In this book (little bee) she mentions laying beside her husband in the first few weeks of marriage.... Knowing he was the wrong man. Instantly, I remembered my ex saying he knew 2 months into our marriage. I'm still frustrated with the fact that he waited 7 years to let me in on this tidbit of information. Oh, now I know he was right, even though I cried and begged him to stay... He was right... I'm better without him. The point remains... That's 7 years I'll never get back, 7 years I thought things were one way when in all truth they were another. I don't miss him, I don't want him.... I do want that wasted time back though.
"I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
CiW, I don't blame you for wanting your time back!
Do you think you learned anything useful from it all?
You're first instinct is the right one.... Before he asked me out (wayyyy back when I was 17) a friend asked me if I would consider dating him. My answer, "He's not my type, I could never see myself with him". Too bad for me sneaky coworkers devised a plan to get us to go on a "date"... I think after that it just became repetition, and it snowballed but who really knows... I was 17 for fucks sake! lol!!
With that said.... His Dad passed away at the time when a couple would either separate or get really serious... sadly, I think it pushed us in the wrong direction. (I suppose we're both at fault for loss of time)
wow I really spilled my past in instant thoughts... Not so "instant"... Sorry.
Instant thought for ya (to stay on topic)...
the room spins at times
when I have feet firmly planted on the floor,
the wind goes sill
when my thoughts spin within
"I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
CiW, I don't blame you for wanting your time back!
Do you think you learned anything useful from it all?
You're first instinct is the right one.... Before he asked me out (wayyyy back when I was 17) a friend asked me if I would consider dating him. My answer, "He's not my type, I could never see myself with him". Too bad for me sneaky coworkers devised a plan to get us to go on a "date"... I think after that it just became repetition, and it snowballed but who really knows... I was 17 for fucks sake! lol!!
With that said.... His Dad passed away at the time when a couple would either separate or get really serious... sadly, I think it pushed us in the wrong direction. (I suppose we're both at fault for loss of time)
wow I really spilled my past in instant thoughts... Not so "instant"... Sorry.
I thought your answer to my question was perfect. No need to apologize.
CiW, I don't blame you for wanting your time back!
Do you think you learned anything useful from it all?
You're first instinct is the right one.... Before he asked me out (wayyyy back when I was 17) a friend asked me if I would consider dating him. My answer, "He's not my type, I could never see myself with him". Too bad for me sneaky coworkers devised a plan to get us to go on a "date"... I think after that it just became repetition, and it snowballed but who really knows... I was 17 for fucks sake! lol!!
With that said.... His Dad passed away at the time when a couple would either separate or get really serious... sadly, I think it pushed us in the wrong direction. (I suppose we're both at fault for loss of time)
wow I really spilled my past in instant thoughts... Not so "instant"... Sorry.
I thought your answer to my question was perfect. No need to apologize.
thanks guys, I really appreciate someone listening to my babble!
"I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
had a strange but real last 7 days, my contract was almost canceled and that moment of in and out I realized that things I thought were important were not so much...and the things I have been taking for granted are.
I don't know if this makes any sense to you all but it's something that has changed my way of thinking.
had a strange but real last 7 days, my contract was almost canceled and that moment of in and out I realized that things I thought were important were not so much...and the things I have been taking for granted are.
I don't know if this makes any sense to you all but it's something that has changed my way of thinking.
Godfather.
drill baby drill, yes/no?
pass the spliff, yes/no?
you glad that finally you were awoken from the day to day nightmare, yes/no?
had a strange but real last 7 days, my contract was almost canceled and that moment of in and out I realized that things I thought were important were not so much...and the things I have been taking for granted are.
I don't know if this makes any sense to you all but it's something that has changed my way of thinking.
Godfather.
drill baby drill, yes/no?
pass the spliff, yes/no?
you glad that finally you were awoken from the day to day nightmare, yes/no?
1) yes
2)no
day to day nightmare ? check yourself on that one dude.
but to tell you the truth my time spent on this forum with tree huggers and drug addicts is really a waste of my time and all the hippy talk of love and peace in a free world is really just a joke most of you don't have a clue,all you know is you can smoke your dope and go buy some chips and soda/beer without worrying about stepping on a IED.
so chad you will be the first I'd like to say a big FUCK YOU too and the rest you know who you are...FUCK OFF !
hell even the token homo on here sez whats on his mind without having to kiss everybodys ass (peace and respect to you POD) we may not agree but I respect the way you stand up for yourself.
and KAT and SEA send me $25 and we'll call it good, you can have this bunch of candy ass's...yea that'll happen
now quick someone go tell KAT that Godfather is picking on me again....that'd be you chad we all know you're a rat.
Godfather. :wave:
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hedonist
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Having the realization that some things are unimportant doesn't, I believe, grant license to turn around and shit on those things (or people? hmmm) deemed trivial.
Anyway, I believe chad is a fine fellow with a good and passionate heart.
sheesh.
I'm gonna go heat up some kickass pizza now.
(and very likely smoke a big fat sweet bowl afterward with another fine fellow)
ps..."token homo"?
wow.
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hedonist
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pps...I get your passion too, GF. And can appreciate how you've let a lot of remarks roll off your back with humor.
But (and knowing that my opinion, in the end, means shit anyway), some of what you said crossed the line. Guess you've figured as much yourself.
Anyway, the pizza was dee-lish. Usually better the next day.
