How you feeling right now???

Glorified KC

Like I wish I was still in bed.

Black Diamond

I've felt worse.

dankind

Black Diamond said:

I've felt worse.

And you've looked better.

Black Diamond

dankind said:

Black Diamond said:

I've felt worse.

And you've looked better.

#truth

dankind

Black Diamond said:

dankind said:

Black Diamond said:

I've felt worse.

And you've looked better.

#truth

Nevertheless, it's good to see you, bud.

Black Diamond

dankind said:

Black Diamond said:

dankind said:

Black Diamond said:

I've felt worse.

And you've looked better.

#truth

Nevertheless, it's good to see you, bud.

You too Sir!!  It has been a looooong time.  All good?

dankind

Black Diamond said:

dankind said:

Black Diamond said:

dankind said:

Black Diamond said:

I've felt worse.

And you've looked better.

#truth

Nevertheless, it's good to see you, bud.

You too Sir!!  It has been a looooong time.  All good?

Good as can be, I suppose.

Black Diamond

dankind said:

Black Diamond said:

dankind said:

Black Diamond said:

dankind said:

Black Diamond said:

I've felt worse.

And you've looked better.

#truth

Nevertheless, it's good to see you, bud.

You too Sir!!  It has been a looooong time.  All good?

Good as can be, I suppose.

Better than most.

Thoughts_Arrive

Anxious, worried.

My GP wants to see me today regarding my blood test results for my cholesterol levels.

Plus I have an appointment with a psychologist beforehand. New psychologist.

oftenreading

Thoughts_Arrive said:

Anxious, worried.

My GP wants to see me today regarding my blood test results for my cholesterol levels.

Plus I have an appointment with a psychologist beforehand. New psychologist.

Both appointments have the potential to be beneficial and to help you get on track. Try to see the opportunities there, as well as the potential drawbacks. 

Thoughts_Arrive

oftenreading said:

Thoughts_Arrive said:

Anxious, worried.

My GP wants to see me today regarding my blood test results for my cholesterol levels.

Plus I have an appointment with a psychologist beforehand. New psychologist.

Both appointments have the potential to be beneficial and to help you get on track. Try to see the opportunities there, as well as the potential drawbacks. 

My cholesterol levels have always been a bit too high. Worried I may now be in dangerous territory thus requiring medication.

Thoughts_Arrive

And at 7.1, it's in the need to take medication level.
Starting medication as of today. Or else I can die from a heart attack.

PJ_Soul

eeriepadave said:

PJ_Soul said:

eeriepadave said:

anxious/nervous

So i've worked in retail half my life. It's ok. The job I have now I kinda like. The hours are good but it's retail so the money kinda sucks and I've been thinking of switching careers/jobs for awhile now. Also I def. need more money (credit debt and my car has been giving me problems. So I was thinking about maybe becoming a UPS driver.  They pay pretty well and all.Did have an interview last night which went ok. They asked me to come back for a driving test and get a physical. Never driven a UPS truck or any truck for that matter so kinda worried about that. More worried about the driving part than anything.  I told them i'd come in next Friday to do it.

So how did the driving test go???

it's actually this Friday.

So how'd it go?

23scidoo

Not so good.. said some things to my mother, i shouldn't..

Fifthelement

23scidoo said:

Not so good.. said some things to my mother, i shouldn't..

Sorry to hear that.  Did these things need to be said?  Apologise if you feel you must.  Or else just chalk it up to this time of the year.  It’s stressful whether you celebrate the holiday season or not.  Shorter days, cooler temperatures and less sunshine can make us all a little crazy.

23scidoo

Fifthelement said:

23scidoo said:

Not so good.. said some things to my mother, i shouldn't..

Sorry to hear that.  Did these things need to be said?  Apologise if you feel you must.  Or else just chalk it up to this time of the year.  It’s stressful whether you celebrate the holiday season or not.  Shorter days, cooler temperatures and less sunshine can make us all a little crazy.

Both were in rage..we said things eachother.. something starts small and then boom..

Fifthelement

23scidoo said:

Fifthelement said:

23scidoo said:

Not so good.. said some things to my mother, i shouldn't..

