Reflection in the pool

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  • Lizard
    Lizard So Cal Posts: 12,091
    Wow, Pandora.

    I truly got such a clear picture in my mind reading that.

    Take care..........
    So I'll just lie down and wait for the dream
    Where I'm not ugly and you're lookin' at me
  • pandora
    pandora Posts: 21,855
    eyedclaar wrote:
    How did I miss this one? Great, heavy thoughts, Pandi. In the darkest recesses of my mind lives a paralyzing fear. I am not afraid of my own death. I am not afraid of physical pain. However, the thought my wife could be taken from me is something I try not to think about because it is something I could not bear. She is my only friend, the only person on this earth that truly understands me. Waffle, please don't take this woman from me anytime soon...

    Nice work.
    :lol: "Waffle" you are so cute!
    Thank you eyed means a lot to me
  • pandora
    pandora Posts: 21,855
    Lizard wrote:
    Wow, Pandora.

    I truly got such a clear picture in my mind reading that.

    Take care..........
    thank you very much :D
  • StillHere
    StillHere Posts: 7,795
    i cry for you pandi,my friend...and i rejoice for you too...you made me reflect,i'm going through the hardest time in my life that i've had in 14 years. i want to give up all the time.but i can't so on i go :o ..rember i told you my dad died in a motercycle accident...he was in a club. his colors went in the ground with him.in the funeral procession we had at least 200 of his brothers riding infont,behind and next to our limo.at the funeral as his coffin was lowerd in the ground they gave him a 200 bike salute all revving they're harleys at the same time....i've never heard anything so loud or beautifull in my life....his colors are in my closet.i can ride with his brothers anytime i want(in his place)i may do it someday and go to sturgis...for my dad "big AL"

    oh so sad. your dad must have been a wonderful man. you should take up the offer to ride w/his buds and take the trip to sturgis...it may be a great release for you...and no doubt a wonderful trip and experience.

    i sure hope you do hang in there and stick around with us for the long haul. i know we aren't "friends" in the physical sense of the word, but i feel close you you from reading your words and the feelings you express on the pit. maybe one day we can be closer...but for now, this is what we have. i think you're a great guy with a wonderful depth of feeling and understanding, and that you're here to do something wonderful with this life.
    so, hang in there and know that you're loved.

    hope you find your peace

    RIP Big Al


    HUGS
    xoxoxoxox
    jo
    peace,
    jo

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  • blenderman69
    blenderman69 philly Posts: 2,104
    what kind and beautifull words from a kind and juging from your avatar beautifull person :mrgreen: you are all dear friends to me (real friends)i look foward to having in my life everyday.i talk a good pearl jam and i am a true fan but it's sharing lifes experiances and feelings with all of you that keeps me a member of this club no band member has ever posted anything i have read nor sent me a pm when i was happy or sad. it's all of you i love here...thanks jo your friend in philly daniel.....the blenderman 8-) rip to all we've loved and lost they stay alive in us ;)
  • StillHere
    StillHere Posts: 7,795
    what kind and beautifull words from a kind and juging from your avatar beautifull person :mrgreen: you are all dear friends to me (real friends)i look foward to having in my life everyday.i talk a good pearl jam and i am a true fan but it's sharing lifes experiances and feelings with all of you that keeps me a member of this club no band member has ever posted anything i have read nor sent me a pm when i was happy or sad. it's all of you i love here...thanks jo your friend in philly daniel.....the blenderman 8-) rip to all we've loved and lost they stay alive in us ;)

    They DO live on in us. My dad passed it will be five yrs on July 17, it would have been his 85th birthday on June 28. I know that seems like a long time for a Dad to be around...plenty of time to do and say all the things that needed doing or saying. But it just isn't....I don't think it ever is. I miss him dearly...I so wish he would have stayed to meet his great-grandsons...(he fathered all girls and all the great-grandbabies, all 5, are boys....he would have been in his glory!)

    I suppose we could go on and on and on.
    It 's so nice to know that, like you said Daniel, we have real true friends on here that we can talk with, debate with, commiserate with, and give and receive love in return.
    I'm so happy to have met you. You're a very special person Daniel.
    (I live in Pottstown...after moving from Sharon Hill in April so we're practically neighbors! :) )
    I don't remember meeting up at any of the recent shows...but there's always next year.
    Be Sound
    love, hugs and kisses
    Peace. Love. Pearl Jam
    jo
    :>ox<:
    peace,
    jo

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    "How I choose to feel is how I am." ~ EV/MMc
    "Some people hear their own inner voices with great clearness and they live by what they hear. Such people become crazy, or they become legends." ~ One Stab ~