The "It's OK To Admit getting choked up at PJ20" Thread

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  • marcos wrote:
    I've cried before during a certain show at a certain time before, but not necessarily this time around, I planned to, but I suppose I was just too too happy this time. (or simply not drunk enough, which is a good thing as there was no drunk dialing old girlfriends :D )

    If you drunk dial old girlfriends during Just Breathe, I will punch you.
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    for the least they could possibly do
  • oona left wrote:
    GD274660 wrote:
    oona left wrote:
    I'm even choking up listening to a recording of the Night 1.

    Alright, alright - not choking up. Actually crying. In my room, with headphones on.

    Jesus, I'm a mess!

    not the only one.

    Thank you. I trusted that was this case, but this is oddly comforting nonetheless.

    Wasn't sure how much better it could be after MSGII last year. Guess they showed me.
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  • irishgal21irishgal21 Munich, Germany Posts: 56
    Was I the only one who choked up at Hunger Strike on night 1? That was a "bucket list" moment for me. When Eddie invited Cornell on stage, I lost it and had to bury my face in my friend's shoulder.

    Release not only choked me up because of what the song represents to me, but because I all of a sudden realized I had a bajillion new friends for the rest of the night. Plus, my friend and I had just had a drunken misunderstanding which was quickly forgotten when we were both smiling through our tears at the opening chords. He really lost it at Eddie's speech / "Wasted Reprise."

    I wisely left the mascara off for night 2 since I knew what was coming. My thanks to my new random friend "Amy" who happened to sit next to me and hugged me as hard as I hugged her whenever I teared up.
  • DS1119 wrote:
    It's Ok got me.


    Me too. I so was hoping to hear this and completely lost it - tears of joy and almost flew out of my body! :D
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  • I was an emotional wreck driving to the airport on Monday. It was an emotional rollercoaster being at AV. I cried a little both nights but I will miss the atmosphere there more than PJ. I will see PJ again but the crowds and all of my new friends will not all be together again. :cry:
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  • As soon as Release hit I started to tear up. At first it was the "wow, it's finally here and this is it" tear of joy. Then as the song went on I actually had a hard time yelling WHERE IT TAKES ME!!! because I was fighting back tears.

    Ed's Wasted Reprise speech did it as well. So did his new song, and so did LBC. Then at the very end right before Ledbetter when Ed walked up to the mic and just simply said "Thank you, thank you". It was obvious that he said all that he wanted to say and there was nothing else other than thank you.
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  • HeisenbergHeisenberg Los Pollos Hermanos Posts: 4,957
    I was an emotional wreck driving to the airport on Monday. It was an emotional rollercoaster being at AV. I cried a little both nights but I will miss the atmosphere there more than PJ. I will see PJ again but the crowds and all of my new friends will not all be together again. :cry:

    Agreed
  • irishgal21irishgal21 Munich, Germany Posts: 56
    Heisenberg wrote:
    I was an emotional wreck driving to the airport on Monday. It was an emotional rollercoaster being at AV. I cried a little both nights but I will miss the atmosphere there more than PJ. I will see PJ again but the crowds and all of my new friends will not all be together again. :cry:

    Agreed

    Me too. Best vibe that I've ever experienced at a festival-type show. No tweakers, no teeny-boppers, no a-holes...just good people who love a great band having a great time.

    See you all at PJ25 when they (hopefully inevitably) get inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame! :wave:
  • irishgal21 wrote:
    Heisenberg wrote:
    I was an emotional wreck driving to the airport on Monday. It was an emotional rollercoaster being at AV. I cried a little both nights but I will miss the atmosphere there more than PJ. I will see PJ again but the crowds and all of my new friends will not all be together again. :cry:

    Agreed

    Me too. Best vibe that I've ever experienced at a festival-type show. No tweakers, no teeny-boppers, no a-holes...just good people who love a great band having a great time.

    See you all at PJ25 when they (hopefully inevitably) get inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame! :wave:

    Agreed the people made the show. Everyone was relaxed and ready to enjoy each others company and watch the worlds greatest band. Yea, I cried, I am 40, pretty big, very rough around the edges and I cried......not full on bawling mind you but tears welled up during GTF, Black, and Just Breathe. Last summer my wife had the battle of her life and we would listen to Pj every night on the back patio while she recovered. These are her favorites. She is fine now, she loves PJ but hates crowds, I recorded them on the phone for her. I still get choked when I watch them. Jesus I am a puss. When did this happen?
  • marcos wrote:
    I've cried before during a certain show at a certain time before, but not necessarily this time around, I planned to, but I suppose I was just too too happy this time.