1) yes
2)no
day to day nightmare ? check yourself on that one dude.
but to tell you the truth my time spent on this forum with tree huggers and drug addicts is really a waste of my time and all the hippy talk of love and peace in a free world is really just a joke most of you don't have a clue,all you know is you can smoke your dope and go buy some chips and soda/beer without worrying about stepping on a IED.
so chad you will be the first I'd like to say a big FUCK YOU too and the rest you know who you are...FUCK OFF !
hell even the token homo on here sez whats on his mind without having to kiss everybodys ass (peace and respect to you POD) we may not agree but I respect the way you stand up for yourself.
and KAT and SEA send me $25 and we'll call it good, you can have this bunch of candy ass's...yea that'll happen
now quick someone go tell KAT that Godfather is picking on me again....that'd be you chad we all know you're a rat.
Godfather. :wave:
good morning, sir cranky
who have i snitched off?
a poem about this would be better served as this is the poetry section, now turned poetry slam. have at it, sir. let's see whatcha got big fella.
1) yes
2)no
day to day nightmare ? check yourself on that one dude.
but to tell you the truth my time spent on this forum with tree huggers and drug addicts is really a waste of my time and all the hippy talk of love and peace in a free world is really just a joke most of you don't have a clue,all you know is you can smoke your dope and go buy some chips and soda/beer without worrying about stepping on a IED.
so chad you will be the first I'd like to say a big FUCK YOU too and the rest you know who you are...FUCK OFF !
hell even the token homo on here sez whats on his mind without having to kiss everybodys ass (peace and respect to you POD) we may not agree but I respect the way you stand up for yourself.
and KAT and SEA send me $25 and we'll call it good, you can have this bunch of candy ass's...yea that'll happen
now quick someone go tell KAT that Godfather is picking on me again....that'd be you chad we all know you're a rat.
Godfather. :wave:
good morning, sir cranky
who have i snitched off?
a poem about this would be better served as this is the poetry section, now turned poetry slam. have at it, sir. let's see whatcha got big fella.
I sent you a PM my friend, I hope that it explains my post, my apologys to all.
pouring, pouring, pouring out
washing the grains away
grains of pain and gravel
buried beneath years of skin
cut it open
spread the cover
wash it all away with tears
childhood woes, it's time to go!
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hedonist
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I was gonna say, set sail and release them!
Then I saw your signature, and see you're doing just that.
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Thanks CHANGEinWAVES.
This latest thing hit me by surprise.
Do you think you learned anything useful from it all?
> :fp:
With that said.... His Dad passed away at the time when a couple would either separate or get really serious... sadly, I think it pushed us in the wrong direction. (I suppose we're both at fault for loss of time)
wow I really spilled my past in instant thoughts... Not so "instant"... Sorry.
Instant thought for ya (to stay on topic)...
the room spins at times
when I have feet firmly planted on the floor,
the wind goes sill
when my thoughts spin within
this is good!
I thought your answer to my question was perfect. No need to apologize.
I went tonight
and pleasant we were with each other
not like every night
or like forever where
you're never gone
but even when you're not
comes poetry, comes song, and on
whether fair or far play
all that could go away
...but doesn't
It's already ten pm EST.
Kat & Sea
Dr. Jimmy & Mr. Jim
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
I don't know if this makes any sense to you all but it's something that has changed my way of thinking.
Godfather.
pass the spliff, yes/no?
you glad that finally you were awoken from the day to day nightmare, yes/no?
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
1) yes
2)no
day to day nightmare ? check yourself on that one dude.
but to tell you the truth my time spent on this forum with tree huggers and drug addicts is really a waste of my time and all the hippy talk of love and peace in a free world is really just a joke most of you don't have a clue,all you know is you can smoke your dope and go buy some chips and soda/beer without worrying about stepping on a IED.
so chad you will be the first I'd like to say a big FUCK YOU too and the rest you know who you are...FUCK OFF !
hell even the token homo on here sez whats on his mind without having to kiss everybodys ass (peace and respect to you POD) we may not agree but I respect the way you stand up for yourself.
and KAT and SEA send me $25 and we'll call it good, you can have this bunch of candy ass's...yea that'll happen
now quick someone go tell KAT that Godfather is picking on me again....that'd be you chad we all know you're a rat.
Godfather. :wave:
Anyway, I believe chad is a fine fellow with a good and passionate heart.
sheesh.
I'm gonna go heat up some kickass pizza now.
(and very likely smoke a big fat sweet bowl afterward with another fine fellow)
ps..."token homo"?
wow.
But (and knowing that my opinion, in the end, means shit anyway), some of what you said crossed the line. Guess you've figured as much yourself.
Anyway, the pizza was dee-lish. Usually better the next day.
who have i snitched off?
a poem about this would be better served as this is the poetry section, now turned poetry slam. have at it, sir. let's see whatcha got big fella.
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
I sent you a PM my friend, I hope that it explains my post, my apologys to all.
Jeff.
you may never know.
Jeff.
having passed perfect a mile ago
washing the grains away
grains of pain and gravel
buried beneath years of skin
cut it open
spread the cover
wash it all away with tears
childhood woes, it's time to go!
Then I saw your signature, and see you're doing just that.
Let it wash away
I'm watching fucking "Bettheny".
I repeat:
I'M WATCHING FUCKING BETTHENY.
Small army of squealing chicks in the audience spurring her on.
Someone shut them up! Why do women do this?
Small saving grace, Kevin Nealon is on...I dig him.
And actually, I dig the chick as well...her general "this is me so fuck you if you don't like it" vibe. Smart too.
But really?
I'm watching this.
Fuck me!
Gotta be a Tosh.O on demand :P
He plucks me not
He loves me
He plucks me knot
He loves me
He plucks me not
He plucks me
He loves me knot