what's on your mind, right now?

FrankieG

Who makes music happen? me and you make it exist. -Jack White

whispering hands

Getting ready to go to a new doctor.. That's always scary..

samjam

PJ_Soul said:

samjam said:

^That's awesome! All I want is to love what I do. That's really important to me.

Good luck!!!
With that out of the way, and at the risk of sounding like a negative Nelly, it might take you quite a while in the work world to find something you love. Right now, right after graduation, you might just want to start building experience, whether you love the job(s) or not. Otherwise you could be looking for a job for loooooong time. You could get lucky and land something you love now, and of course I hope you do, but that's not usually how it works is all.

Thanks to all that have wished me luck!

And yes, I totally understand what you mean PJ_Soul! Sometimes it's a hard pill to swallow, but a good thing to remember. Especially as strangely, most people I know from HS/college have been doing quite well regarding employment. Lots of people in terrific jobs already, it's crazy to see! Was that way for my mom, too (knew what she wanted to do as a kid, went through school, grad school, great jobs all her life) so sometimes it's hard when she has such high expectations for me.

northerndragon

PJ_Soul said:

northerndragon said:

wishing it wasn't pouring rain in Vancouver so that I could enjoy going out and wandering around.

Go for a walk in the woods at Stanley Park. It's best in the rain!

I don't have the right gear for that, I'm soaked just from my trip to New Town, but I got siopao so success

gimmesometruth27

Leezestarr313 said:

gimmesometruth27 said:

missing someone pretty bad right now. i just wonder how she is.

studying for this certification exam i take tomorrow. getting test anxiety...

day 5 without facebook. it is amazing how quiet life is when you get away from the social media.

Good luck for your test! And I hope you get to hear from the person you are missing so bad

thanks! i passed it! 3 more letters after my name...

nah, i won't hear from her ever again. she was just someone who used to give me a lot of strength when i was stressed out, like i was over this exam. now that i passed it i don't need to hear from her.

congratulations on your anniversary!! 2 years already...

PJSiren

It's unfortunate when you already know your weekend is going to suck before it even starts.... :((

RKCNDY

PJSiren said:

It's unfortunate when you already know your weekend is going to suck before it even starts.... :((

you're not having a very good week are you?

PJSiren

RKCNDY said:

PJSiren said:

It's unfortunate when you already know your weekend is going to suck before it even starts.... :((

you're not having a very good week are you?

hey RK, no, my cat is dying of cancer and she's just withering away in front of us and we have decided to put her down this weekend and it's killing me. She's my baby...I've had her for a 3rd of my life, and I'm just having a horrid time dealing with it....

Leezestarr313

gimmesometruth27 said:

Leezestarr313 said:

gimmesometruth27 said:

missing someone pretty bad right now. i just wonder how she is.

studying for this certification exam i take tomorrow. getting test anxiety...

day 5 without facebook. it is amazing how quiet life is when you get away from the social media.

Good luck for your test! And I hope you get to hear from the person you are missing so bad

thanks! i passed it! 3 more letters after my name...

nah, i won't hear from her ever again. she was just someone who used to give me a lot of strength when i was stressed out, like i was over this exam. now that i passed it i don't need to hear from her.

congratulations on your anniversary!! 2 years already...

Congratulations to you as well!

I know, two years does sound crazy. But time flies when you're having fun And renovating a house )

PJSiren, hang in there. Think good thoughts. I'm sending you hugs.

Samjam - I did an internship after I graduation (I was actually officially unemployed for the time of the internship, half a year, but used the time), and things fell into place, so a job came out of that. I was basically learning by doing and in the end helped building the whole editorship department. I stayed with the company for 7 years, through good and bad times. I learned a lot, but now I am happy I am on my own. I don't know how it is with internships over here, are they paying? Maybe something like that would be a good start...

RKCNDY

PJSiren said:

RKCNDY said:

PJSiren said:

It's unfortunate when you already know your weekend is going to suck before it even starts.... :((

you're not having a very good week are you?

hey RK, no, my cat is dying of cancer and she's just withering away in front of us and we have decided to put her down this weekend and it's killing me. She's my baby...I've had her for a 3rd of my life, and I'm just having a horrid time dealing with it....

oh sweetie! I'm so sorry to hear that! Please don't be too hard on yourself, you are doing what is best for her right now. Think of all the good times you shared with her, she had a good life with you. Give her extra snuggles and big hugs when you get home tonight.

JWPearl

RKCNDY said:

PJSiren said:

RKCNDY said:

PJSiren said:

It's unfortunate when you already know your weekend is going to suck before it even starts.... :((

you're not having a very good week are you?

hey RK, no, my cat is dying of cancer and she's just withering away in front of us and we have decided to put her down this weekend and it's killing me. She's my baby...I've had her for a 3rd of my life, and I'm just having a horrid time dealing with it....

oh sweetie! I'm so sorry to hear that! Please don't be too hard on yourself, you are doing what is best for her right now. Think of all the good times you shared with her, she had a good life with you. Give her extra snuggles and big hugs when you get home tonight.

+1

PJSiren

JWPearl said:

RKCNDY said:

PJSiren said:

RKCNDY said:

PJSiren said:

It's unfortunate when you already know your weekend is going to suck before it even starts.... :((

you're not having a very good week are you?

hey RK, no, my cat is dying of cancer and she's just withering away in front of us and we have decided to put her down this weekend and it's killing me. She's my baby...I've had her for a 3rd of my life, and I'm just having a horrid time dealing with it....

oh sweetie! I'm so sorry to hear that! Please don't be too hard on yourself, you are doing what is best for her right now. Think of all the good times you shared with her, she had a good life with you. Give her extra snuggles and big hugs when you get home tonight.

+1

thank you both...i intend to....and i'm trying not to be....my heart just can't handle this very well....

JWPearl

i understand.. you want to know something silly, after my dog passed away a song came out the very next day, it reminds me of my dog and makes me happy sad, here it is https://youtube.com/watch?v=rg-3a6Hy-yc

PJSiren

JWPearl said:

i understand.. you want to know something silly, after my dog passed away a song came out the very next day, it reminds me of my dog and makes me happy sad, here it is https://youtube.com/watch?v=rg-3a6Hy-yc

That's a very pretty song! I've had a really hard time with music all week, umpteen million songs that don't usually make me cry have made me cry...

JWPearl

aww i cant tell you your going to feel better, because like me your going to wish you had access to money to put her on chemo, but that is really only more suffering on her part bc chemo is hell on earth, your decision is the best.. so sorry

PJSiren

I know, we made the right decision, my heart just doesn't agree with my head....

JWPearl

naturally, we were created with the will for eternal life and love and longing, fact...we accept death bc its inevitable and a way of life, and most of us do not know any better...

JWPearl

that song i posted is what i imagine what my dog thinks, its so him, he always felts abandoned but i was always by his side..

JWPearl

my dog, rip...

JWPearl

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