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  • eeriepadave
    eeriepadave West Chester, PA Posts: 43,277
    Went to bed at like 3 am (drank a little) and woke up around 6:45

    I'm a pretty light sleeper. I'll probably take a nap later today
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  • jnimhaoileoin
    jnimhaoileoin Baile Átha Cliath Posts: 2,682
    It's kinda mad how much thought, money and effort some women have to put into getting pregnant, when for most the main consideration is just deciding the most convenient time to have a child
  • PJ_Soul
    PJ_Soul Vancouver, BC Posts: 50,713
    edited February 2019
    My knee. Ow!!! There is a pipe leaking in the wall or under the floor in the hallway downstairs in my building, creating a big puddle in the carpet. I slipped on it and went down HARD, and my knee is really hurt - hope it's not as bad as it feels right now!
    With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy. ~ Desiderata
  • oftenreading
    oftenreading Victoria, BC Posts: 12,856
    PJ_Soul said:
    My knee. Ow!!! There is a pipe leaking in the wall or under the floor in the hallway downstairs in my building, creating a big puddle in the carpet. I slipped on it and went down HARD, and my knee is really hurt - hope it's not as bad as it feels right now!

    That sucks!

    I recently had a similar hope - I hoped my injured ankle was just badly sprained. Nope. It was broken. Heading in to my third week in the cast and on crutches now. 
    my small self... like a book amongst the many on a shelf
  • jnimhaoileoin
    jnimhaoileoin Baile Átha Cliath Posts: 2,682
    PJ_Soul said:
    My knee. Ow!!! There is a pipe leaking in the wall or under the floor in the hallway downstairs in my building, creating a big puddle in the carpet. I slipped on it and went down HARD, and my knee is really hurt - hope it's not as bad as it feels right now!
    Ice, ice, ice!
  • jnimhaoileoin
    jnimhaoileoin Baile Átha Cliath Posts: 2,682
    The X-Files has gone utterly off the rails in season 11, it's mental! Loving the blatant slagging of Trump though, few have gone there so openly
  • Fifthelement
    Fifthelement Lotusland Posts: 6,965
    oftenreading said:
    PJ_Soul said:
    My knee. Ow!!! There is a pipe leaking in the wall or under the floor in the hallway downstairs in my building, creating a big puddle in the carpet. I slipped on it and went down HARD, and my knee is really hurt - hope it's not as bad as it feels right now!

    That sucks!

    I recently had a similar hope - I hoped my injured ankle was just badly sprained. Nope. It was broken. Heading in to my third week in the cast and on crutches now. 

    Sorry to hear that.  I hope you both heal quickly.
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  • njnancy
    njnancy Posts: 5,096
    My brother, Jimmy, died 13 years ago today. 

    No matter how much time goes by,  I am still brought back to the police coming to my home and the surreal events that followed. 

    Telling my mother was probably the most excruciating thing I have ever done. At least my sister was still alive and we could go through it together. 

    I wonder why they were taken so young, I never thought I'd go from the middle child to an only child. I always thought I'd have my siblings through this period of my life and I am jealous of people who have their siblings. 

    Love you, BroJ
  • PJ_Soul
    PJ_Soul Vancouver, BC Posts: 50,713
    oftenreading said:
    PJ_Soul said:
    My knee. Ow!!! There is a pipe leaking in the wall or under the floor in the hallway downstairs in my building, creating a big puddle in the carpet. I slipped on it and went down HARD, and my knee is really hurt - hope it's not as bad as it feels right now!

    That sucks!

    I recently had a similar hope - I hoped my injured ankle was just badly sprained. Nope. It was broken. Heading in to my third week in the cast and on crutches now. 
    Oh no!! That sucks, I'm sorry to hear. It's terrible to lose mobility, even temporarily. I'm definitely not that bad. Just bruising and pain.
    With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy. ~ Desiderata
  • Ms. Haiku
    Ms. Haiku Washington DC Posts: 7,380
    I live a life surrounded by books. It is what I talk about. They introduce me to cultures, epics and relationships. It is a good life.
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  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    njnancy said:
    My brother, Jimmy, died 13 years ago today. 

    No matter how much time goes by,  I am still brought back to the police coming to my home and the surreal events that followed. 

    Telling my mother was probably the most excruciating thing I have ever done. At least my sister was still alive and we could go through it together. 

