The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun.
Actually I don't know... Again...
I'm both happy and sad... Without specific reason... :shock:
But having a short working day today, I'm rather feeling good.
feel a strange power......and i have an idea..i hope it work for both of us..
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
I'm super depressed. I had my ptsd under control and not so much. A few times i have seriously considered killing myself. I went as far as loading a gun and holding it to my head but i chickened out. I see my therapist tomorrow. My wifes mom is dying and my aunt/godmother is dying as well both have cancer. Life has not been good. Usually i keep this stuff to myself but i need to vent.
I feel so alone and unwanted. Those of you who have met me know thats fucked up. I know i'm not alone and that people love me but it's hard to remember sometimes. There are good friends of mine on here who have been talking to me. They have helped and picked me up.
Sometimes i hate life. It's not fair my life wasn't supposed to turn out like this. I'm 34 and i have had 5 surgeries in 10 years on various parts of my body mostly on my back. I wake up in pain and i goto bed in pain. I refuse/can't get pain pills. I can't get them because when i have the money i get cannabis to help with my pain when i have none i have no way to ease my pain.
"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
If You Like Crunchy Guitar Riffs, Powerful Vocals, Melodic Guitar Solos, And Meaningful Lyrics..then you need to check out one of the most refreshing new hard rock bands in quite some time...-->The Liberty Underground<--
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'sup Sheila and Liz :wave:
And hey! I'm actually tired
Nighty, peeps :wave:
hope everything's ok.
i'm feeling....hungry.
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Thanks Matt.
- Christopher McCandless
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I said, I dont want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know Im alive.
I'm both happy and sad... Without specific reason... :shock:
But having a short working day today, I'm rather feeling good.
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
I feel so alone and unwanted. Those of you who have met me know thats fucked up. I know i'm not alone and that people love me but it's hard to remember sometimes. There are good friends of mine on here who have been talking to me. They have helped and picked me up.
Sometimes i hate life. It's not fair my life wasn't supposed to turn out like this. I'm 34 and i have had 5 surgeries in 10 years on various parts of my body mostly on my back. I wake up in pain and i goto bed in pain. I refuse/can't get pain pills. I can't get them because when i have the money i get cannabis to help with my pain when i have none i have no way to ease my pain.
Anyone please help.
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
If You Like Crunchy Guitar Riffs, Powerful Vocals, Melodic Guitar Solos, And Meaningful Lyrics..then you need to check out one of the most refreshing new hard rock bands in quite some time...-->The Liberty Underground<--
I got memories. I got shit so much it don't show."
You're right. You are a monster! You are sick! Get help!
At least, I am not a fuck-up! A lying fuck-up!