Sorry to hear that.  Did these things need to be said?  Apologise if you feel you must.  Or else just chalk it up to this time of the year.  It’s stressful whether you celebrate the holiday season or not.  Shorter days, cooler temperatures and less sunshine can make us all a little crazy.

Both were in rage..we said things eachother.. something starts small and then boom..

I completely understand. I’ve been in a similar situation. Sending you (((hugs))).

23scidoo

Fifthelement said:

23scidoo said:

Fifthelement said:

23scidoo said:

Not so good.. said some things to my mother, i shouldn't..

Sorry to hear that.  Did these things need to be said?  Apologise if you feel you must.  Or else just chalk it up to this time of the year.  It’s stressful whether you celebrate the holiday season or not.  Shorter days, cooler temperatures and less sunshine can make us all a little crazy.

Both were in rage..we said things eachother.. something starts small and then boom..

I completely understand. I’ve been in a similar situation. Sending you (((hugs))).

Thank you so much..

vogonpoetbythelake

Fifthelement said:

23scidoo said:

Fifthelement said:

23scidoo said:

Not so good.. said some things to my mother, i shouldn't..

Sorry to hear that.  Did these things need to be said?  Apologise if you feel you must.  Or else just chalk it up to this time of the year.  It’s stressful whether you celebrate the holiday season or not.  Shorter days, cooler temperatures and less sunshine can make us all a little crazy.

Both were in rage..we said things eachother.. something starts small and then boom..

I completely understand. I’ve been in a similar situation. Sending you (((hugs)))

vogonpoetbythelake

vogonpoetbythelake said:

Fifthelement said:

23scidoo said:

Fifthelement said:

23scidoo said:

Not so good.. said some things to my mother, i shouldn't..

Sorry to hear that.  Did these things need to be said?  Apologise if you feel you must.  Or else just chalk it up to this time of the year.  It’s stressful whether you celebrate the holiday season or not.  Shorter days, cooler temperatures and less sunshine can make us all a little crazy.

Both were in rage..we said things eachother.. something starts small and then boom..

I completely understand. I’ve been in a similar situation. Sending you (((hugs)))

Me Too! I have been in that rage...i call it kicking the puppy...rest and repair...it is never too late to repair..peace and love to you my brothers and sisters...

23scidoo

vogonpoetbythelake said:

vogonpoetbythelake said:

Fifthelement said:

23scidoo said:

Fifthelement said:

23scidoo said:

Not so good.. said some things to my mother, i shouldn't..

Sorry to hear that.  Did these things need to be said?  Apologise if you feel you must.  Or else just chalk it up to this time of the year.  It’s stressful whether you celebrate the holiday season or not.  Shorter days, cooler temperatures and less sunshine can make us all a little crazy.

Both were in rage..we said things eachother.. something starts small and then boom..

I completely understand. I’ve been in a similar situation. Sending you (((hugs)))

Me Too! I have been in that rage...i call it kicking the puppy...rest and repair...it is never too late to repair..peace and love to you my brothers and sisters...

It was a better day today..

Fifthelement

23scidoo said:

vogonpoetbythelake said:

vogonpoetbythelake said:

Fifthelement said:

23scidoo said:

Fifthelement said:

23scidoo said:

Not so good.. said some things to my mother, i shouldn't..

Sorry to hear that.  Did these things need to be said?  Apologise if you feel you must.  Or else just chalk it up to this time of the year.  It’s stressful whether you celebrate the holiday season or not.  Shorter days, cooler temperatures and less sunshine can make us all a little crazy.

Both were in rage..we said things eachother.. something starts small and then boom..

I completely understand. I’ve been in a similar situation. Sending you (((hugs)))

Me Too! I have been in that rage...i call it kicking the puppy...rest and repair...it is never too late to repair..peace and love to you my brothers and sisters...

It was a better day today..

Happy to hear it.

Thoughts_Arrive

23scidoo said:

Fifthelement said:

23scidoo said:

Not so good.. said some things to my mother, i shouldn't..

Sorry to hear that.  Did these things need to be said?  Apologise if you feel you must.  Or else just chalk it up to this time of the year.  It’s stressful whether you celebrate the holiday season or not.  Shorter days, cooler temperatures and less sunshine can make us all a little crazy.

Both were in rage..we said things eachother.. something starts small and then boom..

Sounds like me and my mother, must be a southern European thing.

