my world has turned to black
I don't know why i am posting this here other than the fact pearl jam was such a big part of my relationship with my wife.i had seen pj 7 times always opening for the peppers so when i saw they were headlining at Randall's island i could not wait to get tickets, i called the special hot line ordered 4 tickets figuring i would give 2 to my buddy and his girl and i would find a date,about 2 weeks later i meet the girl who would change my world forever, obviously i invite her she says yes, and we go onto have one of the best dates ever, eddies voice is amazing, the sky opens up my buddy and his girl go running for cover but my baby shows me she is a trooper and gets right up front with me to enjoy the mud and music, the show ends and it takes like 4 hrs to get out of parking lot to some people this might sound like a nightmare, i would not change a thing we fell in love that day. i can't sing for sh*t but i would sing along to pj in the car all the time and she would always tell me how great i sounded.fast forward over 11 years and we are getting divorced mostly because of my own stupidity and i find myself finding so much new meaning in the lyrics, i think it might be the only thing getting me by.....
i know someday you'll have a beautiful life i know you'll be the star in
somebody else's sky
but why can't it be mine........
i know someday you'll have a beautiful life i know you'll be the star in
somebody else's sky
but why can't it be mine........
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isn't it funny how eddie's voice on "whhhhy...whhhy...WWWHHHHYY can it be in miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnneeeee..." rips your heart out when you can actually feel the same emotion he is singing with.
good luck to you. i 'm sorry to hear the bad news.
Hopefully you'll be able to happily sing along "Parachutes" in the not too distant future...
if she doesn't want it, then at least you tried.
respect
And because of my stupidity, We have lost our relationship on Jan 1st.
Pearl Jam was a huge glue in our relationship. So i find the songs are taking onnew meaning to me as well.
The Loss is killing me. But it was my fault. So i'm gonna have to live with it.
The thought of not having her next to me at my next PJ show..........very shitty.
allmyrivals
WHAAHYEAH!!
That said, I prefer this lyric: 'No matter how cold the winter, there's a springtime ahead.' With the optional extra 'I smile, but who am I kidding?' depending on how bad your day's been.
- the great Sir Leo Harrison
when i split with the mother of my child i was on the edge...BUT as much as it sucks and as much as you wanna crawl in a dark corner and die,life does go on and time heals all wounds.
I recommend surrounding yourself with close friends.
take care dude
"I would rather die on my feet than to live on my knees."
Emiliano Zapata
He's right. Surround yourself with close friends. And if you don't have any, become a pit addict, like me.
- the great Sir Leo Harrison
thanxs guys still feel like sh*t but your words give me strength
i don't know if i will ever feel better, but my thoughts are with those of you who posted going threw same crap ,maybe we are just not meant to be with one person for the rest of our lives as much as we would want to be
thanks again everybody
And these days, they linger on
And I'm the night, as I'm waiting on
The real possibility I may meet you in my dream
I go to sleep
than to have never lost at all.
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we all no life is not fair just wanted to vent a little and put my thoughts on paper ,but heartless pricks like you don't get that you call me a loser for missing a women i wanted to spend the rest of my life with,if that is the definition then you are right i am a loser and you obviously never cared about anything but yourself
i wish you lots of luck dude you sound very empty inside
i guess a those songs about loss and grief written by great artist like pj and others are all written by losers also
He/She who lives in a glass house........
Hello Mr/Mrs. perfect!
Ignore Odin. He did it to me as well.. he's probably feeling just as empty as us, but for him it manifests in him being a prick.
- the great Sir Leo Harrison
your post made me smile
thanks i needed that
i would love to reply to each one of the post but figured mass post to everyone is better you guys rock
I'm too busy making the most of my life to be feeling sorry for myself all the time.
The difference between Eddie Vedder singing about grief and you posting about it is that one of the two is entertaining.
You are human and feeling the pain we have all felt at some point in our lives. When Ed sings those words, you understand how he penned them. I never want to feel that way again, but it is never a guarantee. I have been married 9 years and we are solid, but if it fell apart as life sometimes does I would be smacked back to "15 years old", as Odin suggests. It breaks my heart to see your hurt and I don't even know you. Just know that as a female PJ fan, it is one of the most romantic things ever to hear your man can't stand to think of seeing another PJ show without you. Maybe there is hope, and I hope there is. Good luck.
yeah i'm sure your life is awesome dude nobody is feeling sorry for themselves they are just dealing with their shit in their own way and if you are that much of an asshole to realize that then nobody can change your mind
i would love to go back and fourth with you on here and expose you for the narrow minded prick you are but if i fight with a dumb ass then what does that make me, everyone here knows they are smarter than you, so we will just ignore you and hopefully you will scurry away like the cockroach that you are..
i cant believe you are into the same shit as us you most have found this site by accident looking for jerkoff.com and were to stupid to leave
I didnt realise people sharing how their feeling is a bad thing. sounds like everyone is getting on with life, just that some are having a hard time of it right now.
A little compassion would go far.
best of luck to all
Take care of yourself.
Life is so important, so don't waste it.
Even if it's hard to live sometimes without the one you love beside you.
It can be fucking hard, but carry on & hold on, mate.
We are many like you...
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From a purely psychological standpoint, you're life is not very fulfilling, as you make it sound. If it were then you wouldn't need to put down the lives of others and make yourself seem perfect, on a message board no less. You have deep issues, and I hope for you that you can resolve these to find out what true happiness and fulfillment really are like, for it is a beautiful thing. Good luck on this endeavor.
As for you dasnuf. Hang in there. It's tough now, but over time you will persevere. We never know what's in store for us in life. Just take one day at a time and remember things could ALWAYS be worse. Peace.
Whatever. You registered on this forum to whine to everybody about your personal problems, and quite frankly, I am surprised that anyone even gave a shit. The real world isn't like that. It will go on despite your setbacks. Part of being a man is getting over them instead of reacting to them like an emotional bitch. Life is what you make it, and therefore you have only yourself to blame for any troubles that come your way. Nobody likes whiners -- especially pathetic, middle-aged whiners, so maybe it's time you start being a man and not letting things bring you down so much.
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