    I wonder why they were taken so young, I never thought I'd go from the middle child to an only child. I always thought I'd have my siblings through this period of my life and I am jealous of people who have their siblings. 

    Love you, BroJ
    Some experiences never leave us, for better or worse.

    I'm sure the pain was especially tough yesterday; hopefully today is a bit better :hug:
  • Ms. Haiku
    Ms. Haiku Washington DC Posts: 7,380
    njnancy said:
    My brother, Jimmy, died 13 years ago today. 

    No matter how much time goes by,  I am still brought back to the police coming to my home and the surreal events that followed. 

    Telling my mother was probably the most excruciating thing I have ever done. At least my sister was still alive and we could go through it together. 

    I wonder why they were taken so young, I never thought I'd go from the middle child to an only child. I always thought I'd have my siblings through this period of my life and I am jealous of people who have their siblings. 

    Love you, BroJ
    I'm sorry to hear that, njnancy. That's really sad.
    There is no such thing as leftover pizza. There is now pizza and later pizza. - anonymous
    The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,917
    It's an art to live with pain...


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • 23scidoo
    23scidoo Thessaloniki,Greece Posts: 20,003
    lastexitlondon said:
    It's an art to live with pain...
    Wise words..
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    I wish i was the souvenir you kept your house key on..
  • Ms. Haiku
    Ms. Haiku Washington DC Posts: 7,380
    lastexitlondon said:
    It's an art to live with pain...
    I agree. Our lives are split by creating our lives catering to it, and creating lives that deny it.
    There is no such thing as leftover pizza. There is now pizza and later pizza. - anonymous
    The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
  • njnancy
    njnancy Posts: 5,096
    edited February 2019
    Thank you @hedonist & @Ms. Haiku  - I miss my  brother, and my sister's death i(September) is at times unbearable. 

    But you learn to live with pain - everyone has their own tragedies. We all carry our own lifetime of darkness and light. 

    I love a quote from the Big Book about acceptance and when I am in tune with it, it makes so much sense...

    "And acceptance is the answer to all my problems today. When I am disturbed, it is because I find some person, place, thing or situation - some fact of my life - unacceptable to me. 

    And I can find no serenity until I accept that person, place, thing or situation as being exactly the way it is supposed  to be at this moment. 

    Nothing, absolutely nothing, happens in God's world by mistake. 

    Until I could accept my alcoholism, I could not stay sober.  Unless I accept life completely on life's terms, I cannot be happy. 

    I need to concentrate not so much on what needs to be changed in the world as on what needs to be changed  in me and my attitudes.." 
    pg. 449

    Take away the God element if you wish and take away the alcoholism if it does not apply. The rest of the quote is so accurate, yet sometimes so hard to actually accept - and acceptance is the answer. 

    Forgiveness is something I am not ready to touch. But I am trying to accept and then incorporate the bumps in life - be they large or small - into the person that I am. I am not the same person as I was before many things happened. But I can strive to be the best person - the version of me that I have become. 

    And when I am not such a good version, I need to be kind to myself until I pull myself up again. Just like everyone else does. 

    Peace and love :peace:



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  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,917
    Acceptance is my problem.


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • 23scidoo
    23scidoo Thessaloniki,Greece Posts: 20,003
    BRMC in my town on June!!!!!
    Athens 2006. Dusseldorf 2007. Berlin 2009. Venice 2010. Amsterdam 1 2012. Amsterdam 1+2 2014. Buenos Aires 2015.
    Prague Krakow Berlin 2018. Berlin 2022
    EV, Taormina 1+2 2017.

    I wish i was the souvenir you kept your house key on..
  • 23scidoo
    23scidoo Thessaloniki,Greece Posts: 20,003
    I think i decide about my summer holidays..
    Athens 2006. Dusseldorf 2007. Berlin 2009. Venice 2010. Amsterdam 1 2012. Amsterdam 1+2 2014. Buenos Aires 2015.
    Prague Krakow Berlin 2018. Berlin 2022
    EV, Taormina 1+2 2017.

    I wish i was the souvenir you kept your house key on..
  • 23scidoo
    23scidoo Thessaloniki,Greece Posts: 20,003

    Athens 2006. Dusseldorf 2007. Berlin 2009. Venice 2010. Amsterdam 1 2012. Amsterdam 1+2 2014. Buenos Aires 2015.
    Prague Krakow Berlin 2018. Berlin 2022
    EV, Taormina 1+2 2017.

    I wish i was the souvenir you kept your house key on..

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