"The mind's eye"/Mental Visualization - Do you have Aphantasia??

PJ_Soul · December 2017

So I only just learned that apparently most people are being literal when they say they can see something in the mind's eye, and that I have Aphantasia, or "mind blindness". I had absolutely no clue that people were literally seeing visual pictures to a greater or lesser extent when they imagine something. I don't see anything. Just blackness. I can think about what something looks like, but I can't see it in my head... I am actually in near disbelief. How has nobody ever mentioned that this "mind's eye" thing isn't just a metaphorical concept?? I actually feel like I've had a profound revelation here. Like the world and everyone in it has actually changed for me all of a sudden. It's bizarre. I feel like It's akin to someone who was born blind suddenly finding out that everyone else in the world isn't blind too.

Anyone else lacking this perception?? Finding out about this is disturbing to me. Inhad never even jeard the word aphantasia before. Imagination just took on a whole new meaning to me.... and I have no idea if I'm at a disadvantage or what. It's not like I don't have an imagination, but apparently the way mine works is entirely different from the majority of humans. I read only 1 in 50 have this.... condition?? Disability?! Is that true??? I would like to know if anyone else here has aphantasia. I feel like those who don't really aren't understanding where I'm coming from.

http://www.bbc.com/news/health-34039054

Thoughts_Arrive · December 2017

Never heard of it until now.

lastexitlondon · December 2017

I have no imagination i know that much

PJ_Soul · December 2017

Thoughts_Arrive said:

Never heard of it until now.

Yeah, pretty much nobody has. That's one of the things that is so fascinating about it. I understand why most haven't - those who have Aphantasia aren't talking about it because we had no idea everyone else was thinking in a different way, and same goes for those who are "normal". Those with Aphantasia all just assumed all those terms, like "picture in your mind", "visualize this", "daydreaming", "counting sheep", "just imagine...", etc etc etc, were all just metaphorical, figurative terms. We had absolutely no clue everyone meant it literally!

So I spent yesterday doing some research on all this, and joined an FB group for people with Aphantasia, and spoke to my mom about it in depth. As I try to get a grasp of this revelation, I am getting more and more interested, and more and more feel like this is a really significant discovery in my life. I literally feel like this changes everything for me. I now perceive people differently, I have a whole new view about how people think, human perception, about how I think and how I'm perceiving things, about how my memory is functioning, about how I am taking in information .... I mean seriously, it's like I've suddenly become aware of a whole new world. It's quite something. It's actually completely driving me to distraction. I am pretty sure this is the one and only moment I have had or will ever had where I can really say that I am experiencing a true, mind blown, experiential revelation. :tired: I feel like I have to do something about it too, lol, but of course, what's to be done??? I feel like I want to just drop everything and only focus my energies on this discovery FFS. Obviously I don't have the luxury, but I'm finding it very difficult to focus now! All I want to do is discuss this with people. I almost feel like I'm an alien who has just landed on a planet and I need to interview the inhabitants to try and understand them better.

Here is an interesting, in depth post from someone who made the same discovery. I'm really relating to a lot of what she's saying here. I completely relate to the strange, complicated implications that she's pointing out, and certainly I feel the weight of the revelation the way she seems to have: https://www.facebook.com/notes/blake-ross/aphantasia-how-it-feels-to-be-blind-in-your-mind/10156834777480504/

PJ_Soul · December 2017

lastexitlondon said:

I have no imagination i know that much

I don't believe this has much to do with imagination per se. It's not like those with "mind blindness" don't have an imagination, and those who can visualize (normals, hahaha) aren't necessarily being imaginative when they're doing it. According to the guy who is leading the research on this, he has encountered plenty of artists and writers who have Aphantasia, so it doesn't seem like the inability to visualize impacts the existence of imagination - imagination is just largely carried out in an entirely different way.
So do you or don't you visualize things in your mind's eye lastexitlondon? I'm curious as to why you say you have no imagination (FWIW, I think everyone has an imagination to one degree or another!).

lastexitlondon · December 2017

Well i struggle to see it without actually making it or seeing an end product.my trade is a bricklayer and i only really "get it" when ive started making it or even when its done.

Thoughts_Arrive · December 2017

PJ_Soul said:

Thoughts_Arrive said:

Never heard of it until now.

Yeah, pretty much nobody has. That's one of the things that is so fascinating about it. I understand why most haven't - those who have Aphantasia aren't talking about it because we had no idea everyone else was thinking in a different way, and same goes for those who are "normal". Those with Aphantasia all just assumed all those terms, like "picture in your mind", "visualize this", "daydreaming", "counting sheep", "just imagine...", etc etc etc, were all just metaphorical, figurative terms. We had absolutely no clue everyone meant it literally!

