in no particular order and without specpifc details, in my life at one time or another i have been a liar, a theif, a drug addict,a bad father, a bad son,a bad brother,a bad husband and a bad christian i have committeda millon sinns some of wich i would never share publicly i have had many shamfull lows and are full of guilt alot of the time....stangely enough sometimes i am capeable of great act of kindness and wisdom and selfless generosity...they keep me from packing it in a jumping off a bridge... :?
in no particular order and without specpifc details, in my life at one time or another i have been a liar, a theif, a drug addict,a bad father, a bad son,a bad brother,a bad husband and a bad christian i have committeda millon sinns some of wich i would never share publicly i have had many shamfull lows and are full of guilt alot of the time....stangely enough sometimes i am capeable of great act of kindness and wisdom and selfless generosity...they keep me from packing it in a jumping off a bridge... :?
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"...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
At college a kid was breaking bottles in our driveway (after we were breaking things all night). I went to campus and slapped him around a lot, and dragged him to our house to clean up his mess. I proceeded to wallop him a few times. To this day I feel horrible about it.
over most of it now...so all good and watch out!!!
peace,
jo
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this is good...I thought of this, also... but being 'ashamed' of something you have done isn't the same as 'regretting'. I'm ashamed of some things, but I don't regret them...as you say, it was a learning experience.
I'm ashamed of even considering suicide when I was the mother of two small children.
It is not and never was about me.
oh that's a big one pandi..but you're here now, and i'm sure you were, have been and are a beautiful mother to say the very least
peace,
jo
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"How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
"Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
I'm ashamed of even considering suicide when I was the mother of two small children.
It is not and never was about me.
oh that's a big one pandi..but you're here now, and i'm sure you were, have been and are a beautiful mother to say the very least
thank you Jo that means a lot coming from you.. a wonderful Mom and Grandma
I was thinking how proud I am of my son and daughter yesterday ... they are what I did right in this world.
They have so much to face though sometimes it all seems so fragile.... and scary.
I'm ashamed of even considering suicide when I was the mother of two small children.
It is not and never was about me.
oh that's a big one pandi..but you're here now, and i'm sure you were, have been and are a beautiful mother to say the very least
thank you Jo that means a lot coming from you.. a wonderful Mom and Grandma
I was thinking how proud I am of my son and daughter yesterday ... they are what I did right in this world.
They have so much to face though sometimes it all seems so fragile.... and scary.
understood..very much understood...we're all fragile, right? but we're all still here and that says a lot
peace, jo
peace,
jo
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"How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
"Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
I'm ashamed of even considering suicide when I was the mother of two small children.
It is not and never was about me.
don't ever be ashamed of that, regardless of whether or not you had two children...sometimes, life just gets to that point....and don't ever think (which I doubt you do), that you were the only one who has been there...and pandora, you have come so far from that point that it really doesn't matter how or why....but what matters is that YOU HAVE...and you have a great attitude right now...more importantly...you have developed a true sense of self and what is important to you---and you have no qualms about standing up for it.....that, my dear friend, is to be commended, regardless of any particular aspect of your beliefs...you are a strong, indiviudal woman, and I admire you!! And, you are not alone...but we are glad you are still here...xo
I'm ashamed of even considering suicide when I was the understood..very much understood...we're all fragile, right? but we're all still here and that says a lot
peace, jo
I'm ashamed of even considering suicide when I was the mother of two small children.
