PJ fans in 12 step Recovery

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  • Spunkie
    Spunkie i come from downtown. Posts: 7,095
    I did it for love.

    Sitting on the sidewalk piss
    Telling me his wish
    Can't will to life

    Sitting on the sidewalk piss
    Pissing in a cup
    So he doesn't walk away on life

    Sitting on the sidewalk piss
    Digging deep in the abyss
    The lost life

    Sitting on the sidewalk piss
    Eyes beautiful and blue 
    Choosing life

    *Congrats Nancy. My big sis just hit the big 2 0, as well. She's a year and half ahead of me for both birthdays!




    I was swimming in the Great Barrier Reef 
    Animals were hiding behind the Coral 
    Except for little Turtle
    I could swear he's trying to talk to me 
    Gurgle Gurgle
  • njnancy
    njnancy Posts: 5,096
    Thanks guys, & congrats to all of you for being sober right now. Moment to moment, day to day... doing our best...during a challenging year & now the holidays. We can all do it, ODAAT.

    @hedonist You are exceptionally lucky to have a firewalker, I am so happy for you,  it must be a special journey. 😘

    My bottom was on going & I was living a 'normal ' life while slowly falling apart. I couldn't do it anymore,  none of it, my career, my marriage, my responsibilities,  I was suddenly terrified to live my life.   I was dealing with the onset of depression & panic, which I then had no name for except AHH!!  And at the same time my increasingly constant drunkenness. 

    That's part of my story, as deep as I wish to go right now. But it was an incredibly crucial change of my entire life. Wow, that was the beginning of two years of hell.

    I've been dealing with fear a lot & it brings me back to when panic creeped into my life. Thank God I'm not using because that is one seriously ugly mix. I don't want to use, but outing my fear is important. Thanks for letting me tell on myself!

    I did not go for my scan. I know I need to but COVID is bad here & I've been at home since March. I'm scared. I'll let you know when I actually go. Thanks for being my cyber home group. 

    Love to you all....and comfort & joy! ✌
  • Spunkie
    Spunkie i come from downtown. Posts: 7,095
    First comes awareness then action.
    I was swimming in the Great Barrier Reef 
    Animals were hiding behind the Coral 
    Except for little Turtle
    I could swear he's trying to talk to me 
    Gurgle Gurgle
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    njnancy said:
    Thanks guys, & congrats to all of you for being sober right now. Moment to moment, day to day... doing our best...during a challenging year & now the holidays. We can all do it, ODAAT.

    @hedonist You are exceptionally lucky to have a firewalker, I am so happy for you,  it must be a special journey. 😘

    My bottom was on going & I was living a 'normal ' life while slowly falling apart. I couldn't do it anymore,  none of it, my career, my marriage, my responsibilities,  I was suddenly terrified to live my life.   I was dealing with the onset of depression & panic, which I then had no name for except AHH!!  And at the same time my increasingly constant drunkenness. 

    That's part of my story, as deep as I wish to go right now. But it was an incredibly crucial change of my entire life. Wow, that was the beginning of two years of hell.

    I've been dealing with fear a lot & it brings me back to when panic creeped into my life. Thank God I'm not using because that is one seriously ugly mix. I don't want to use, but outing my fear is important. Thanks for letting me tell on myself!

    I did not go for my scan. I know I need to but COVID is bad here & I've been at home since March. I'm scared. I'll let you know when I actually go. Thanks for being my cyber home group. 

    Love to you all....and comfort & joy! ✌
    You’ll get there, Nancy. I know all about prolonging the necessary out of fear. That we’ve kept sober through all this is a testament to our will, even if getting there takes a while, or a few tries. 

    Be well :hug:
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,546
    so today marks 1 year for my HS best friend OB. he's been in and mostly out of AA for 35 years.

    Its been my absolute honor and joy  to serve him as sponsor. Which I was reluctant to do but he insisted......
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    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • Spunkie
    Spunkie i come from downtown. Posts: 7,095
    You must really need him.  :) 
    I was swimming in the Great Barrier Reef 
    Animals were hiding behind the Coral 
    Except for little Turtle
    I could swear he's trying to talk to me 
    Gurgle Gurgle
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,546
    tish said:
    You must really need him.  :) 

    to be able to do this for someone that close(although we hadnt seen each other for a long long time before reconnecting yr and half ago) is special to me.
    I work with one other guy, a former board member here. A Brit living in Poland.

    Each of these trip me out how they came to be and their significance to my sobriety.

    humbling and awe inspiring.

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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    mickeyrat said: pop
    tish said:
    You must really need him.  :) 

    to be able to do this for someone that close(although we hadnt seen each other for a long long time before reconnecting yr and half ago) is special to me.
    I work with one other guy, a former board member here. A Brit living in Poland.

    Each of these trip me out how they came to be and their significance to my sobriety.

    humbling and awe inspiring.

    Nothing like a strong shot of humility. Good for the soul. 

    Bravo to your friend. 
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,546
    So my childhood friend Dennis( a Pastor without a church) has a podcast as part of his ministry. "From The War Room" this series is titled "Uncommon Spirituality" . I am episode 5. It appears there will be more with me here inn the future.


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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    “Addiction begins and ends with pain.”

    Ain’t it the truth...
  • Ernie Vedder
    Ernie Vedder Redlands, CA Posts: 2,269

    4 years by the Grace of God. 
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  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,546
    Ernie Vedder said:

    4 years by the Grace of God. 

    Rock on.....
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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • Poncier
    Poncier Posts: 17,894
    Ernie Vedder said:

    4 years by the Grace of God. 
    Well done.
    If the Dodgers didn't drive you to drink (for both frustration and celebration reasons) over the past 4 years, you can handle anything.
    This weekend we rock Portland
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    Ernie Vedder said:

    4 years by the Grace of God. 
    By your grace too - don't discount the work you put in.  Congratulations.
  • Hobbes
    Hobbes Pacific Northwest Posts: 6,438
    Ernie Vedder said:

    4 years by the Grace of God. 
    Congrats!
  • Ernie Vedder
    Ernie Vedder Redlands, CA Posts: 2,269
    Hobbes said:
    Ernie Vedder said:

    4 years by the Grace of God. 
    Congrats!
    TY
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  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,546
    edited February 2021
    well done. watch to the credits...

    Body Brokers



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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,546
    such a short sighted dumbass. wasted a year of possibilities on zoom meetings around the world.......
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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,546
    Newcomers meeting "Rule 62" Melbourne Australia......Thursdays 7pm Aus time.  15 hrs ahead of EST.

    was different in format than I have ever seen but very interesting in its structure..
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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,546
     prayer request. For Tierah. A friend and the wife of my best friend and sponsee Rob O. ,  is in the hospital. heart issues. had a seizure yesterday which led to V fib and a heart attack. appears to have lasted 3-5 hours. waiting now to see the extent of the damage

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    Not today Sir, Probably not tomorrow.............................................. bayfront arena st. pete '94
    you're finally here and I'm a mess................................................... nationwide arena columbus '10
    memories like fingerprints are slowly raising.................................... first niagara center buffalo '13
    another man ..... moved by sleight of hand...................................... joe louis arena detroit '14

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