my first attempt to make it home



  • ShynerShyner Posts: 183
    The memory of sanity
    A taste of freedom
    All is lost
    Without you
    The present tense
    Is yesterday's sense
    Without you here
    I play in the rain
    Listening to the birds
    But not live
    For that's the way
    Without you
    I got no tomorrow
    No yesterday
    I only have
    This stupid tape

    Silly love poem

  • ShynerShyner Posts: 183
    Sadness has a strong grip
    Taking away my will to live
    Give and give 
    I need the give
    Death has taken my life
    Down on the down
    Now i must turn
    Towards the light
    And blow out the candle
    Of my night
  • ShynerShyner Posts: 183
    Days go by
    I am bored
    I wish i was young
    Believed in the lord

    Now I'm smart
    Believe in denial
    Gaining momentum
    It's the style

    I'd lift you up
    If i was strong
    I'd give you up
    If i didn't belong

    So close
    Spirits remain
    But i can't gather
    The end of your pain

    Love is strong
    Love didn't belong
    In a moment
    Gone wrong

    That's why i die
    With every thought
    Love in your eyes
    I just drift away

  • vogonpoetbythelakevogonpoetbythelake Posts: 1,236
    Beautiful perpective...
    "And blow out the candle
     Of my night"

    With these lines you Gifted to me the insight of not looking so intently at the dark side and paying more attention to the day....thank you....
  • ShynerShyner Posts: 183
    edited June 5
    Mostly me shyner very dark. Unreadable really. 

    Thank you
    Post edited by Shyner on
  • vogonpoetbythelakevogonpoetbythelake Posts: 1,236
    Its ok...sadness...what we all do...sometimes one just has to literally shake... attention to the things...if the doing of that thing hurts..dont do that thing...or do that thing less...I am also very depressed...and am struggling to stay...tuning in to the glowing parts of your poems has helped me to release some of the sadness that I cannot easily express...although it has also freaked me out a bit at how low I can go and deeply I feel and how much I relate to the sadness in your poems...learning to face it full frontal and walk through heals greatly for me..something that I think that is common to the people on these boards... to quote the po'girls...nothing is one is easy...let me go easy...when it gets hard...I wish you peace and send you love dear Shyner..
  • ShynerShyner Posts: 183
    I am feeling okay after reading you here. 
    Im sure tomorrow ill have to shake off the things that own my nerves. Im a nerve and stomach pained person trying to fight through many catastrophic diseases handed to loved ones. 

    I guess we all have a disease called life. 
    Im having problems turning my brain off. 

    Thank god for music. God gave rock n roll to us. 
  • ShynerShyner Posts: 183
    Got a gun
    In my hand
    Got it loaded
    Im the man
    Pull the trigger
    Close my eyes
    Close my eyes
    Pull the trigger
    One day said
    Your bigger
    Than me
    But now with
    My gun
    How could
    That be
    Pray for forgiveness
    Laugh at the crime
    Fmj looks delicious
    I feel like dying
    Im a slab
    Burn me up
    Blame is hate
    Remember love
    When your
    Rebooting the system
    To tease the boy
    Ill be in heaven
    Or in hell
    Make you real
    Is what i will do
    In your honor
    I will
    Punish you
  • ShynerShyner Posts: 183

    I am free
    I am tired
    I am wired
    Start a fire
    Make it home
    A place
    Your gone
    Maybe I'll join you
    On the sun
    Where is love
    Where is hope
    Maybe I'll find
    I go
    I don't know
    Stomach turns
    Depression burns
    Locked me out
    Now i steal
    The heart you gave
    Wasn't real
    But it was flesh
    I'm thankful
    For good
    Still yet
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