Anxiety...
dcfaithful
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So, since about 10 pm last night I've been experiencing pretty intense anxiety...
Couldn't breathe and felt like I was being smothered for hours last night. Even while in bed, in my fairly wide open bedroom I felt extremely claustrophobic due to feeling short of breath. This sucks. I felt it on the trip to work this morning. I feel it now at my desk...I feel like I'm constantly trying to catch my breath and I don't know what to do to stop this. I've felt anxious and have had small bouts of anxiety before, but nothing this severe...
I really don't want to lay awake in bed for hours like I did last night.
Couldn't breathe and felt like I was being smothered for hours last night. Even while in bed, in my fairly wide open bedroom I felt extremely claustrophobic due to feeling short of breath. This sucks. I felt it on the trip to work this morning. I feel it now at my desk...I feel like I'm constantly trying to catch my breath and I don't know what to do to stop this. I've felt anxious and have had small bouts of anxiety before, but nothing this severe...
I really don't want to lay awake in bed for hours like I did last night.
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A protuberance of flesh above the waistband of a tight pair of trousers
Sorry this is happening to you...
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The ONLY thing better than a glass of beer is tea with Miss McGill
A protuberance of flesh above the waistband of a tight pair of trousers
Reading helps. I started taking fish oil a few months back as a suppliment and that has made it a little more controlable. (Fish oil is good for brain health).
I usually sleep like crap in the summer because of the short nights and higher, muggy temps. I also have a lot on my mind lately.
I have a hard time focusing on just about anything, but the more I practice focusing, the more controlable my anxiety becomes.
smoke a joint if needed.
you need lots of fresh forest air.
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
Seriously, i can help. Anything that psychally exhausts you.
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
I was ready to lose it in the 3 hours leading up to securing Hartford 10c tickets.
+1
I smoke marijuana and drink beer farily regularly, however I'm planning on stepping away from the smoking as it really does no good for me health-wise, and it makes me more lazy and unproductive. I just need a break from it and a clear head for a while.
6/12/08 - Tampa, FL
8/23/09 - Chicago, IL
9/28/09 - Salt Lake City, UT (11 years too long!!!)
9/03/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 1
9/04/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 2
I think the weather def. plays a part in my anxiety and breathing capabilities.
I saw a dr about it a few summers ago, wanted to put me on a few different things. But, end of summer came and that feeling was gone. But, every spring it returns. Best of luck.
I would try some natural remedies first and physical exhaustion of some sort... or the wine suggestion- sleep is too important!
one time i was filled with anxiety
when i was wrestling a school of piranha over a panther carcass.
and the other time is when some chic broke my heart.
other than that
im cool with it.
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
See, normally I would resort to my herb, but lately it's been having a completely different effect on me lately. It just increases my anxiety. It used to mellow my fast paced mind, but now it just increases it and I feel like I'm about to jump out of my own skin.
6/12/08 - Tampa, FL
8/23/09 - Chicago, IL
9/28/09 - Salt Lake City, UT (11 years too long!!!)
9/03/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 1
9/04/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 2
some strains of weed make me shiver even when not cold.
it even makes my muscles tighten up.
to me that is a great sign to relax and write something.
so if im around people, i leave to go relax and write.
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
My job is quite stressful and I keep getting thrown into things that I'm not really willing to accept he responsibility, mainly because I have so much other shit on my mind that I don't want to add to the load.
School is relentless this semester, I only have two classes...but they're demanding as fuck. My design class requires me to sketch compositions and thumbnails in under two days, and study for a quiz, all the while I don't find the time because i have to go to my web design class which is just dangerous when under that frame of mind because I'm learning about HTML and coding right now, which isn't confusing to me...but there is a lot to remember...my teacher squeezes quite a bit into one class.
My finances bother me at the moment...
I feel like I don't have time for my friends, and it is beginning to really kill my spirits as I feel all I do is work, class, homework, get shitty sleep, and do it all over again.
The relationship between my girlfriend and I is still fine, but I think I'm more irritable and am prone to cause an argument a lot easier than I normally would be - I'm usually a very laxed and brush it off kind of guy.
All in all, I'd just like to fast forward life at the moment...every morning I drive to work resenting my job and wishing that I could suit up for a hike/adventure and go spend a couple days in the mountains....with silence, fresh air...and myself.
Ever get that feeling that you're losing touch with yourself? I feel that way. :?
6/12/08 - Tampa, FL
8/23/09 - Chicago, IL
9/28/09 - Salt Lake City, UT (11 years too long!!!)
9/03/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 1
9/04/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 2
Last resort. I refuse medication until the last minute, even tylenol...I'm fucking weird, but I hate putting prescription meds into my body... :?
6/12/08 - Tampa, FL
8/23/09 - Chicago, IL
9/28/09 - Salt Lake City, UT (11 years too long!!!)
9/03/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 1
9/04/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 2
better get yourself to the trees, rivers and mountains.
society demands to much from a person.
at times we demand to much from ourselves.
fuck making everyone else happy.
your sanity and happiness comes first.
"Hear me, my chiefs!
I am tired; my heart is
sick and sad. From where
the sun stands I will fight
no more forever."
Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
When are you heading to Burley again? If it is this weekend, stop by the Tetons on the way and find me out there. We'll snare a squirrel and eat it. Good times.
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Bahaha!!! Fucking awesome mis-print!
I think the weather def. plays a part in my anxiety and breathing capabilities.
I saw a dr about it a few summers ago, wanted to put me on a few different things. But, end of summer came and that feeling was gone. But, every spring it returns. Best of luck.
I would try some natural remedies first and physical exhaustion of some sort... or the wine suggestion- sleep is too important![/quote]
Oh i think i could help You out
I got back from Burley last night....being there was the first peace I've experience din months, mostly because I just didn't think about any of my life back in Utah...work, school, responsibilities....I found myself living life nto giving a fuck in Burley, ID. I even went to Jackpot, NV and played craps.....but I lost.
6/12/08 - Tampa, FL
8/23/09 - Chicago, IL
9/28/09 - Salt Lake City, UT (11 years too long!!!)
9/03/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 1
9/04/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 2
You have no idea...I'm dying to go spend a night, a week, whatever out in the woods.
Getting really sick of society at the moment and I just want solitude.
6/12/08 - Tampa, FL
8/23/09 - Chicago, IL
9/28/09 - Salt Lake City, UT (11 years too long!!!)
9/03/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 1
9/04/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 2
Maybe...didn't feel like this last summer though, last summer was happy times for me....very happy times.
6/12/08 - Tampa, FL
8/23/09 - Chicago, IL
9/28/09 - Salt Lake City, UT (11 years too long!!!)
9/03/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 1
9/04/11 - East Troy, WI - PJ20 - Night 2