Let's Get Creative

pearljamfan-1997

pandora wrote:

pearljamfan-1997 wrote:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mI1RXfBVO28

lol fun tyms at da skate center!!!! (i'm the one in the Nirvana shirt) i look stupid but who cares? Nick is hilarious!!!! and a kwl friend!!!!

that was so sweet... you are a lovely young lady

that is one of the nicest things I've ever seen on youtube

thank you for sharing...it brightened my day!

thanks!!!!! my friends and i are idiots but we have fun

pearljamfan-1997

i'm sorry i frustrate you and make you mad
but u do the same to me
i just yearn so much to understand
to fix everything

how can i get the puzzle in your head
not put it together and glue it down
i just want to understand

you dont get how messed up we are
but you dont get alot of things
your not stupid
your far from that
you have just been treated like so

its not your fault they dont know how to help
but it is your fault you think you can get away with everything
you think you can cry and get what you want
that pisses me off so much
i feel like im about to explode

that is the problem
the one who can help is your sister
i have low tolorence for your slack
mabey you just being a brother
i have no clue
i just no that no matter what
i will always try to understand you

alone in my room i take notes
just to help me
remember the things to teach you
how to suceed

you think you can get away
if you start to cry
they fall for it
but i know
and wont let it be

im stubborn, i know
it drives you insane
but it helps you some

i love you but make you mad
i just want to help
try i try
but i fail
again and again

but i will suceed just trust me
ill do my best
im sorry
forgive me

until i frustrate you again
im just trying to unraval ur head

the wolf

pearljamfan-1997 wrote:

i'm sorry i frustrate you and make you mad
but u do the same to me
i just yearn so much to understand
to fix everything

how can i get the puzzle in your head
not put it together and glue it down
i just want to understand

you dont get how messed up we are
but you dont get alot of things
your not stupid
your far from that
you have just been treated like so

its not your fault they dont know how to help
but it is your fault you think you can get away with everything
you think you can cry and get what you want
that pisses me off so much
i feel like im about to explode

that is the problem
the one who can help is your sister
i have low tolorence for your slack
mabey you just being a brother
i have no clue
i just no that no matter what
i will always try to understand you

alone in my room i take notes
just to help me
remember the things to teach you
how to suceed

you think you can get away
if you start to cry
they fall for it
but i know
and wont let it be

im stubborn, i know
it drives you insane
but it helps you some

i love you but make you mad
i just want to help
try i try
but i fail
again and again

but i will suceed just trust me
ill do my best
im sorry
forgive me

until i frustrate you again
im just trying to unraval ur head

very good. very moving.

pandora

Vacant Lot

fire burns pictures

behind closed eyes

bright white light

flashes like lightning


visions

flicker in a strobe light dance

another night

another day

the fire burns


supernatural burn

starts easy stops hard

never ends

fired by demon

or God


possessed to dream

in a dream

left only fearing Fear


after the burn

a vacant lot

that must remain empty

waiting for the light ....

pearljamfan-1997

pandora wrote:

Vacant Lot

fire burns pictures

behind closed eyes

bright white light

flashes like lightning


visions

flicker in a strobe light dance

another night

another day

the fire burns


supernatural burn

starts easy stops hard

never ends

fired by demon

or God


possessed to dream

in a dream

left only fearing Fear


after the burn

a vacant lot

that must remain empty

waiting for the light ....

wow. thats all i have to say.

Lizard

pandora wrote:

justam wrote:

Reaching for the light

did you know cut tulips continue to grow in a vase of water?...as much as an inch!

they continue to reach for the light

beautiful justam...thank you

Happy Friday!

those are purty flowers Justam.
so Pandora.....do you have to drop a viagra into the water ???

pandora

Lizard wrote:

pandora wrote:

justam wrote:

Reaching for the light

did you know cut tulips continue to grow in a vase of water?...as much as an inch!

they continue to reach for the light

beautiful justam...thank you

Happy Friday!

those are purty flowers Justam.
so Pandora.....do you have to drop a viagra into the water ???

thats cute...

pandora

pearljamfan-1997 wrote:

i'm sorry i frustrate you and make you mad
but u do the same to me
i just yearn so much to understand
to fix everything

how can i get the puzzle in your head
not put it together and glue it down
i just want to understand

you dont get how messed up we are
but you dont get alot of things
your not stupid
your far from that
you have just been treated like so

its not your fault they dont know how to help
but it is your fault you think you can get away with everything
you think you can cry and get what you want
that pisses me off so much
i feel like im about to explode

that is the problem
the one who can help is your sister
i have low tolorence for your slack
mabey you just being a brother
i have no clue
i just no that no matter what
i will always try to understand you

alone in my room i take notes
just to help me
remember the things to teach you
how to suceed

you think you can get away
if you start to cry
they fall for it
but i know
and wont let it be

im stubborn, i know
it drives you insane
but it helps you some

i love you but make you mad
i just want to help
try i try
but i fail
again and again

but i will suceed just trust me
ill do my best
im sorry
forgive me

until i frustrate you again
im just trying to unraval ur head

While reading I thought...."men!"

