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  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    cblock4life said:
    It was great hearing from you today….I think we’ve all been holding our breath for a few days.  Whatever you do, DO NOT give into this and keep your head   CBcstraight….concentrate on today, not yesterday and not tomorrow.  You’ve got lots of time to think about what’s your real truth….you seriously need to rest, and concentrate on today.  That is the best advice I can give you.  Stay tough and remain positive
    And this is sound advice. Been chilling all day despite various oncology follow-ups. Tomorrow should be many docs but it’s still better than being in the hospital!
  • PureandEasy
    PureandEasy Posts: 5,818
    Wow, great news; you go woman!  From one of my fav PJ songs:  

    Won't let the light escape from me.
    Won't let the darkness swallow me. Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

    Stay strong!
    Don't come closer or I'll have to go
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    PureandEasy said:
    Wow, great news; you go woman!  From one of my fav PJ songs:  

    Won't let the light escape from me.
    Won't let the darkness swallow me. Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

    Stay strong!
    Perfect lyrics. Strength wavers, but my mind is prevailing over my body right now.  Has to!

    Whatever gets you through the night… :)
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,367
    pardon me, I think we are going to need an update. If you dont mind.....
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  • dankind
    dankind Posts: 20,841
    I heard she's pregnant.
    I SAW PEARL JAM
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    dankind said:
    I heard she's pregnant.
    :lol:

    mickey, my body’s still all kinds of fucked up. I may need to go back to the hospital but my docs will be making that call.

    I’m ready to feel better, dammit. 
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,367
    hedonist said:
    dankind said:
    I heard she's pregnant.
    :lol:

    mickey, my body’s still all kinds of fucked up. I may need to go back to the hospital but my docs will be making that call.

    I’m ready to feel better, dammit. 
    I'm ready for you to feel better too.

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  • Halifax2TheMax
    Halifax2TheMax Posts: 42,100
    hedonist said:
    dankind said:
    I heard she's pregnant.
    :lol:

    mickey, my body’s still all kinds of fucked up. I may need to go back to the hospital but my docs will be making that call.

    I’m ready to feel better, dammit. 
    I’m ready to catch.
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  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    mickeyrat said:
    hedonist said:
    dankind said:
    I heard she's pregnant.
    :lol:

    mickey, my body’s still all kinds of fucked up. I may need to go back to the hospital but my docs will be making that call.

    I’m ready to feel better, dammit. 
    I'm ready for you to feel better too.

    We’ll see. Back in the ER, just waiting on a room.

    Much as I want to bawl my eyes out, I won’t….can’t.

    Faxxxxii, i wish you could. 
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,367
    hedonist said:
    mickeyrat said:
    hedonist said:
    dankind said:
    I heard she's pregnant.
    :lol:

    mickey, my body’s still all kinds of fucked up. I may need to go back to the hospital but my docs will be making that call.

    I’m ready to feel better, dammit. 
    I'm ready for you to feel better too.

    We’ll see. Back in the ER, just waiting on a room.

    Much as I want to bawl my eyes out, I won’t….can’t.

    Faxxxxii, i wish you could. 
    vibes headed your way. for both you and your dude

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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    mickeyrat said:
    hedonist said:
    mickeyrat said:
    hedonist said:
    dankind said:
    I heard she's pregnant.
    :lol:

    mickey, my body’s still all kinds of fucked up. I may need to go back to the hospital but my docs will be making that call.

    I’m ready to feel better, dammit. 
    I'm ready for you to feel better too.

    We’ll see. Back in the ER, just waiting on a room.

    Much as I want to bawl my eyes out, I won’t….can’t.

    Faxxxxii, i wish you could. 
    vibes headed your way. for both you and your dude

    Thanks, mickey. Lord knows he could use it too. There’s no way in hell I could’ve done this without him. 
  • Fifthelement
    Fifthelement Lotusland Posts: 6,965
    Hey @hedonist hope you’re doing okay.  All of us are thinking of you and sending healing vibes your way.  💕💕💕
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  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,890
    Im still here reading everything  and  feeling for you. Love to you hedo.
    And just to add my dad had some immune treatment  only used on a few  people and he had the best result they ever  saw. Hope has come back to him. Keep going my good friend


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  • Merkin Baller
    Merkin Baller Posts: 12,769
    edited March 2022
    Hope you feel better soon, Hedo. 
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    Thanks, all. It’s gotta get better from here.

    Rob, that is absolutely fantastic news. Keep that hope!
  • PureandEasy
    PureandEasy Posts: 5,818
    Just checking in for an update; don't surf web daily these days; hope this post finds you well Hedo.
    Don't come closer or I'll have to go
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    Thanks, P&E. Been in and out of the hospital a couple of times but I’m back home and my state of mind is good today.

    Here’s to it continuing! Fuck knows I need it :)
  • PureandEasy
    PureandEasy Posts: 5,818
    Awesome Hedo!  I know it's not an easy ride for you, I just hope you're comfortable and in a good state of mind like you said.  I know I don't have to tell you to listen to whatever music you're feeling right now to help your soul.  Don't ask me why, but I had an overwhelming feeling to listen to ChangesOneBowie tonight.   Thoroughly enjoying it.  Take care dear.
    Don't come closer or I'll have to go
  • GlowGirl
    GlowGirl New York, NY Posts: 12,073
    hedonist said:
    Thanks, P&E. Been in and out of the hospital a couple of times but I’m back home and my state of mind is good today.

    Here’s to it continuing! Fuck knows I need it :)
    I am so glad you are back home. I’ve been thinking of you. I hope you continue to feel better. 
  • Spunkie
    Spunkie i come from downtown. Posts: 7,095
    Welcome home, Hedobabe!
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    Animals were hiding behind the Coral 
    Except for little Turtle
    I could swear he's trying to talk to me 
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