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  • jmurray
    jmurray Stratham, NH Posts: 3,538
    Hang in there man, it does get better. One day at a time is brilliant. ;)
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,818
    jmurray wrote:
    Hang in there man, it does get better. One day at a time is brilliant. ;)
    yes indeed. it is.
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  • Gary Carter
    Gary Carter Posts: 14,077
    stay strong
    Ron: I just don't feel like going out tonight
    Sammi: Wanna just break up?

  • neutron baum
    neutron baum Posts: 294
    My significant other went through a car accident and was and is still addicted to high doses of pain pills. Living with this addict is like living with a monster. I applaud you for getting help, not just for you but for your family as well. Stay strong buddy, things are so much clearer once they're in the rearview mirror just remember that.
  • Enkidu
    Enkidu So Cal Posts: 2,996
    Good for you. Hang in there and know you've got a whole bunch of people out there rooting for you.
  • phillyfan
    phillyfan Posts: 831
    iluvcats wrote:
    how is your back? have you tried acupuncture or a chiropractor? both have kept me from surgery.
    I hope you are doing ok.
    My back is still bothering me, but I'm ok with that,I will deal.I have about 3 bulging discs and 2 herniated.And a constant pain that runs down my leg from nerve damage.
    Again thank you all.I prescribed myself lots of pj
    If you hate something dont you do it too
    world fucking champs!!!
  • phillyfan
    phillyfan Posts: 831
    mickeyrat wrote:
    Stop on by and chat a while


    viewtopic.php?f=14&t=29105&p=3748742#p3748742

    We're here to help each other.
    Thanks I will definitely check it out.
    If you hate something dont you do it too
    world fucking champs!!!
  • PKTrekGirl
    PKTrekGirl Posts: 747
    I think it's awesome that you had the guts to go to detox and get yourself sorted out. I think that to say you 'deserve' it is kind of harsh - it wasn't like you planned the accident just so you could get hooked on pain killers. But hey...you are where you are, and it is what it is. And now you have to stay straight and keep going. One minute at a time.

    Hang in there! You can do this!
  • Fifthelement
    Fifthelement Lotusland Posts: 6,965
    Good luck and good vibes heading your way ((((((phillyfan)))))). You should be proud of dealing with this for your family's sake; but you should be even more proud for dealing with your addiction for the sake of yourself :thumbup:
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  • RKCNDY
    RKCNDY Posts: 31,013
    Stay strong man. Your family needs you. Congrats for tAking the first step....:clap:
    The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun.

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  • carolinabeerguy
    carolinabeerguy Kernersville, NC Posts: 2,517
    Keep your head up and stay strong. You're doing a great (and incredibly hard) thing.
    I wish I was as fortunate, as fortunate as me.
  • phillyfan
    phillyfan Posts: 831
    Thanks everyone for all the support.My body is so weak today evrything hurts.Everytime I take a step it feels like I have concrete shoes.And I know it would all be gone with one little evil pill to make me feel like superman again.My wife took the kids out so im left with my mind fucking me constantly.I just put pj in and cranked it up to take me away from my thoughts.
    If you hate something dont you do it too
    world fucking champs!!!
  • iluvcats
    iluvcats Posts: 5,153
    Dave Grohl is having a bad day. I hope you think this is funny (laughter is the best medicine.) sorry about the commercial though.

    http://www.vh1.com/video/foo-fighters/659211/walk.jhtml
    9/98, 9/00 - DC, 4/03 - Pitt., 7/03 - Bristow, 10/04 - Reading, 10/05 - Philly, 5/06 - DC, 6/06 - Pitt., 6/08 - Va Beach, 6/08 - DC, 5/10 - Bristow, 10/13 B'more
    8/08 - Ed solo in DC, 6/09 Ed in B'more,
    10/10 - Brad in B'more
  • phillyfan
    phillyfan Posts: 831
    iluvcats wrote:
    Dave Grohl is having a bad day. I hope you think this is funny (laughter is the best medicine.) sorry about the commercial though.

    http://www.vh1.com/video/foo-fighters/659211/walk.jhtml
    :D thanks :D
    If you hate something dont you do it too
    world fucking champs!!!
  • En La Clandestinidad
    En La Clandestinidad Telford, PA by way of Kansas City, MO and Milwaukee, WI, Phoenix, AZ and East Greenbush, NY Posts: 3,694
    phillyfan wrote:
    Hello all,
    Today is my first full day out of detox.This is by far the hardest thing I have gone through,I feel like shit.I forced myself to go to work, my head is not straight.It feels so fuzzy and almost like I just stepped out of the worst nightmare possible.I have a wife and 2 young daughters and the pain I feel is indescribable.The guilt is burning in me like acid.And I Know I DESERVE ALL The pain in me, but it just sucks right now.About a year ago I was in a car accident and messed my back up and the doc
    prescribed me pain pills and it got so out of control.They had me as soon as I took the first one.needless to say here I am.Sorry just needed to get it out of me aliitle, thanks for listening.
    Back to work.

    I don't make it over to this board very often, but good luck!

    BTW I love your profile picture! What a night!
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    “If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first. If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. As it is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world.
  • faceintheclouds
    faceintheclouds Posts: 1,739
    What and how much were you taking.
    Just, not enough.
    I need more.
    Nothing seems to satisfy.
    I said, I dont want it.
    I just need it.
    To breathe, to feel, to know Im alive.
  • PKTrekGirl
    PKTrekGirl Posts: 747
    iluvcats wrote:
    Dave Grohl is having a bad day. I hope you think this is funny (laughter is the best medicine.) sorry about the commercial though.

    http://www.vh1.com/video/foo-fighters/659211/walk.jhtml


    Great video. Just gotta keep that light at the end of the tunnel in sight.
  • Lizard
    Lizard So Cal Posts: 12,091
    phillyfan wrote:
    iluvcats wrote:
    Dave Grohl is having a bad day. I hope you think this is funny (laughter is the best medicine.) sorry about the commercial though.

    http://www.vh1.com/video/foo-fighters/659211/walk.jhtml
    :D thanks :D
    Stay strong. You made the 1st step and that is the most important thing.
    So I'll just lie down and wait for the dream
    Where I'm not ugly and you're lookin' at me
  • iluvcats
    iluvcats Posts: 5,153
    Are you doing ok? I hope so.

    If you need a laugh, please look at Thoughts_Arrive's avatar. It is an ape that took a camera from a photographer and smiled for the pic.
    9/98, 9/00 - DC, 4/03 - Pitt., 7/03 - Bristow, 10/04 - Reading, 10/05 - Philly, 5/06 - DC, 6/06 - Pitt., 6/08 - Va Beach, 6/08 - DC, 5/10 - Bristow, 10/13 B'more
    8/08 - Ed solo in DC, 6/09 Ed in B'more,
    10/10 - Brad in B'more

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