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  • northerndragon
    northerndragon Posts: 9,851
    Pissed that I have to sit through just breathe a-fucking-gain. 
    Anything you lose from being honest
    You never really had to begin with.


    Sometimes it's not the song that makes you emotional it's the people and things that come to your mind when you hear it.
  • PJ_Soul
    PJ_Soul Vancouver, BC Posts: 50,705
    Ugh, sick. Can't sleep because my throat is too sore and swollen. :frowning: Sucks.
    With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy. ~ Desiderata
  • 23scidoo
    23scidoo Thessaloniki,Greece Posts: 19,998
    PJ_Soul said:
    Ugh, sick. Can't sleep because my throat is too sore and swollen. :frowning: Sucks.
    Wish you'll be better soon..
    Athens 2006. Dusseldorf 2007. Berlin 2009. Venice 2010. Amsterdam 1 2012. Amsterdam 1+2 2014. Buenos Aires 2015.
    Prague Krakow Berlin 2018. Berlin 2022
    EV, Taormina 1+2 2017.

    I wish i was the souvenir you kept your house key on..
  • pickupyourwill
    pickupyourwill Posts: 3,135
    edited September 2018
    mlm
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  • dimitrispearljam
    dimitrispearljam Posts: 139,725
    better
    "...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
    "..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
    “..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,915
    Befuzzled 


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • 23scidoo
    23scidoo Thessaloniki,Greece Posts: 19,998
    Gooooood!!!!
    Athens 2006. Dusseldorf 2007. Berlin 2009. Venice 2010. Amsterdam 1 2012. Amsterdam 1+2 2014. Buenos Aires 2015.
    Prague Krakow Berlin 2018. Berlin 2022
    EV, Taormina 1+2 2017.

    I wish i was the souvenir you kept your house key on..
  • EB218946
    EB218946 Posts: 4,011
    Drunk 
  • lastexitlondon
    lastexitlondon Posts: 14,915
    Scared


    this song is meant to be called i got shit,itshould be called i got shit tickets-hartford 06 -
  • 23scidoo
    23scidoo Thessaloniki,Greece Posts: 19,998
    lastexitlondon said:
    Scared
    Hope all is good my friend..
    Athens 2006. Dusseldorf 2007. Berlin 2009. Venice 2010. Amsterdam 1 2012. Amsterdam 1+2 2014. Buenos Aires 2015.
    Prague Krakow Berlin 2018. Berlin 2022
    EV, Taormina 1+2 2017.

    I wish i was the souvenir you kept your house key on..
  • PJ_Soul
    PJ_Soul Vancouver, BC Posts: 50,705
    Awesome, because I was flicking around, and just landed on the greatest comedy sketch ever produced: The Chapelle Show's Charlie Murphy/Rick James one. That makes me feel great for at least an hour. :lol:
    With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy. ~ Desiderata
  • Thoughts_Arrive
    Thoughts_Arrive Melbourne, Australia Posts: 15,165
    Disappointed and sad.
    Adelaide 17/11/2009, Melbourne 20/11/2009, Sydney 22/11/2009, Melbourne (Big Day Out Festival) 24/01/2014
  • 23scidoo
    23scidoo Thessaloniki,Greece Posts: 19,998
    Thoughts_Arrive said:
    Disappointed and sad.
    Big hug for you
    Athens 2006. Dusseldorf 2007. Berlin 2009. Venice 2010. Amsterdam 1 2012. Amsterdam 1+2 2014. Buenos Aires 2015.
    Prague Krakow Berlin 2018. Berlin 2022
    EV, Taormina 1+2 2017.

    I wish i was the souvenir you kept your house key on..
  • Thoughts_Arrive
    Thoughts_Arrive Melbourne, Australia Posts: 15,165
    23scidoo said:
    Thoughts_Arrive said:
    Disappointed and sad.
    Big hug for you
    Thank you.
    Adelaide 17/11/2009, Melbourne 20/11/2009, Sydney 22/11/2009, Melbourne (Big Day Out Festival) 24/01/2014
  • Annafalk
    Annafalk Sweden Posts: 4,004
    Thoughts_Arrive said:
    Disappointed and sad.
    What has happened?
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    edited July 2019
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  • Annafalk
    Annafalk Sweden Posts: 4,004
    Annafalk said:
    Thoughts_Arrive said:
    Disappointed and sad.
    What has happened?
    Don’t worry about turning 40, you still have 5 years left, that is a lot of time.
    A comfort is also that it’s the same for everyone, it’s very equal, aging I mean. I know I always say those obvious things...
    I’m trying to think about not filling life with days but the days with life. (But it’s not always that easy)
    I’m sitting in the car looking out the window, the landscape is moving on the outside. A journey like life is and the journey that’s also the goal. 
  • Thoughts_Arrive
    Thoughts_Arrive Melbourne, Australia Posts: 15,165
    Annafalk said:
    Annafalk said:
    Thoughts_Arrive said:
    Disappointed and sad.
    What has happened?
    Don’t worry about turning 40, you still have 5 years left, that is a lot of time.
    A comfort is also that it’s the same for everyone, it’s very equal, aging I mean. I know I always say those obvious things...
    I’m trying to think about not filling life with days but the days with life. (But it’s not always that easy)
    I’m sitting in the car looking out the window, the landscape is moving on the outside. A journey like life is and the journey that’s also the goal. 
    Just very down about my life situation at the moment.
    I feel like I don't know who I am, where I am going, where I fit into this world.
    I'm nearly finished my bachelor's degree in psychology and then have honours next year and hopefully further studies if I make it.
    But the problem is I don't know if my chosen career is for me. 