So I spent yesterday doing some research on all this, and joined an FB group for people with Aphantasia, and spoke to my mom about it in depth. As I try to get a grasp of this revelation, I am getting more and more interested, and more and more feel like this is a really significant discovery in my life. I literally feel like this changes everything for me. I now perceive people differently, I have a whole new view about how people think, human perception, about how I think and how I'm perceiving things, about how my memory is functioning, about how I am taking in information .... I mean seriously, it's like I've suddenly become aware of a whole new world. It's quite something. It's actually completely driving me to distraction. I am pretty sure this is the one and only moment I have had or will ever had where I can really say that I am experiencing a true, mind blown, experiential revelation. :tired: I feel like I have to do something about it too, lol, but of course, what's to be done??? I feel like I want to just drop everything and only focus my energies on this discovery FFS. Obviously I don't have the luxury, but I'm finding it very difficult to focus now! All I want to do is discuss this with people. I almost feel like I'm an alien who has just landed on a planet and I need to interview the inhabitants to try and understand them better.

Here is an interesting, in depth post from someone who made the same discovery. I'm really relating to a lot of what she's saying here. I completely relate to the strange, complicated implications that she's pointing out, and certainly I feel the weight of the revelation the way she seems to have: https://www.facebook.com/notes/blake-ross/aphantasia-how-it-feels-to-be-blind-in-your-mind/10156834777480504/

Fascinating condition.
I wonder if there is a treatment?

markymark550 · December 2017

I had never heard of this. Interesting though. I think it applies to me as well. Every time someone says "close your eyes and think of ____" all I see is black (or that reddish hue if you're directly facing a light source). I never see the object, but rather focus on the concept of the object. I had never considered that people can actually "see" images in their mind, but I don't find this to be some profound revelation though. It just is what it is.

chadwick · December 2017

never heard of this. i'm having a difficult time grasping this condition. for me, i'm bombarded, i've nonstop movies goin on.

WhatYouTaughtMe · December 2017

chadwick said:

never heard of this. i'm having a difficult time grasping this condition. for me, i'm bombarded, i've nonstop movies goin on.

Yeah, crazy right? I couldn't imagine. PJ_Soul, have you ever done mushrooms or any psychedelics? If so, I'm wondering what it was like when you closed your eyes in those situations. It's been so long, but I remember being bombarded with all kinds of beautiful imagery during a few of those experiences.

HughFreakingDillon · December 2017

people see shit when they close their eyes? WTF?

HughFreakingDillon · December 2017

ok, wait. I just read the article soul posted. I'm not clear what this is. I can imagine faces and places and such. I don't think I see an image, rather I remember it. But when I close my eyes and visualize something, i don't actually see something. It's black, but I'm thinking of the image I'm visualizing. I always thought that's what visualizing meant!

HughFreakingDillon · December 2017

this is freaking me out. do people actually fucking see images in front of their eyes?

HughFreakingDillon · December 2017

after doing more reading, I don't think this applies to me. I thought the way it was described, people were seeing real images on the insides of their eyelids, like a projector. that freaked me out.

PJ_Soul · December 2017

Thoughts_Arrive said:

PJ_Soul said:

Thoughts_Arrive said:

Never heard of it until now.

Yeah, pretty much nobody has. That's one of the things that is so fascinating about it. I understand why most haven't - those who have Aphantasia aren't talking about it because we had no idea everyone else was thinking in a different way, and same goes for those who are "normal". Those with Aphantasia all just assumed all those terms, like "picture in your mind", "visualize this", "daydreaming", "counting sheep", "just imagine...", etc etc etc, were all just metaphorical, figurative terms. We had absolutely no clue everyone meant it literally!

So I spent yesterday doing some research on all this, and joined an FB group for people with Aphantasia, and spoke to my mom about it in depth. As I try to get a grasp of this revelation, I am getting more and more interested, and more and more feel like this is a really significant discovery in my life. I literally feel like this changes everything for me. I now perceive people differently, I have a whole new view about how people think, human perception, about how I think and how I'm perceiving things, about how my memory is functioning, about how I am taking in information .... I mean seriously, it's like I've suddenly become aware of a whole new world. It's quite something. It's actually completely driving me to distraction. I am pretty sure this is the one and only moment I have had or will ever had where I can really say that I am experiencing a true, mind blown, experiential revelation. :tired: I feel like I have to do something about it too, lol, but of course, what's to be done??? I feel like I want to just drop everything and only focus my energies on this discovery FFS. Obviously I don't have the luxury, but I'm finding it very difficult to focus now! All I want to do is discuss this with people. I almost feel like I'm an alien who has just landed on a planet and I need to interview the inhabitants to try and understand them better.

