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  • northerndragon
    northerndragon Posts: 9,851
    Excited and terrified.
    Anything you lose from being honest
    You never really had to begin with.


    Sometimes it's not the song that makes you emotional it's the people and things that come to your mind when you hear it.
  • JWPearl
    JWPearl Posts: 19,893
    good i had a great sleep
    northerndragon said:

    Excited and terrified.

    i bet you are
  • northerndragon
    northerndragon Posts: 9,851
    Now just stoked for my last concert trip of the year. Thanks to those who made me laugh all day.
    Anything you lose from being honest
    You never really had to begin with.


    Sometimes it's not the song that makes you emotional it's the people and things that come to your mind when you hear it.
  • bluegrace
    bluegrace Posts: 2,357
    Good, but longing for December and hopefully snow.
    Kool Kat Club 1992, Moderna museet 1992, Globen 2012, Friends arena 2014
  • dimitrispearljam
    dimitrispearljam Posts: 139,725
    Happy...totaly..
    "...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
    "..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
    “..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
  • njnancy
    njnancy Posts: 5,096
    Calm & safe. (As long as I stay out of my head).
  • 23scidoo
    23scidoo Thessaloniki,Greece Posts: 19,996
    Relief..finally this shit day is over..
    Athens 2006. Dusseldorf 2007. Berlin 2009. Venice 2010. Amsterdam 1 2012. Amsterdam 1+2 2014. Buenos Aires 2015.
    Prague Krakow Berlin 2018. Berlin 2022
    EV, Taormina 1+2 2017.

    I wish i was the souvenir you kept your house key on..
  • njnancy
    njnancy Posts: 5,096
    23scidoo said:

    Relief..finally this shit day is over..

    Hi Scidoo! Glad you are done with a crap day - relax, take it easy...
  • SD48277
    SD48277 Posts: 12,243
    njnancy said:

    Calm & safe. (As long as I stay out of my head).

    Nancy! Great to see you here.
    ELITIST FUK
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    njnancy said:

    Calm & safe. (As long as I stay out of my head).

    Doing that is always a tough one for me. Usually I can't help but get in there :)

    Hope you keep that feeling with you.
  • njnancy
    njnancy Posts: 5,096
    SD48277 said:

    njnancy said:

    Calm & safe. (As long as I stay out of my head).

    Nancy! Great to see you here.
    Thank you - it's nice to be here. Trying to stay connected more - I am still working on it. Hope you are well SD48277!
    hedonist said:

    njnancy said:

    Calm & safe. (As long as I stay out of my head).

    Doing that is always a tough one for me. Usually I can't help but get in there :)

    Hope you keep that feeling with you.
    Thanks Hedonist. Unfortunately, I couldn't stay out of my head either and that always ends it hurt and sadness. I am trying my best to deal with PTSD but with continuing abnormal behavior from my son and others, it just feels endlessly hopeless. I don't understand and I can't make believe he doesn't exist. And my late sister's husband and I argued in the Spring and now he demands an apology or I'm not invited to holiday family gatherings. I am absolutely not apologizing and he doesn't reach out to talk and reach a stalemate so I've been banned - my sister would be apoplectic. And it makes my mom feel stressed and sad. So I'm estranged from everyone but my mother - it hurts and I am powerless over the actions of others. My ex and co. really messed up my son - my baby is so fucked up - I can't believe it's still going on and now I am scared for him due to his choices. And when do I work on me? I don't know. I can't figure out how to separate being a mother from who I am - I'm screwed. So I went there and it ends this way. Hope you are doing okay, hedoinst. Oh, just celebrated 20 years - I should feel proud, but I don't feel anything.
  • PJfanwillneverleave1
    PJfanwillneverleave1 Posts: 12,885
    njnancy said:



    SD48277 said:

    njnancy said:

    Calm & safe. (As long as I stay out of my head).

    Nancy! Great to see you here.
    Thank you - it's nice to be here. Trying to stay connected more - I am still working on it. Hope you are well SD48277!
    hedonist said:

    njnancy said:

    Calm & safe. (As long as I stay out of my head).

    Doing that is always a tough one for me. Usually I can't help but get in there :)

    Hope you keep that feeling with you.
    Thanks Hedonist.
    Refer to this http://community.pearljam.com/discussion/comment/6366685#Comment_6366685
    pg 519 in particular
  • oftenreading
    oftenreading Victoria, BC Posts: 12,856
    njnancy said:



    SD48277 said:

    njnancy said:

    Calm & safe. (As long as I stay out of my head).

    Nancy! Great to see you here.
    Thank you - it's nice to be here. Trying to stay connected more - I am still working on it. Hope you are well SD48277!
    hedonist said:

    njnancy said:

    Calm & safe. (As long as I stay out of my head).