    And I need to find a job, applied for 2 jobs and got rejected for both. I have not had a job for 4 years as I wanted to focus entirely on studying plus I don't want to work because of how badly I was bullied in my last job. I am out of confidence. I feel like I can't do anything right. I had some work experience in between when I was studying to be a high school teacher and my supervising teacher said I was doing poorly and she was going to fail me for my work experience. She was very pissed off at me and didn't want to talk to me much. She kept faulting everything I did. I then dropped out of that career path. The two last jobs I had I got fired from and my university work experience I failed. I feel like a failure. Having to go back to work makes me very anxious knowing I am struggling and always the target of bullying.

    My friends are new fathers and happy with life, they have jobs they are happy with. I am happy for them but it is bittersweet.
    I've never had a girlfriend.
    I just feel like a big loser.
    Been batting feelings of sadness for the whole year but keeping it to myself.

    This is why 40 is a big deal for me. 40 year old virgin without a career.
    Still lives with mum and dad because he can't afford to live on his own.
    Adelaide 17/11/2009, Melbourne 20/11/2009, Sydney 22/11/2009, Melbourne (Big Day Out Festival) 24/01/2014
  • Annafalk
    Annafalk Sweden Posts: 4,004
    edited July 2019
    Thoughts_Arrive said:
    Annafalk said:
    Annafalk said:
    Thoughts_Arrive said:
    Disappointed and sad.
    What has happened?
    Don’t worry about turning 40, you still have 5 years left, that is a lot of time.
    A comfort is also that it’s the same for everyone, it’s very equal, aging I mean. I know I always say those obvious things...
    I’m trying to think about not filling life with days but the days with life. (But it’s not always that easy)
    I’m sitting in the car looking out the window, the landscape is moving on the outside. A journey like life is and the journey that’s also the goal. 
    Just very down about my life situation at the moment.
    I feel like I don't know who I am, where I am going, where I fit into this world.
    I'm nearly finished my bachelor's degree in psychology and then have honours next year and hopefully further studies if I make it.
    But the problem is I don't know if my chosen career is for me. 

    And I need to find a job, applied for 2 jobs and got rejected for both. I have not had a job for 4 years as I wanted to focus entirely on studying plus I don't want to work because of how badly I was bullied in my last job. I am out of confidence. I feel like I can't do anything right. I had some work experience in between when I was studying to be a high school teacher and my supervising teacher said I was doing poorly and she was going to fail me for my work experience. She was very pissed off at me and didn't want to talk to me much. She kept faulting everything I did. I then dropped out of that career path. The two last jobs I had I got fired from and my university work experience I failed. I feel like a failure. Having to go back to work makes me very anxious knowing I am struggling and always the target of bullying.

    My friends are new fathers and happy with life, they have jobs they are happy with. I am happy for them but it is bittersweet.
    I've never had a girlfriend.
    I just feel like a big loser.
    Been batting feelings of sadness for the whole year but keeping it to myself.

    This is why 40 is a big deal for me. 40 year old virgin without a career.
    Still lives with mum and dad because he can't afford to live on his own.

    Maybe don’t focus on the end goal, make a short term commitment and follow through, then choose the next goal on your journey. 
    Great to hear that you are about to finalize your Bachelor degree! That is a great achievement. Take pride in finalizing that, and you will be set for reaching the next goal you set your mind to, just make sure you move forward in small steps, and don't let anyone devalue your progress - you do this for you, and noone else!
    Try to focus on the positive things in life, Eddie told us at the concert how he had been earlier in his life not many paychecks from poverty actually.  A lot of things can change in life, I hope you will reach your goals and achieve what you set your mind to, you can do it.

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  • njnancy
    njnancy Posts: 5,096
    I am feeling proud that I was able to break through my anxiety to make my follow up mammography yesterday. I had to get 5 of them done (on one side) and each one was more squished. And I had a sonogram on both. Good news - I'm clear. Go back next year. Phew.

    I am not sure how I feel - it's my sister's birthday July 9 - she's been gone since 2013 and she went to the hospital on her birthday. She was gone by September.. 

    I quit smoking on July 9 2017. I wanted to make it a day that was positive instead of sad and make my big sis proud of me maybe. I'm 2 years cigarette free. My doc had me use vapes and I did both for a while but I didn't buy the cigarettes one day in July and my sister's birthday is now my anniversary. I miss her a lot. 

    Was going to go food shopping to keep the leave the house thing going but woke up with a migraine and still have it. I better not have it tomorrow cause I have SO much I need to do. SO much.

    But I'm proud of myself for breaking through and getting where I needed to go. And I'm really proud of not smoking for 2 years - I have smoked since I was a teen and never though I'd do it. So my sissy's birthday is a good day. 

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