23scidoo

Thoughts_Arrive said:

23scidoo said:

Fifthelement said:

23scidoo said:

Not so good.. said some things to my mother, i shouldn't..

Sorry to hear that.  Did these things need to be said?  Apologise if you feel you must.  Or else just chalk it up to this time of the year.  It’s stressful whether you celebrate the holiday season or not.  Shorter days, cooler temperatures and less sunshine can make us all a little crazy.

Both were in rage..we said things eachother.. something starts small and then boom..

Sounds like me and my mother, must be a southern European thing.

Think twice before talk my friend..

eeriepadave

Woke up this morning, laid in bed for awhile. Decided to get up and out to feed my cat and giver her her insulin. Took a few steps then started to black out. Grabbed onto a a door frame,my left foot gave way and i fell flat on my face onto the carpeted floor. Laid there for a few seconds then i realized my nose was bleed profusely. Gathered my senses and went to the bathroom to stop the bleeding and tried to clean my carpet. Nice rug burn on my face if that's possible.

Just weird, never had that happen. Physically fine but mentally wasn't there for awhile. Headache? Vertigo? Stress from co-vid 19? don't know.

kce8

Damn, that's scary stuff. Hope everything is alright and you will be ok. 

Fifthelement

eeriepadave said:

Woke up this morning, laid in bed for awhile. Decided to get up and out to feed my cat and giver her her insulin. Took a few steps then started to black out. Grabbed onto a a door frame,my left foot gave way and i fell flat on my face onto the carpeted floor. Laid there for a few seconds then i realized my nose was bleed profusely. Gathered my senses and went to the bathroom to stop the bleeding and tried to clean my carpet. Nice rug burn on my face if that's possible.

Just weird, never had that happen. Physically fine but mentally wasn't there for awhile. Headache? Vertigo? Stress from co-vid 19? don't know.

Holy crap!  I hope your okay.  Do you have blood pressure problems? Have you been eating regularly and staying hydrated? Be well.

eeriepadave

Fifthelement said:

eeriepadave said:

Woke up this morning, laid in bed for awhile. Decided to get up and out to feed my cat and giver her her insulin. Took a few steps then started to black out. Grabbed onto a a door frame,my left foot gave way and i fell flat on my face onto the carpeted floor. Laid there for a few seconds then i realized my nose was bleed profusely. Gathered my senses and went to the bathroom to stop the bleeding and tried to clean my carpet. Nice rug burn on my face if that's possible.

Just weird, never had that happen. Physically fine but mentally wasn't there for awhile. Headache? Vertigo? Stress from co-vid 19? don't know.

Holy crap!  I hope your okay.  Do you have blood pressure problems? Have you been eating regularly and staying hydrated? Be well.

no never had any before. Hydrated? That’s what some people were suggesting. Or low blood sugar but never had that before either. Some people were suggesting just sit still for a minute before getting out also.

eeriepadave

eeriepadave said:

Fifthelement said:

eeriepadave said:

Woke up this morning, laid in bed for awhile. Decided to get up and out to feed my cat and giver her her insulin. Took a few steps then started to black out. Grabbed onto a a door frame,my left foot gave way and i fell flat on my face onto the carpeted floor. Laid there for a few seconds then i realized my nose was bleed profusely. Gathered my senses and went to the bathroom to stop the bleeding and tried to clean my carpet. Nice rug burn on my face if that's possible.

Just weird, never had that happen. Physically fine but mentally wasn't there for awhile. Headache? Vertigo? Stress from co-vid 19? don't know.

Holy crap!  I hope your okay.  Do you have blood pressure problems? Have you been eating regularly and staying hydrated? Be well.

no never had any before. Hydrated? That’s what some people were suggesting. Or low blood sugar but never had that before either. Some people were suggesting just sit still for a minute before getting out also.

no my ears have been ringing non-stop for a few weeks. Not sure if it is related to this.

Also around the same time that i blacked I remember watching tv one night and felt/heard something weird near near my ear. I thought it was in my hair though. Didn't really think anything of it until recently. Should check it out though.

Purple Fairy Tree

I finish work at lunchtime tomorrow and I'm then off work for a whole week. I'm already gearing up for some chilled out birthday celebrations ♡♡♡