How you feeling right now???
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Excited and terrified.Anything you lose from being honest
You never really had to begin with.
Sometimes it's not the song that makes you emotional it's the people and things that come to your mind when you hear it.0 -
good i had a great sleep
i bet you arenortherndragon said:Excited and terrified.
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Now just stoked for my last concert trip of the year. Thanks to those who made me laugh all day.Anything you lose from being honest
You never really had to begin with.
Sometimes it's not the song that makes you emotional it's the people and things that come to your mind when you hear it.0 -
Good, but longing for December and hopefully snow.Kool Kat Club 1992, Moderna museet 1992, Globen 2012, Friends arena 20140
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Happy...totaly.."...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
"..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
“..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”0 -
Calm & safe. (As long as I stay out of my head).0
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Relief..finally this shit day is over..Athens 2006. Dusseldorf 2007. Berlin 2009. Venice 2010. Amsterdam 1 2012. Amsterdam 1+2 2014. Buenos Aires 2015.
Prague Krakow Berlin 2018. Berlin 2022
EV, Taormina 1+2 2017.
I wish i was the souvenir you kept your house key on..0 -
Thank you - it's nice to be here. Trying to stay connected more - I am still working on it. Hope you are well SD48277!SD48277 said:
Nancy! Great to see you here.njnancy said:Calm & safe. (As long as I stay out of my head).
Thanks Hedonist. Unfortunately, I couldn't stay out of my head either and that always ends it hurt and sadness. I am trying my best to deal with PTSD but with continuing abnormal behavior from my son and others, it just feels endlessly hopeless. I don't understand and I can't make believe he doesn't exist. And my late sister's husband and I argued in the Spring and now he demands an apology or I'm not invited to holiday family gatherings. I am absolutely not apologizing and he doesn't reach out to talk and reach a stalemate so I've been banned - my sister would be apoplectic. And it makes my mom feel stressed and sad. So I'm estranged from everyone but my mother - it hurts and I am powerless over the actions of others. My ex and co. really messed up my son - my baby is so fucked up - I can't believe it's still going on and now I am scared for him due to his choices. And when do I work on me? I don't know. I can't figure out how to separate being a mother from who I am - I'm screwed. So I went there and it ends this way. Hope you are doing okay, hedoinst. Oh, just celebrated 20 years - I should feel proud, but I don't feel anything.hedonist said:
Doing that is always a tough one for me. Usually I can't help but get in therenjnancy said:Calm & safe. (As long as I stay out of my head).
Hope you keep that feeling with you.0 -
Refer to this http://community.pearljam.com/discussion/comment/6366685#Comment_6366685njnancy said:
Thank you - it's nice to be here. Trying to stay connected more - I am still working on it. Hope you are well SD48277!SD48277 said:
Nancy! Great to see you here.njnancy said:Calm & safe. (As long as I stay out of my head).
Thanks Hedonist.hedonist said:
Doing that is always a tough one for me. Usually I can't help but get in therenjnancy said:Calm & safe. (As long as I stay out of my head).
Hope you keep that feeling with you.
pg 519 in particular0 -
I'm sorry that this is how you're feeling. The accomplishment of 20 years still stands, regardless of how you feel about it in this moment. It is still there for you to take pride in when you are feeling up to that.njnancy said:
Thank you - it's nice to be here. Trying to stay connected more - I am still working on it. Hope you are well SD48277!SD48277 said:
Nancy! Great to see you here.njnancy said:Calm & safe. (As long as I stay out of my head).
Thanks Hedonist. Unfortunately, I couldn't stay out of my head either and that always ends it hurt and sadness. I am trying my best to deal with PTSD but with continuing abnormal behavior from my son and others, it just feels endlessly hopeless. I don't understand and I can't make believe he doesn't exist. And my late sister's husband and I argued in the Spring and now he demands an apology or I'm not invited to holiday family gatherings. I am absolutely not apologizing and he doesn't reach out to talk and reach a stalemate so I've been banned - my sister would be apoplectic. And it makes my mom feel stressed and sad. So I'm estranged from everyone but my mother - it hurts and I am powerless over the actions of others. My ex and co. really messed up my son - my baby is so fucked up - I can't believe it's still going on and now I am scared for him due to his choices. And when do I work on me? I don't know. I can't figure out how to separate being a mother from who I am - I'm screwed. So I went there and it ends this way. Hope you are doing okay, hedoinst. Oh, just celebrated 20 years - I should feel proud, but I don't feel anything.hedonist said:
Doing that is always a tough one for me. Usually I can't help but get in therenjnancy said:Calm & safe. (As long as I stay out of my head).