Here is an interesting, in depth post from someone who made the same discovery. I'm really relating to a lot of what she's saying here. I completely relate to the strange, complicated implications that she's pointing out, and certainly I feel the weight of the revelation the way she seems to have: https://www.facebook.com/notes/blake-ross/aphantasia-how-it-feels-to-be-blind-in-your-mind/10156834777480504/

Fascinating condition.
I wonder if there is a treatment?

Treatment? No, there isn't. They term for the condition is only 2 years old. But is treatment necessary?? My god, if I was suddenly bombarded by mental images after living my whole life a different way, I am not sure I'd be able to function, and it would certainly change everything for me.

PJ_Soul · December 2017

markymark550 said:

I had never heard of this. Interesting though. I think it applies to me as well. Every time someone says "close your eyes and think of ____" all I see is black (or that reddish hue if you're directly facing a light source). I never see the object, but rather focus on the concept of the object. I had never considered that people can actually "see" images in their mind, but I don't find this to be some profound revelation though. It just is what it is.

Wow, really? Yeah, I'm finding it to be the most profound discovery of my entire life. It affects absolutely everything about me. How I process info, how I remember things, how I learn, memorize, recognize, read, write, speak, listen... fucking everything. Yes, it is what it is... which is everything!

PJ_Soul · December 2017

WhatYouTaughtMe said:

chadwick said:

never heard of this. i'm having a difficult time grasping this condition. for me, i'm bombarded, i've nonstop movies goin on.

Yeah, crazy right? I couldn't imagine. PJ_Soul, have you ever done mushrooms or any psychedelics? If so, I'm wondering what it was like when you closed your eyes in those situations. It's been so long, but I remember being bombarded with all kinds of beautiful imagery during a few of those experiences.

Yes, I have done psychedelics, and yes, then I was able to hallucinate behind closed eyes, but that isn't the same thing. But I do dream visually though. A lot of people with aphantasia apparently can't even do that.

PJ_Soul · December 2017

HughFreakingDillon said:

after doing more reading, I don't think this applies to me. I thought the way it was described, people were seeing real images on the insides of their eyelids, like a projector. that freaked me out.

@HughFreakingDillon , I guess go back to being freaked out then, because yes, that is exactly what's going on (EDIT: no, not on the insides of their eyelids - I misunderstood HFD there - in the mind's eye only). Most people LITERALLY see images, many more dimly and vaguely, and many so vividly that it's almost the same as the real thing. The way it is described is accurate, and yeah, that is why I and many others who make this discovery do indeed freak out when they make this discovery. I am reeling because of this new discovery. So dude, you know when people talk about counting sheep to fall asleep? Yes, they are LITERALLY closing their eyes and seeing sheep jumping over a fence. It's not a metaphorical term. Neither is "the mind's eye", "visualization", "picture if you will...", "go to your happy place", "close your eyes and imagine you're in a dewy meadow", "I close my eyes and I can picture my dead mom's face." This are all literal terms dude. I had NO clue and I'm flipping out to the point where I can't even think about anything else. The implications of having aphantasia are vast. It impacts learning, memory, education, READING. Dude, did you realize that most people actually SEE what they're reading, some as clearly as a movie?! It's true, I've talked to many people about this now, and they all attest to that. They have expressed surprise that I don't - many are saying they don't even understand how I'm able to think, lol. Like, they've asked me "imagine an apple. You see the apple, right??" Ummm, FUCK NO! I know what an apple looks like. I can put that into words. I just know it. But most people literally can see it, at least to some extent. For me, and apparently you, it's just blackness. That is why it's also called "mind blindness".

It sounds to me like you definitely have aphantasia. Read this (not all applies to me, especially not the part about reading and descriptive language, but the discovery of what's going on with most people is very relatable: https://www.facebook.com/notes/blake-ross/aphantasia-how-it-feels-to-be-blind-in-your-mind/10156834777480504/

rgambs · December 2017

I'm slightly suspicious of the prevalence of this.
It's such a strange idea that it seems hard to believe that it would go undetected so long and be so common as 1 in 50, seems like a wild guess to me.
There are so many areas of thought, particularly in relation to facial/pattern recognition and memory that would be heavily impacted.
It's hard to even grasp, the implications in the use of symbols like written language and the way we remember things.

Very strange.

HughFreakingDillon · December 2017

no, I can visualize things. I see things in my mind, just not with my eyes literally. I guess I'm not accurately explaining myself. I can close my eyes and see images of memories and such. I can picture anything I want. Just not on the backs of my eyelids, which is what I thought that meant. and yes, when I read something I visualize it.

HughFreakingDillon · December 2017

I tried it. i can close my eyes and imagine sheep jumping over a fence.

"The mind's eye"/Mental Visualization - Do you have Aphantasia??

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