It is not and never was about me.
don't ever be ashamed of that, regardless of whether or not you had two children...sometimes, life just gets to that point....and don't ever think (which I doubt you do), that you were the only one who has been there...and pandora, you have come so far from that point that it really doesn't matter how or why....but what matters is that YOU HAVE...and you have a great attitude right now...more importantly...you have developed a true sense of self and what is important to you---and you have no qualms about standing up for it.....that, my dear friend, is to be commended, regardless of any particular aspect of your beliefs...you are a strong, indiviudal woman, and I admire you!! And, you are not alone...but we are glad you are still here...xo
:wave: :thumbup:
peace,
jo
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i am MOST ashamed of
the amount of time it took me
to kick my 2nd husband to the curb
when he started treating my children like dogs
yep...I will FOREVER be ashamed of myself
i could cry
peace,
jo
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"How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
"Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
i am MOST ashamed of
the amount of time it took me
to kick my 2nd husband to the curb
when he started treating my children like dogs
yep...I will FOREVER be ashamed of myself
i could cry
jo.my dear jo..you have friends in philly who have"FRIENDS"in south philly...i can get concrete sneakers custum made for that douche bag i'm just sayin
i am MOST ashamed of
the amount of time it took me
to kick my 2nd husband to the curb
when he started treating my children like dogs
yep...I will FOREVER be ashamed of myself
i could cry
Don't EVER be ashamed of that, Jo!! The point is that you kicked him to the curb!!! You realized what was going on and you took action--the time frame is irrelevant!! You got that under your belt, and you learned from it, no doubt. Be proud of yourself woman!!
i am MOST ashamed of
the amount of time it took me
to kick my 2nd husband to the curb
when he started treating my children like dogs
yep...I will FOREVER be ashamed of myself
i could cry
jo.my dear jo..you have friends in philly who have"FRIENDS"in south philly...i can get concrete sneakers custum made for that douche bag i'm just sayin
thanks for the offer dan!
unfortunately...i sometimes think...that's not the way we roll
he's got his payment for that behavior ..... he has no children or grandchildren to make his "old age" sweet, like i do
not even my baby girl (his biological daughter)
its a real shame
i "almost" feel sorry for him
almost......but not quite
peace,
jo
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"How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
"Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
i am MOST ashamed of
the amount of time it took me
to kick my 2nd husband to the curb
when he started treating my children like dogs
yep...I will FOREVER be ashamed of myself
i could cry
Don't EVER be ashamed of that, Jo!! The point is that you kicked him to the curb!!! You realized what was going on and you took action--the time frame is irrelevant!! You got that under your belt, and you learned from it, no doubt. Be proud of yourself woman!!
*hugs*
peace,
jo
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"How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
"Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
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"How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
"Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
hugs back to you, Jo, for real... And it is a total shame...and don't you EVER feel sorry for him!! If he chose to give that up, that was his choice, Jo. Yes, I can understand you having some feelings of a sense of 'responsibility' for that...but you don't. All you can do is the best that you can do...and I feel sure that you are doing just that...take pride in yourself for what you ARE doing...it will not go unappreciated..and, as I'm sure you realize, it will make you more fulfilled as a grandma/mother...do your thing, girl! Make no excuses for anyone, including yourself!!!
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jo
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"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
Therefore, I am Ashamed of EVERYTHING!
ahhahaaa.. or I once was
over most of it now...so all good and watch out!!!
jo
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"How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
"Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
It is not and never was about me.
oh that's a big one pandi..but you're here now, and i'm sure you were, have been and are a beautiful mother to say the very least
jo
http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
"How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
"Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
I was thinking how proud I am of my son and daughter yesterday ... they are what I did right in this world.
They have so much to face though sometimes it all seems so fragile.... and scary.
understood..very much understood...we're all fragile, right? but we're all still here
peace, jo
jo
http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
"How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
"Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
jo
http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
"How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
"Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
the amount of time it took me
to kick my 2nd husband to the curb
when he started treating my children like dogs
yep...I will FOREVER be ashamed of myself
i could cry
jo
http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
"How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
"Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
thanks for the offer dan!
unfortunately...i sometimes think...that's not the way we roll
he's got his payment for that behavior ..... he has no children or grandchildren to make his "old age" sweet, like i do
not even my baby girl (his biological daughter)
its a real shame
i "almost" feel sorry for him
almost......but not quite
jo
http://www.Etsy.com/Shop/SimpleEarthCreations
"How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
"Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
*hugs*
jo
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"How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
"Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~
ahhh..hemmmm
i just noticed something johnny
let's hear it!
jo
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