    Doing that is always a tough one for me. Usually I can't help but get in there :)

    Hope you keep that feeling with you.
    Thanks Hedonist. Unfortunately, I couldn't stay out of my head either and that always ends it hurt and sadness. I am trying my best to deal with PTSD but with continuing abnormal behavior from my son and others, it just feels endlessly hopeless. I don't understand and I can't make believe he doesn't exist. And my late sister's husband and I argued in the Spring and now he demands an apology or I'm not invited to holiday family gatherings. I am absolutely not apologizing and he doesn't reach out to talk and reach a stalemate so I've been banned - my sister would be apoplectic. And it makes my mom feel stressed and sad. So I'm estranged from everyone but my mother - it hurts and I am powerless over the actions of others. My ex and co. really messed up my son - my baby is so fucked up - I can't believe it's still going on and now I am scared for him due to his choices. And when do I work on me? I don't know. I can't figure out how to separate being a mother from who I am - I'm screwed. So I went there and it ends this way. Hope you are doing okay, hedoinst. Oh, just celebrated 20 years - I should feel proud, but I don't feel anything.
    I'm sorry that this is how you're feeling. The accomplishment of 20 years still stands, regardless of how you feel about it in this moment. It is still there for you to take pride in when you are feeling up to that.
    my small self... like a book amongst the many on a shelf
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    oftenreading said:

    njnancy said:



    SD48277 said:

    njnancy said:

    Calm & safe. (As long as I stay out of my head).

    Nancy! Great to see you here.
    Thank you - it's nice to be here. Trying to stay connected more - I am still working on it. Hope you are well SD48277!
    hedonist said:

    njnancy said:

    Calm & safe. (As long as I stay out of my head).

    Doing that is always a tough one for me. Usually I can't help but get in there :)

    Hope you keep that feeling with you.
    Thanks Hedonist. Unfortunately, I couldn't stay out of my head either and that always ends it hurt and sadness. I am trying my best to deal with PTSD but with continuing abnormal behavior from my son and others, it just feels endlessly hopeless. I don't understand and I can't make believe he doesn't exist. And my late sister's husband and I argued in the Spring and now he demands an apology or I'm not invited to holiday family gatherings. I am absolutely not apologizing and he doesn't reach out to talk and reach a stalemate so I've been banned - my sister would be apoplectic. And it makes my mom feel stressed and sad. So I'm estranged from everyone but my mother - it hurts and I am powerless over the actions of others. My ex and co. really messed up my son - my baby is so fucked up - I can't believe it's still going on and now I am scared for him due to his choices. And when do I work on me? I don't know. I can't figure out how to separate being a mother from who I am - I'm screwed. So I went there and it ends this way. Hope you are doing okay, hedoinst. Oh, just celebrated 20 years - I should feel proud, but I don't feel anything.
    I'm sorry that this is how you're feeling. The accomplishment of 20 years still stands, regardless of how you feel about it in this moment. It is still there for you to take pride in when you are feeling up to that.
    Agreed with this wise woman.

    Nancy, just feel as you can. I've found numbness is countered with waves of over-feeling; it's almost unavoidable and sometimes too much on either end, but hell, you must look after yourself too because I believe that there are shades of balances. Sometimes out of nowhere.

    They're necessary and may be fleeting, but are precious and valuable.



  • 23scidoo
    23scidoo Thessaloniki,Greece Posts: 19,996
    njnancy said:

    23scidoo said:

    Relief..finally this shit day is over..

    Hi Scidoo! Glad you are done with a crap day - relax, take it easy...
    Thank you Nancy..it was really bad..
    Athens 2006. Dusseldorf 2007. Berlin 2009. Venice 2010. Amsterdam 1 2012. Amsterdam 1+2 2014. Buenos Aires 2015.
    Prague Krakow Berlin 2018. Berlin 2022
    EV, Taormina 1+2 2017.

    I wish i was the souvenir you kept your house key on..
  • northerndragon
    northerndragon Posts: 9,851
    Tired, sore and so jacked! Can't wait to do it all again tonight!
    Anything you lose from being honest
    You never really had to begin with.


    Sometimes it's not the song that makes you emotional it's the people and things that come to your mind when you hear it.
  • JWPearl
    JWPearl Posts: 19,893
    great had plenty of sleep
  • vogonpoetbythelake
    vogonpoetbythelake Posts: 2,146
    oh so thank full of every party... i may have missed or not....the thread has kept me aligned in bliss.. and taken me to palaces in the world overwrought..small dens amid galexies basking in one son...forgetting the daughters with hope there are none? left to devices of tapping out time....the boys are left with no one in space to rhyme...
  • InHiding80
    InHiding80 Upland,CA Posts: 7,623
    Relieved that it was a record not playing that was the problem and not the player being broken.

    I just got both UYI albums from Guns N Roses and for some reason side 3 of the first one won't play which is a bummer since that side has November freaking Rain to start it off.
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    vogonpoetbythelake said:

    oh so thank full of every party... i may have missed or not....the thread has kept me aligned in bliss.. and taken me to palaces in the world overwrought..small dens amid galexies basking in one son...forgetting the daughters with hope there are none? left to devices of tapping out time....the boys are left with no one in space to rhyme...

    :)

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