PJ fans in 12 step Recovery
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I did it for love.
Sitting on the sidewalk piss
Telling me his wish
Can't will to life
Sitting on the sidewalk piss
Pissing in a cup
So he doesn't walk away on life
Sitting on the sidewalk piss
Digging deep in the abyss
The lost life
Sitting on the sidewalk piss
Eyes beautiful and blue
Choosing life
*Congrats Nancy. My big sis just hit the big 2 0, as well. She's a year and half ahead of me for both birthdays!
I was swimming in the Great Barrier Reef
Animals were hiding behind the Coral
Except for little Turtle
I could swear he's trying to talk to me
Gurgle Gurgle0 -
Thanks guys, & congrats to all of you for being sober right now. Moment to moment, day to day... doing our best...during a challenging year & now the holidays. We can all do it, ODAAT.
@hedonist You are exceptionally lucky to have a firewalker, I am so happy for you, it must be a special journey. 😘
My bottom was on going & I was living a 'normal ' life while slowly falling apart. I couldn't do it anymore, none of it, my career, my marriage, my responsibilities, I was suddenly terrified to live my life. I was dealing with the onset of depression & panic, which I then had no name for except AHH!! And at the same time my increasingly constant drunkenness.
That's part of my story, as deep as I wish to go right now. But it was an incredibly crucial change of my entire life. Wow, that was the beginning of two years of hell.
I've been dealing with fear a lot & it brings me back to when panic creeped into my life. Thank God I'm not using because that is one seriously ugly mix. I don't want to use, but outing my fear is important. Thanks for letting me tell on myself!
I did not go for my scan. I know I need to but COVID is bad here & I've been at home since March. I'm scared. I'll let you know when I actually go. Thanks for being my cyber home group.
Love to you all....and comfort & joy! ✌0 -
First comes awareness then action.I was swimming in the Great Barrier Reef
Animals were hiding behind the Coral
Except for little Turtle
I could swear he's trying to talk to me
Gurgle Gurgle0 -
njnancy said:Thanks guys, & congrats to all of you for being sober right now. Moment to moment, day to day... doing our best...during a challenging year & now the holidays. We can all do it, ODAAT.
@hedonist You are exceptionally lucky to have a firewalker, I am so happy for you, it must be a special journey. 😘
My bottom was on going & I was living a 'normal ' life while slowly falling apart. I couldn't do it anymore, none of it, my career, my marriage, my responsibilities, I was suddenly terrified to live my life. I was dealing with the onset of depression & panic, which I then had no name for except AHH!! And at the same time my increasingly constant drunkenness.
That's part of my story, as deep as I wish to go right now. But it was an incredibly crucial change of my entire life. Wow, that was the beginning of two years of hell.
I've been dealing with fear a lot & it brings me back to when panic creeped into my life. Thank God I'm not using because that is one seriously ugly mix. I don't want to use, but outing my fear is important. Thanks for letting me tell on myself!
I did not go for my scan. I know I need to but COVID is bad here & I've been at home since March. I'm scared. I'll let you know when I actually go. Thanks for being my cyber home group.
Love to you all....and comfort & joy! ✌Be well0 -
so today marks 1 year for my HS best friend OB. he's been in and mostly out of AA for 35 years.Its been my absolute honor and joy to serve him as sponsor. Which I was reluctant to do but he insisted......_____________________________________SIGNATURE________________________________________________
Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '140 -
You must really need him.I was swimming in the Great Barrier Reef
Animals were hiding behind the Coral
Except for little Turtle
I could swear he's trying to talk to me
Gurgle Gurgle0 -
tish said:You must really need him.to be able to do this for someone that close(although we hadnt seen each other for a long long time before reconnecting yr and half ago) is special to me.I work with one other guy, a former board member here. A Brit living in Poland.Each of these trip me out how they came to be and their significance to my sobriety.humbling and awe inspiring._____________________________________SIGNATURE________________________________________________
Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '140 -
mickeyrat said: poptish said:You must really need him.to be able to do this for someone that close(although we hadnt seen each other for a long long time before reconnecting yr and half ago) is special to me.I work with one other guy, a former board member here. A Brit living in Poland.Each of these trip me out how they came to be and their significance to my sobriety.humbling and awe inspiring.Bravo to your friend.0
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So my childhood friend Dennis( a Pastor without a church) has a podcast as part of his ministry. "From The War Room" this series is titled "Uncommon Spirituality" . I am episode 5. It appears there will be more with me here inn the future.
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Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '140 -
“Addiction begins and ends with pain.”
Ain’t it the truth...0 -
4 years by the Grace of God.0 -
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Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '140 -
Ernie Vedder said:
4 years by the Grace of God.
If the Dodgers didn't drive you to drink (for both frustration and celebration reasons) over the past 4 years, you can handle anything.This weekend we rock Portland0 -
Ernie Vedder said:
4 years by the Grace of God.0 -
Ernie Vedder said:
4 years by the Grace of God.0 -
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Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '140 -
such a short sighted dumbass. wasted a year of possibilities on zoom meetings around the world.......
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Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '140 -
Newcomers meeting "Rule 62" Melbourne Australia......Thursdays 7pm Aus time. 15 hrs ahead of EST.was different in format than I have ever seen but very interesting in its structure.._____________________________________SIGNATURE________________________________________________
Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '140 -
prayer request. For Tierah. A friend and the wife of my best friend and sponsee Rob O. , is in the hospital. heart issues. had a seizure yesterday which led to V fib and a heart attack. appears to have lasted 3-5 hours. waiting now to see the extent of the damage
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Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '140
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