What's something you've done that you're ashamed of?

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  • EmBleve
    EmBleve Posts: 3,019
    Nothingman54 wrote:
    I had something typed out but deleted it. :-)
    well, put it back up ..
  • EmBleve
    EmBleve Posts: 3,019
    StillHere wrote:
    I'm ashamed of even considering suicide when I was the understood..very much understood...we're all fragile, right? but we're all still here :) and that says a lot :D
    peace, jo
    exactly. ;)
  • StillHere
    StillHere Posts: 7,795
    EmBleve wrote:
    pandora wrote:
    I'm ashamed of even considering suicide when I was the mother of two small children.

    It is not and never was about me.
    don't ever be ashamed of that, regardless of whether or not you had two children...sometimes, life just gets to that point....and don't ever think (which I doubt you do), that you were the only one who has been there...and pandora, you have come so far from that point that it really doesn't matter how or why....but what matters is that YOU HAVE...and you have a great attitude right now...more importantly...you have developed a true sense of self and what is important to you---and you have no qualms about standing up for it.....that, my dear friend, is to be commended, regardless of any particular aspect of your beliefs...you are a strong, indiviudal woman, and I admire you!! And, you are not alone...but we are glad you are still here...xo
    :wave: :thumbup:
    peace,
    jo

    http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
    "How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
    "Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
  • StillHere
    StillHere Posts: 7,795
    i am MOST ashamed of
    the amount of time it took me
    to kick my 2nd husband to the curb
    when he started treating my children like dogs

    yep...I will FOREVER be ashamed of myself
    i could cry :cry::cry:
    peace,
    jo

    http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
    "How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
    "Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
  • blenderman69
    blenderman69 philly Posts: 2,104
    StillHere wrote:
    i am MOST ashamed of
    the amount of time it took me
    to kick my 2nd husband to the curb
    when he started treating my children like dogs

    yep...I will FOREVER be ashamed of myself
    i could cry :cry::cry:
    jo.my dear jo..you have friends in philly who have"FRIENDS"in south philly...i can get concrete sneakers custum made for that douche bag :lol: i'm just sayin ;)
  • EmBleve
    EmBleve Posts: 3,019
    StillHere wrote:
    i am MOST ashamed of
    the amount of time it took me
    to kick my 2nd husband to the curb
    when he started treating my children like dogs

    yep...I will FOREVER be ashamed of myself
    i could cry :cry::cry:
    Don't EVER be ashamed of that, Jo!! The point is that you kicked him to the curb!!! You realized what was going on and you took action--the time frame is irrelevant!! You got that under your belt, and you learned from it, no doubt. Be proud of yourself woman!! :D
  • StillHere
    StillHere Posts: 7,795
    blenderman69 wrote:
    StillHere wrote:
    i am MOST ashamed of
    the amount of time it took me
    to kick my 2nd husband to the curb
    when he started treating my children like dogs

    yep...I will FOREVER be ashamed of myself
    i could cry :cry::cry:
    jo.my dear jo..you have friends in philly who have"FRIENDS"in south philly...i can get concrete sneakers custum made for that douche bag :lol: i'm just sayin ;)
    :lol::lol::lol::lol:
    thanks for the offer dan!
    unfortunately...i sometimes think...that's not the way we roll :D
    he's got his payment for that behavior ..... he has no children or grandchildren to make his "old age" sweet, like i do :D
    not even my baby girl (his biological daughter)
    its a real shame
    i "almost" feel sorry for him
    almost......but not quite
    peace,
    jo

    http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
    "How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
    "Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
  • StillHere
    StillHere Posts: 7,795
    EmBleve wrote:
    StillHere wrote:
    i am MOST ashamed of
    the amount of time it took me
    to kick my 2nd husband to the curb
    when he started treating my children like dogs

    yep...I will FOREVER be ashamed of myself
    i could cry :cry::cry:
    Don't EVER be ashamed of that, Jo!! The point is that you kicked him to the curb!!! You realized what was going on and you took action--the time frame is irrelevant!! You got that under your belt, and you learned from it, no doubt. Be proud of yourself woman!! :D