    I'm with you, Marcos! (Sorry we didn't get to meet up, man!) I think I was just in such a constant state of euphoria, but It's OK, Nothingman, and Eddie's new one really made me feel like it just doesn't get any better than this. I think I'm in a state of depression after leaving.
  • iamicaiamica Chicago Posts: 2,628
    At the very end of Night 2, when they came out for the final encore and everyone was cheering like crazy, Ed stood there for a few moments, tried to say something and I could see the tears in his eyes, he was so overcome...that's when I nearly lost it.
    My friend said as soon as Chris Cornell came onstage she bawled like a baby for the rest of the night...she said that back when she was in elementary school and started listening to Pearl Jam, Eddie and Chris were her only friends, and seeing them together onstage was overwhelming.
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  • Ditto...
    LBC... Lost it
    "thru extensive negotiations we managed to get the curfew moved back..... we still don't have any time to fu&k around...."

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  • Jason PJason P Posts: 19,165
    I knocked over my $13 Bud Light that I only had a few sips from ... I was overcome with emotion and lost it.

    8-)
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  • oona leftoona left Posts: 1,677
    iamica wrote:
    At the very end of Night 2, when they came out for the final encore and everyone was cheering like crazy, Ed stood there for a few moments, tried to say something and I could see the tears in his eyes, he was so overcome...that's when I nearly lost it.

    I'm going to have to check the videos for this!! Hopefully someone got it - a lot of the songs posted on You Tube and such are edited to begin when the song starts.

    But there were some real cool moments with Ed, where it felt so intimate, like we were rocking out at a back yard party or something.
  • Dig the Big Lebowski reference!! It certainly was an emotional experience!
  • i cried when release started..

    i cried when ed gave the speech during wasted reprise

    i cried during LBC

    very emotional weekend. wouldn't have it any other way.
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  • Cliffy6745Cliffy6745 Posts: 33,957
    Honestly, I always laughed at people who talked about crying at music, but lost my old man in march and as soon as Eddie hit the "I miss you already" line, yeah, I lost it.
  • Cliffy6745 wrote:
    Honestly, I always laughed at people who talked about crying at music, but lost my old man in march and as soon as Eddie hit the "I miss you already" line, yeah, I lost it.

    my mom has been gone almost 9 years now...reading your words here, remembering the song there, just made ME tear up!
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  • I cried during Alive. It just brought me back to watching the Alive video in 1991 for the first time with my cousin(GTF13)
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  • rollingsrollings unknown Posts: 7,125
    I didn't expect this...

    During "breath and a scream...",
    the build was incredible, the sound was perfectly loud
    and the part "if I knew where it was, I would take you there, there's much more....."

    Tears started streaming out of me uncontrollably,
    I didn't sense it coming.
    At that point it seemed almost functional rather than emotional,

    :shock:
  • "Its ok, Its ok, you don`t have to run and hide away"
    That`s why they don`t need a fancy stage, they physically rip your emotions from you. I protected myself with a few mushrooms. just a slight enhancement. Dennis Rodmam was really there next to me I swear!
  • Cliffy6745Cliffy6745 Posts: 33,957
    hanjenni wrote:
    Cliffy6745 wrote:
    Honestly, I always laughed at people who talked about crying at music, but lost my old man in march and as soon as Eddie hit the "I miss you already" line, yeah, I lost it.

    my mom has been gone almost 9 years now...reading your words here, remembering the song there, just made ME tear up!

    Yeah, it was pretty surreal. I'm not a very emotional guy, at all, and that hit me like a ton of bricks.
  • memememe Posts: 4,695
    Jesus... it started with the new song, and then Just Breathe... and then by Nothingman I was sobbing
    ... and the will to show I will always be better than before.
  • megatronmegatron Posts: 3,420
    after release i was looking straight forward and just muttered, "jesus i'm crying".

    pretty much in unison the dudes on each side of me (one of them a complete stranger) also admitted to tears.
    it's unreal this band
  • megatron wrote:
    after release i was looking straight forward and just muttered, "jesus i'm crying".

    pretty much in unison the dudes on each side of me (one of them a complete stranger) also admitted to tears.
    it's unreal this band

    you were not alone :D far from alone...I know there wasn't a dry eye around me
  • I wonder what the 'other' bands take on PJ20 was? It has to be impressive to them, having so many devoted fans...the positive energy those two nights was palatable.
  • Release got me as I had never seen it live. It was my number 1 song I wanted to hear and when it started I lost it.... The energy was so intense and I just felt it! What an epically beautiful weekend.
  • themessengerthemessenger Dallas Posts: 1,320
    Life Wasted really hit me, especially his speech before Wasted Reprise. That chorus is so encouraging to me and it came out at a low low point in my life and it's like it was meant for me to hear.
  • LoulouLoulou Adelaide Posts: 6,247
    I don't cry very often but I have to admit that I was teary eyed when Release started and when Ed played that song he had just written.
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  • Wow, I just talked to my psychotherapist for an hour trying to explain how I felt when I started crying after night 1. I can't believe this thread actually exists. I'm astounded by everyone's comments. You are my people!

    Hunger Strike was a bucket list item I never thought I'd see. Amazing.
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