Chicago 9/5 for our Angel

My fiancé and I always shared a love for Pearl Jam. I think that brought us together. We loved going to shows together. It was like a kid on Christmas morning waiting for the lottery results! It was so much more than a show to us. Pearl Jam helped us through those dark times, they also made us smile a little more during the happy times. On 1/1/2020 Ryan was called to the heavens. The world lost an amazing man, father and friend that day. We played Man of the hour at his funeral as he wouldn’t have wanted it any other way. I was in a dark and eerie time after I lost Ryan. It took my a long time to be able to listen to Pearl Jam again as it tore me apart, the memories were just so strong. But one song that brought that spark back was Hold On. It made me dig down deep and find the strength to carry on. I know Ryan will be there with us and It would mean a great deal if we could hear this. I can’t thank the guys enough for all that you’ve done to guide me through the darkest of times. Complete strangers but yet have done so much. 
I look forward to our night together 💜🎶
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  • PJNB
    PJNB Posts: 13,890
    So sorry for your loss. Hold On is such a powerful song and hope you are able to hear it in Chicago. 
  • mfc2006
    mfc2006 HTOWN Posts: 37,491
    I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I hope they play Hold On for you.
    I LOVE MUSIC.
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  • deb1211
    deb1211 Posts: 2,055
    I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you can hear your song and it helps your healing.
  • PJNB
    PJNB Posts: 13,890
    Losing someone that close and then have covid lockdowns hit must of been so incredibly tough. Hope you are in a better place now and you get to hear your song Hold On
  • steven87
    steven87 Posts: 1,727
    I’m so sorry to hear about your loss. It sounds like Ryan was an amazing person. I hope you get to hear hold on to help with the healing. 
  • PJNB
    PJNB Posts: 13,890
    Bump for Ryan and Hold On in Chicago. 
  • Gern Blansten
    Gern Blansten Mar-A-Lago Posts: 22,250
    Very sorry....I hope you get it
    Remember the Thomas Nine !! (10/02/2018)
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  • mookieblalock
    mookieblalock Posts: 3,571
    For Ryan
  • cincybearcat
    cincybearcat Posts: 16,840
    For Ryan
    Love that. Yes, for Ryan.
    hippiemom = goodness
  • BF89905
    BF89905 Posts: 1,448
    For Ryan and your family 
  • Glorified KC
    Glorified KC KCMO Native Posts: 2,814
    Next time I listen to Hold On I will think of Ryan.  My thoughts are with you.
    I wish I was a sacrifice, but somehow still lived on.
  • PJNB
    PJNB Posts: 13,890
    Bump for Ryan. Gone too soon. 
  • raindog80
    raindog80 Reggio Emilia, Italy Posts: 1,192
    My thoughts are with you.
    "I like beautiful melodies telling me terrible things" - Tom Waits
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  • trulymel
    trulymel Posts: 2
    I love you guys!! For Ryan 💜🎶
  • PJNB
    PJNB Posts: 13,890
    August bump 
  • PJNB
    PJNB Posts: 13,890
    Another bump. 

    Chicago shows are fast approaching. 
  • PJNB
    PJNB Posts: 13,890
    Bump for Ryan 
  • PJNB
    PJNB Posts: 13,890
    3 weeks to go bump
  • dimitrispearljam
    dimitrispearljam Posts: 139,725
    Hold On in Chicago.
    "...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
    "..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
    “..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
  • PJNB
    PJNB Posts: 13,890
    Bump again for Ryan and Hold On in Chicago. Hopefully you are able to get some healing.