudid mixed w/ two others and injected straight into the blood stream was the best i ever had. i wanted to write but couldn't. i wanted to do dictation but she did not want too. this was beauty in slow motion and heavenly pillows were fastened to my shoes, ass and head. my spine became a silent circus act and w/out the cruelty of kept wildlife. i had every color, sound, and feeling launching and resting all at once.
one hamburger. each bite, each chew 90 minutes if not for the wall clock the unticking tock lasted 19 minutes every single chew. an all day hamburger and no bigger than the day of regular.
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
daily i am challenged to survive and i do it well for being as broken as i am.
you are my non-drinking buddy. let's keep it at that so to speak. we both conqured our alcoholic demons...this one here is of non the same
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
Nearly 2 years ago, me and my husband. I've been on several different types, most of them worked, the dilauded was the best. But I weened off of them when I felt I could go a little longer without needing more. If none of these painkillers are helping you, you seriously need to seek out a chronic pain specialist. Or go see an acupuncturist.
pain management north - mthadone for pain
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
and with eyes heavy and slowly fading into what appears to be keith richards' hair, headband & ornaments
the nightcrawler said goodbye
good wishes your way mr. nightcrawler
good wishes your way
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
I do know that it is prescribed with other pain meds to keep you from having that "high" feeling from other pain meds.
It is a good medication to use for weaning off other pain meds because it is such a long lasting drug.
I dont know why any doctor would prescribe this for pain that is not part of a pain management program. It is very odd and rare for a doctor to prescribe this medication unless you are on other opioids for chronic pain that you will be dealing with for a long time. Meaning I dont think it should be prescribed for after surgery and not for broken bones.
I hope this helps and good luck.
http://youtu.be/C39kQoprfP0
not quite methadone
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
I know nothing about methadone but do know that when it gets bad enough, pain can spread from the body to the mind. It's draining.
I hope you can find what works for YOU in the best way - what brings relief and therefore peace - yet still allows for that badass humor and writing of yours to shine through.
(I'm still amazed you swim every bloody day)
thank you for your hopes for me and your compliment on my writing and whatnot. have yourself a beautiful weekend
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
that'd be a big (yes) ten four
no methadone does not make one drool on their balls watching tv sitting/lying on the couch all day
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce