The memory of sanity A taste of freedom All is lost Without you The present tense Is yesterday's sense Without you here I play in the rain Listening to the birds But not live For that's the way Without you I got no tomorrow No yesterday I only have This stupid tape
Sadness has a strong grip Taking away my will to live Give and give I need the give Death has taken my life Down on the down Now i must turn Towards the light And blow out the candle Of my night
Its ok...sadness...what we all do...sometimes one just has to literally shake... it...off...movement...paying attention to the things...if the doing of that thing hurts..dont do that thing...or do that thing less...I am also very depressed...and am struggling to stay...tuning in to the glowing parts of your poems has helped me to release some of the sadness that I cannot easily express...although it has also freaked me out a bit at how low I can go and deeply I feel and how much I relate to the sadness in your poems...learning to face it full frontal and walk through it...music heals greatly for me..something that I think that is common to the people on these boards... to quote the po'girls...nothing is easy...no one is easy...let me go easy...when it gets hard...I wish you peace and send you love dear Shyner..
I am feeling okay after reading you here. Im sure tomorrow ill have to shake off the things that own my nerves. Im a nerve and stomach pained person trying to fight through many catastrophic diseases handed to loved ones.
I guess we all have a disease called life. Im having problems turning my brain off.
Got a gun In my hand Got it loaded Im the man Pull the trigger Close my eyes Close my eyes Pull the trigger One day said Your bigger Than me But now with My gun How could That be Pray for forgiveness Laugh at the crime Fmj looks delicious I feel like dying Im a slab Burn me up Blame is hate Remember love When your Rebooting the system To tease the boy Ill be in heaven Make you real Is what i will do In your honor I will Rest
I am free I am tired I am wired Start a fire Make it home A place Your gone Maybe I'll join you On the sun Where is love Where is hope Maybe I'll find Wherever I go I don't know Stomach turns Depression burns Locked me out Now i steal The heart you gave Wasn't real I'm thankful For good
The shades go down The lights go out Another lonely day Without you I try to move on Forget all the wrong One foot in front One foot lost Disease banging on the door I can't take anymore It's silly to explore Creation in me bores Do you wanna fly I surely see it
Being alive and breathing air outside with the trees and a blue sky is always something to be grateful for and not take for granted. Thanks for the dedication.
He is here Never gone Don't be sad Move along In the new Way of life You say dark I say bright Give me a hand It's the promised land A way to be alive Even after dying
War established Got my stones Gonna end up A pile of bones My words lament My heart repents If it makes sense I'll be on my way Catching bullets With my teeth Smile toothless Filler i seek I'll be on my way There's no home Nothing here for me I'll be on my way Just another disease War is dead Like my heart
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A taste of freedom
All is lost
Without you
The present tense
Is yesterday's sense
Without you here
I play in the rain
Listening to the birds
But not live
For that's the way
Without you
I got no tomorrow
No yesterday
I only have
This stupid tape
Silly love poem
Taking away my will to live
Give and give
I need the give
Death has taken my life
Down on the down
Now i must turn
Towards the light
And blow out the candle
Of my night
I am bored
I wish i was young
Believed in the lord
Now I'm smart
Believe in denial
Gaining momentum
It's the style
I'd lift you up
If i was strong
I'd give you up
If i didn't belong
So close
Spirits remain
But i can't gather
The end of your pain
Love is strong
Love didn't belong
In a moment
Gone wrong
That's why i die
With every thought
Love in your eyes
I just drift away
"And blow out the candle
Of my night"
With these lines you Gifted to me the insight of not looking so intently at the dark side and paying more attention to the day....thank you....
Thank you
Im sure tomorrow ill have to shake off the things that own my nerves. Im a nerve and stomach pained person trying to fight through many catastrophic diseases handed to loved ones.
I guess we all have a disease called life.
Im having problems turning my brain off.
Thank god for music. God gave rock n roll to us.
In my hand
Got it loaded
Im the man
Pull the trigger
Close my eyes
Close my eyes
Pull the trigger
One day said
Your bigger
Than me
But now with
My gun
How could
That be
Pray for forgiveness
Laugh at the crime
Fmj looks delicious
I feel like dying
Im a slab
Burn me up
Blame is hate
Remember love
When your
Rebooting the system
To tease the boy
Ill be in heaven
Make you real
Is what i will do
In your honor
I will
Rest
I am free
I am tired
I am wired
Start a fire
Make it home
A place
Your gone
Maybe I'll join you
On the sun
Where is love
Where is hope
Maybe I'll find
Wherever
I go
I don't know
Stomach turns
Depression burns
Locked me out
Now i steal
The heart you gave
Wasn't real
I'm thankful
For good
The lights go out
Another lonely day
Without you
I try to move on
Forget all the wrong
One foot in front
One foot lost
Disease banging on the door
I can't take anymore
It's silly to explore
Creation in me bores
Do you wanna fly
I surely see it
Literature death.
Happen all the time.
The air is enough
The silence
Is a drug
The numbness
Is love
Here i go
Living again
It's a
Long long road
Memories flicker
In n out
Of my brain
Back to the place
Air is enough
Silence is drugs
Numbness is love
Living again
Cause I'm there
Where
You stood there
I'm there
Never gone
Don't be sad
Move along
In the new
Way of life
You say dark
I say bright
Give me a hand
It's the promised land
A way to be alive
Even after dying
Unfinished
Got my stones
Gonna end up
A pile of bones
My words lament
My heart repents
If it makes sense
I'll be on my way
Catching bullets
With my teeth
Smile toothless
Filler i seek
I'll be on my way
There's no home
Nothing here for me
I'll be on my way
Just another disease
War is dead
Like my heart
Keeping you alive
None of my business
I talk jive
In rhyme
Nothing but silence
Splattered on the floor
Close the door
No more
Time
Makes me decline
I die everytime
So stay awake with me
While i fight the urge
To give light away
To drain everything