Then I saw you were speaking of the very special "man" in your life...
your brother.

Big picture.... a life spent together no matter what
Parents will leave this world... before they go you will be a united front,
hopefully,
and face much.
Friends lovers will come and go, maybe even spouses

brother sister is for life...cherish and nurture
it is a very special love and friendship

sounds like you have his back :thumbup:
he will have yours also

I envy you I was not lucky enough to have had a brother

pearljamfan-1997

pandora wrote:

pearljamfan-1997 wrote:

i'm sorry i frustrate you and make you mad
but u do the same to me
i just yearn so much to understand
to fix everything

how can i get the puzzle in your head
not put it together and glue it down
i just want to understand

you dont get how messed up we are
but you dont get alot of things
your not stupid
your far from that
you have just been treated like so

its not your fault they dont know how to help
but it is your fault you think you can get away with everything
you think you can cry and get what you want
that pisses me off so much
i feel like im about to explode

that is the problem
the one who can help is your sister
i have low tolorence for your slack
mabey you just being a brother
i have no clue
i just no that no matter what
i will always try to understand you

alone in my room i take notes
just to help me
remember the things to teach you
how to suceed

you think you can get away
if you start to cry
they fall for it
but i know
and wont let it be

im stubborn, i know
it drives you insane
but it helps you some

i love you but make you mad
i just want to help
try i try
but i fail
again and again

but i will suceed just trust me
ill do my best
im sorry
forgive me

until i frustrate you again
im just trying to unraval ur head

While reading I thought...."men!"

Then I saw you were speaking of the very special "man" in your life...
your brother.

Big picture.... a life spent together no matter what
Parents will leave this world... before they go you will be a united front,
hopefully,
and face much.
Friends lovers will come and go, maybe even spouses

brother sister is for life...cherish and nurture
it is a very special love and friendship

sounds like you have his back :thumbup:
he will have yours also

I envy you I was not lucky enough to have had a brother

you should hardly envious, yesterday i got locked out of the house after skool and he sat there waving at me from the window laughing... :lolno:

i do love him though... he helps me understand disabilities too which is helpful

pearljamfan-1997

lol my bestie sent these to me

pandora

^^^^
very cool I've had my bestie for 35 years! :shock:

pandora

Fragile

Old trees sway in the wind as their new lime colored leaves flutter wildly.
The pine heavy with pollen send sheets drifting through the bright blue and cloudless sky.
My lovely woods in Springtime. Spring has sprung!
A yellow butterfly flits high amongst the trees, fragile, the wind carries it along helplessly.
A mower, out of sight, creates a sleepy buzz .... I close my eyes to dream.

Rolling dark clouds move quickly through my mind, approaching at record speed.
The sound of the mower? No, a freight train, louder and louder, nearly unbearable.
The wind swiftly changes from fantastic to terrible as it lifts the trees high,
high into the the swirling clouds while cracking wood shakes the earth below.
Before my closed eyes, destruction, desolation.
Trees broken, splintered, laying in heaps against a bright white and gray sky.
My woods, my lovely woods, gone.

Instinctively my eyes move up to the heavens,
blurred by tears slipping down my cheeks.
They open to see ....
two yellow butterflies fluttering there on a calm breeze.
No longer carried ... they choose their path.
Fragile and yet so strong, they make their way through a dream yet to be.

tremors

pandora wrote:

Vacant Lot

fire burns pictures

behind closed eyes

bright white light

flashes like lightning


visions

flicker in a strobe light dance

another night

another day

the fire burns


supernatural burn

starts easy stops hard

never ends

fired by demon

or God


possessed to dream

in a dream

left only fearing Fear


after the burn

a vacant lot

that must remain empty

waiting for the light ....

Amazing

tremors

Flashbacks
Brainstorm
They say I'm one of the few who can remember
And I remember every thing
I've always thought those that don't remember could, but can't
It's locked away to protect them from themselves
Me, I've always thought it safer to look things in the eye.
Plus, it's the only route I have back to me before.
My peers are amnesiacs
They carry round gaps
Me I carry the horror
And from it I remember the truth
How the gap tooth was just that
A gap tooth
And not the familiar's stalking mask

tremors

pandora wrote:

Fragile

Old trees sway in the wind as their new lime colored leaves flutter wildly.
The pine heavy with pollen send sheets drifting through the bright blue and cloudless sky.
My lovely woods in Springtime. Spring has sprung!
A yellow butterfly flits high amongst the trees, fragile, the wind carries it along helplessly.
A mower, out of sight, creates a sleepy buzz .... I close my eyes to dream.

