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trulymeltrulymel Posts: 2
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My fiancé and I always shared a love for Pearl Jam. I think that brought us together. We loved going to shows together. It was like a kid on Christmas morning waiting for the lottery results! It was so much more than a show to us. Pearl Jam helped us through those dark times, they also made us smile a little more during the happy times. On 1/1/2020 Ryan was called to the heavens. The world lost an amazing man, father and friend that day. We played Man of the hour at his funeral as he wouldn’t have wanted it any other way. I was in a dark and eerie time after I lost Ryan. It took my a long time to be able to listen to Pearl Jam again as it tore me apart, the memories were just so strong. But one song that brought that spark back was Hold On. It made me dig down deep and find the strength to carry on. I know Ryan will be there with us and It would mean a great deal if we could hear this. I can’t thank the guys enough for all that you’ve done to guide me through the darkest of times. Complete strangers but yet have done so much. 
I look forward to our night together 💜🎶
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  • PJNBPJNB Posts: 13,434
    So sorry for your loss. Hold On is such a powerful song and hope you are able to hear it in Chicago. 
  • mfc2006mfc2006 Posts: 37,435
    I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I hope they play Hold On for you.
    I LOVE MUSIC.
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  • deb1211deb1211 Posts: 1,566
    I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you can hear your song and it helps your healing.
  • PJNBPJNB Posts: 13,434
    Losing someone that close and then have covid lockdowns hit must of been so incredibly tough. Hope you are in a better place now and you get to hear your song Hold On
  • steven87steven87 Posts: 1,450
    I’m so sorry to hear about your loss. It sounds like Ryan was an amazing person. I hope you get to hear hold on to help with the healing. 
  • PJNBPJNB Posts: 13,434
    Bump for Ryan and Hold On in Chicago. 
  • Gern BlanstenGern Blansten Posts: 20,148
    Very sorry....I hope you get it
    Remember the Thomas Nine !! (10/02/2018)

    1998: Noblesville; 2003: Noblesville; 2009: EV Nashville, Chicago, Chicago
    2010: St Louis, Columbus, Noblesville; 2011: EV Chicago, East Troy, East Troy
    2013: London ON, Wrigley; 2014: Cincy, St Louis, Moline (NO CODE)
    2016: Lexington, Wrigley #1; 2018: Wrigley, Wrigley, Boston, Boston
    2020: Oakland, Oakland:  2021: EV Ohana, Ohana, Ohana, Ohana
    2022: Oakland, Oakland, Nashville, Louisville; 2023: Chicago, Chicago, Noblesville
    2024: Noblesville, Wrigley, Wrigley, Ohana, Ohana
  • mookieblalockmookieblalock Posts: 3,267
    For Ryan
  • cincybearcatcincybearcat Posts: 16,435
    mookieblalock said:
    For Ryan
    Love that. Yes, for Ryan.
    hippiemom = goodness
  • BF89905BF89905 Posts: 1,416
    For Ryan and your family 
  • Glorified KCGlorified KC Posts: 2,669
    Next time I listen to Hold On I will think of Ryan.  My thoughts are with you.
    I wish I was a sacrifice, but somehow still lived on.
  • PJNBPJNB Posts: 13,434
    Bump for Ryan. Gone too soon. 
  • raindog80raindog80 Posts: 1,175
    My thoughts are with you.
    "I like beautiful melodies telling me terrible things" - Tom Waits
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  • trulymeltrulymel Posts: 2
    I love you guys!! For Ryan 💜🎶
  • PJNBPJNB Posts: 13,434
    August bump 
  • PJNBPJNB Posts: 13,434
    Another bump. 

    Chicago shows are fast approaching. 
  • PJNBPJNB Posts: 13,434
    Bump for Ryan 
  • PJNBPJNB Posts: 13,434
    3 weeks to go bump
  • dimitrispearljamdimitrispearljam Posts: 139,626
    Hold On in Chicago.
    "...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
    "..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
    “..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
  • PJNBPJNB Posts: 13,434
    Bump again for Ryan and Hold On in Chicago. Hopefully you are able to get some healing. 
  • PJNBPJNB Posts: 13,434
    Another bump for a great reason. 
  • deb1211deb1211 Posts: 1,566
    Hold On in Chicago 
  • demetriosdemetrios Posts: 92,373
    PJNB said:
    Bump for Ryan and Hold On in Chicago. 


  • Gern BlanstenGern Blansten Posts: 20,148
    bump for Ryan...Hold On
    Remember the Thomas Nine !! (10/02/2018)

    1998: Noblesville; 2003: Noblesville; 2009: EV Nashville, Chicago, Chicago
    2010: St Louis, Columbus, Noblesville; 2011: EV Chicago, East Troy, East Troy
    2013: London ON, Wrigley; 2014: Cincy, St Louis, Moline (NO CODE)
    2016: Lexington, Wrigley #1; 2018: Wrigley, Wrigley, Boston, Boston
    2020: Oakland, Oakland:  2021: EV Ohana, Ohana, Ohana, Ohana
    2022: Oakland, Oakland, Nashville, Louisville; 2023: Chicago, Chicago, Noblesville
    2024: Noblesville, Wrigley, Wrigley, Ohana, Ohana
  • bootlegger10bootlegger10 Posts: 15,930
    So sorry for your loss.  It is small in the grand scheme of things but am glad you've been able to listen and enjoy Pearl Jam again.  Music can be very powerful and impactful.  
  • PJNBPJNB Posts: 13,434
    Bump for Ryan
  • PJNBPJNB Posts: 13,434
    Bump again for Ryan 
  • PocketspennyPocketspenny Posts: 74
    Bump for Ryan
  • deb1211deb1211 Posts: 1,566
    Hold On ❤️
  • PJNBPJNB Posts: 13,434
    Hold On for Ryan please
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