what's on your mind, right now?

josevolution

Yeah my ass is being cremated ashes into a stream or river to reach the sea! We did put together a separate folder with password and billing info very important! My friend just lost her husband unexpectedly and she had to get all kinds of info on every account she was not paying because he was. 

Auratonal

Like many, I have my major morbidity issues. I haven't been quite prevented from having a regular day yet and I am thankful about it, but who knows how long I can keep going on? For now, for tonight as least I'd rather not think to heavily on it all because at times its felt emotional, really emotional for me. 

I had some good news tonight even though it has little to do with any health progress updates. I went out to a thrift store & came away with some cool items. 

The 2 wicker baskets I may attach together later on to create some type of floatie water toy to goof off with.

Look at the handcrafted 4X4 toy. It has plenty of visual character.

The plastic voice changer was cheap. It appears to be rechargeable by a mini USB-C input. I will have to test it out later to see if I can get it to work. 

Pap

My dad... He's been in the hospital for the fourth day... He marginally escaped a heart attack, and he's now released from the ICU... I hope he stays strong and returns home all safe and sound asap... 

lastexitlondon

Pap said:

My dad... He's been in the hospital for the fourth day... He marginally escaped a heart attack, and he's now outside the ICU... I hope he stays strong and returns home all safe and sound asap... 

Thinking of you mate. 

Pap

lastexitlondon said:

Pap said:

My dad... He's been in the hospital for the fourth day... He marginally escaped a heart attack, and he's now outside the ICU... I hope he stays strong and returns home all safe and sound asap... 

Thinking of you mate. 

Thank you Rob! Appreciate it...

GlowGirl

Pap said:

My dad... He's been in the hospital for the fourth day... He marginally escaped a heart attack, and he's now outside the ICU... I hope he stays strong and returns home all safe and sound asap... 

I hope your dad has a quick and full recovery and he comes home soon. 

Pap

GlowGirl said:

Pap said:

My dad... He's been in the hospital for the fourth day... He marginally escaped a heart attack, and he's now outside the ICU... I hope he stays strong and returns home all safe and sound asap... 

I hope your dad has a quick and full recovery and he comes home soon. 

Thank you so much!

23scidoo

GlowGirl said:

Pap said:

My dad... He's been in the hospital for the fourth day... He marginally escaped a heart attack, and he's now outside the ICU... I hope he stays strong and returns home all safe and sound asap... 

I hope your dad has a quick and full recovery and he comes home soon. 

+1

Pap

23scidoo said:

GlowGirl said:

Pap said:

My dad... He's been in the hospital for the fourth day... He marginally escaped a heart attack, and he's now outside the ICU... I hope he stays strong and returns home all safe and sound asap... 

I hope your dad has a quick and full recovery and he comes home soon. 

+1

Thanks a lot for your support guys! Much appreciated!

HughFreakingDillon

In my early 50’s, I’m in a near-constant state of existential crisis. 

Am I doing what I should be doing? 

Have I completely wasted the last 30 years? 

What should I do with the next x amount of years? 

Have I done right by my kids, or have I just passed down the damage instead of the repairs?

I’m worried my wife and I don’t share the same dreams as we age. I’ve had conversations about the future with her that are cause for concern. I don’t know how that’s going to play out. 

HughFreakingDillon

I mean, I haven’t written a full song in eons. That could mean two things, as I have two different “bursting” zones; one in deep despair, and one after I’ve come out the other side. But I also suffer writer’s block during both of those phases, depending upon the degree of each. So I don’t know if things are currently great or if they’re shit and I just haven’t become self aware of it yet. 

lastexitlondon

Man sounds deep. I wish you clarity in this time. 
I spent my whole life from 15 until 39 with my wife . 
It all ended . I never saw it coming and now I've been with my partner 11 years. 
I now know the difference in the relationship I was in and the one now. 
Love in both but companionship now is massive.
You for sure have done your best for your kids. The fact you ask it means everything.
Think deeply and most of all love.

Pap