Rolling dark clouds move quickly through my mind, approaching at record speed.
The sound of the mower? No, a freight train, louder and louder, nearly unbearable.
The wind swiftly changes from fantastic to terrible as it lifts the trees high,
high into the the swirling clouds while cracking wood shakes the earth below.
Before my closed eyes, destruction, desolation.
Trees broken, splintered, laying in heaps against a bright white and gray sky.
My woods, my lovely woods, gone.

Instinctively my eyes move up to the heavens,
blurred by tears slipping down my cheeks.
They open to see ....
two yellow butterflies fluttering there on a calm breeze.
No longer carried ... they choose their path.
Fragile and yet so strong, they make their way through a dream yet to be.

Beautiful

Thanks Pandora

pandora

tremors wrote:

Flashbacks
Brainstorm
They say I'm one of the few who can remember
And I remember every thing
I've always thought those that don't remember could, but can't
It's locked away to protect them from themselves
Me, I've always thought it safer to look things in the eye.
Plus, it's the only route I have back to me before.
My peers are amnesiacs
They carry round gaps
Me I carry the horror
And from it I remember the truth
How the gap tooth was just that
A gap tooth
And not the familiar's stalking mask

:wave: Hi Friend, thanks always for the kind words you have for me.

I think you are very special
you are the brave one and know himself well


these lines...

"Me, I've always thought it safer to look things in the eye.
Plus, it's the only route I have back to me before."

great advice too!

thanks for stoppin by

pandora

Stays


I know your face
imprinted now
day and night
like a memory lived

your Face stays

a man ... no a small boy freckled
the pale green eyes don't leave mine
they are drained of life, of humanity
with a glint far down deep
a glint ... the light of evil

that Evil stays

My Words hold you
they strangle
so tight... to take our breath away,
I will not give in ... I will not let go

the Word stays

They say you use tools
tools ... on your prey
this I hear in my mind
and I know in those eyes
that never leave mine

a Tool stays

You say you would gladly
do the same ...
turn the tool upon yourself
this I know
for I have held you

our Hold stays

It was your Father ...
no not mine.
I know you learned this from your
Father.

A Father's wish stays.

tremors

pandora wrote:

Stays


I know your face
imprinted now
day and night
like a memory lived

your Face stays

a man ... no a small boy freckled
the pale green eyes don't leave mine
they are drained of life, of humanity
with a glint far down deep
a glint ... the light of evil

that Evil stays

My Words hold you
they strangle
so tight... to take our breath away,
I will not give in ... I will not let go

the Word stays

They say you use tools
tools ... on your prey
this I hear in my mind
and I know in those eyes
that never leave mine

a Tool stays

You say you would gladly
do the same ...
turn the tool upon yourself
this I know
for I have held you

our Hold stays

It was your Father ...
no not mine.
I know you learned this from your
Father.

A Father's wish stays.

Powerful, very disturbing, deep.

Are you still writing your poems mainly when getting drunk Pandora? Somehow I don't think so.

pandora

tremors wrote:

pandora wrote:

Stays


I know your face
imprinted now
day and night
like a memory lived

your Face stays

a man ... no a small boy freckled
the pale green eyes don't leave mine
they are drained of life, of humanity
with a glint far down deep
a glint ... the light of evil

that Evil stays

My Words hold you
they strangle
so tight... to take our breath away,
I will not give in ... I will not let go

the Word stays

They say you use tools
tools ... on your prey
this I hear in my mind
and I know in those eyes
that never leave mine

a Tool stays

You say you would gladly
do the same ...
turn the tool upon yourself
this I know
for I have held you

our Hold stays

It was your Father ...
no not mine.
I know you learned this from your
Father.

A Father's wish stays.

Powerful, very disturbing, deep.

Are you still writing your poems mainly when getting drunk Pandora? Somehow I don't think so.

I can't read my writing when I do that! Liquor though inspires and arouses ...brings
inhibition and creativity for me.

mostly my writing comes from my dreams... I hold for a day or two
then release it out to paper... seems to help to understand or deal with them
but no as of late no cocktailing mixed in with the writing but maybe
I should work on that....



thanks friend for being there, reading and listening

pandora

Mother of Me


When the insignifcant manages to beat me down

it is you who will raise me with your bare beauty.

When cruelty and injustice close my eyes

it is you who opens them with wonder and hope.

When my ears can listen no more to thoughtless trivia

it is you who carries the tune on a breeze that lifts my soul.

When tears fall and disbelief shadows

it is you who comforts me with the soft rain and morning sun.


When I ponder leaving this world . . .

it is you I shall miss the most,

it is you I do not wish to live without.

You are my Nature . . .

Mother of me.