    *hugs*
    peace,
    jo

    http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
    "How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
    "Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
  • StillHere
    StillHere Posts: 7,795
    johnny america wrote:
    Go ahead. Confess.


    ahhh..hemmmm

    i just noticed something johnny

    let's hear it! :mrgreen:
    peace,
    jo

    http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
    "How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
    "Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
  • EmBleve
    EmBleve Posts: 3,019
    StillHere wrote:

    *hugs*
    hugs back to you, Jo, for real... And it is a total shame...and don't you EVER feel sorry for him!! If he chose to give that up, that was his choice, Jo. Yes, I can understand you having some feelings of a sense of 'responsibility' for that...but you don't. All you can do is the best that you can do...and I feel sure that you are doing just that...take pride in yourself for what you ARE doing...it will not go unappreciated..and, as I'm sure you realize, it will make you more fulfilled as a grandma/mother...do your thing, girl! Make no excuses for anyone, including yourself!!!
  • EmBleve
    EmBleve Posts: 3,019
    ...and with a dude who looks like Johnny America, I am sure that he, himself, has led a life full of regret, false promises, and slutty behavior!! :lol: Ain't nothing but a G thang....he knows how it goes.
  • conman
    conman Posts: 7,493
    johnny america wrote:
    Go ahead. Confess.
    you first!
  • EmBleve
    EmBleve Posts: 3,019
    conman wrote:
    johnny america wrote:
    Go ahead. Confess.
    you first!
    no YOU conman!! :)
  • StillHere
    StillHere Posts: 7,795
    EmBleve wrote:
    StillHere wrote:

    *hugs*
    hugs back to you, Jo, for real... And it is a total shame...and don't you EVER feel sorry for him!! If he chose to give that up, that was his choice, Jo. Yes, I can understand you having some feelings of a sense of 'responsibility' for that...but you don't. All you can do is the best that you can do...and I feel sure that you are doing just that...take pride in yourself for what you ARE doing...it will not go unappreciated..and, as I'm sure you realize, it will make you more fulfilled as a grandma/mother...do your thing, girl! Make no excuses for anyone, including yourself!!!


    Thanks...my kids and i have great relationships. Matter of fact, if you've ever seen me at a PJ show, you've most likely met my oldest son too :D and that's good :)

    I'm still waiting for Mr. Johnny America to make his appearance though..he starts all this and then he runs and hides...yep, I said hides, Johnny..now whattayagonna say? hmmm? :lol:
    peace,
    jo

    http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
    "How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
    "Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
  • Nothingman54
    Nothingman54 Posts: 2,251
    Edit.....
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  • small town beck
    small town beck Posts: 6,691
    Having a threesome with Trent Reznor and Eddie Vedder. Oh wait...no that is on my bucket list. Never mind :lol:
  • conman
    conman Posts: 7,493
    small town beck wrote:
    Having a threesome with Trent Reznor and Eddie Vedder. Oh wait...no that is on my bucket list. Never mind :lol:
    :o:lol::lol::lol:
  • small town beck
    small town beck Posts: 6,691
    conman wrote:
    small town beck wrote:
    Having a threesome with Trent Reznor and Eddie Vedder. Oh wait...no that is on my bucket list. Never mind :lol:
    :o:lol::lol::lol:

    :angel:
  • StillHere
    StillHere Posts: 7,795
    small town beck wrote:
    Having a threesome with Trent Reznor and Eddie Vedder. Oh wait...no that is on my bucket list. Never mind :lol:
    :wave: :thumbup: :lol:
    peace,
    jo

    http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
    "How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
    "Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
  • stargirl69
    stargirl69 Posts: 6,387
    That some of my behaviour contributed to the loss of my soul mate ... but I take great solace that I learned from every minute of everyday we were together
    “There should be a place where only the things you want to happen, happen”

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