Hope you keep that feeling with you.my small self... like a book amongst the many on a shelf0 -
Agreed with this wise woman.oftenreading said:
I'm sorry that this is how you're feeling. The accomplishment of 20 years still stands, regardless of how you feel about it in this moment. It is still there for you to take pride in when you are feeling up to that.njnancy said:
Thank you - it's nice to be here. Trying to stay connected more - I am still working on it. Hope you are well SD48277!SD48277 said:
Nancy! Great to see you here.njnancy said:Calm & safe. (As long as I stay out of my head).
Thanks Hedonist. Unfortunately, I couldn't stay out of my head either and that always ends it hurt and sadness. I am trying my best to deal with PTSD but with continuing abnormal behavior from my son and others, it just feels endlessly hopeless. I don't understand and I can't make believe he doesn't exist. And my late sister's husband and I argued in the Spring and now he demands an apology or I'm not invited to holiday family gatherings. I am absolutely not apologizing and he doesn't reach out to talk and reach a stalemate so I've been banned - my sister would be apoplectic. And it makes my mom feel stressed and sad. So I'm estranged from everyone but my mother - it hurts and I am powerless over the actions of others. My ex and co. really messed up my son - my baby is so fucked up - I can't believe it's still going on and now I am scared for him due to his choices. And when do I work on me? I don't know. I can't figure out how to separate being a mother from who I am - I'm screwed. So I went there and it ends this way. Hope you are doing okay, hedoinst. Oh, just celebrated 20 years - I should feel proud, but I don't feel anything.hedonist said:
Doing that is always a tough one for me. Usually I can't help but get in therenjnancy said:Calm & safe. (As long as I stay out of my head).
Hope you keep that feeling with you.
Nancy, just feel as you can. I've found numbness is countered with waves of over-feeling; it's almost unavoidable and sometimes too much on either end, but hell, you must look after yourself too because I believe that there are shades of balances. Sometimes out of nowhere.
They're necessary and may be fleeting, but are precious and valuable.
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Thank you Nancy..it was really bad..njnancy said:
Hi Scidoo! Glad you are done with a crap day - relax, take it easy...23scidoo said:Relief..finally this shit day is over..
Athens 2006. Dusseldorf 2007. Berlin 2009. Venice 2010. Amsterdam 1 2012. Amsterdam 1+2 2014. Buenos Aires 2015.
Prague Krakow Berlin 2018. Berlin 2022
EV, Taormina 1+2 2017.
I wish i was the souvenir you kept your house key on..0 -
Tired, sore and so jacked! Can't wait to do it all again tonight!Anything you lose from being honest
You never really had to begin with.
Sometimes it's not the song that makes you emotional it's the people and things that come to your mind when you hear it.0 -
great had plenty of sleep0
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oh so thank full of every party... i may have missed or not....the thread has kept me aligned in bliss.. and taken me to palaces in the world overwrought..small dens amid galexies basking in one son...forgetting the daughters with hope there are none? left to devices of tapping out time....the boys are left with no one in space to rhyme...0
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Relieved that it was a record not playing that was the problem and not the player being broken.
I just got both UYI albums from Guns N Roses and for some reason side 3 of the first one won't play which is a bummer since that side has November freaking Rain to start it off.0 -
vogonpoetbythelake said:
oh so thank full of every party... i may have missed or not....the thread has kept me aligned in bliss.. and taken me to palaces in the world overwrought..small dens amid galexies basking in one son...forgetting the daughters with hope there are none? left to devices of tapping out time....the boys are left with no one in space to rhyme...
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