Clean and Sober

Thanks Rob. Today is say 11 and I am starting to settle into this new life finally. I went to the gym again yesterday and love how it makes me feel. I am floored by how much I am eating. I see why people gain weight after detox which is why I want to go to the gym. I would rather get my Marine body back then plump up some. Music Festival is Saturday with my daughter and I think I'm about ready.

I made it through my first sober show. I didn't even smoke a bowl or have a beer. I wanted to enjoy spending time with my daughter sober and It was worth it. We got to have the 'if a boy ever hits you please beat the shit out of him and make sure you call me so I can kill him' talk and the drug talk. I never talked with my kids about why I joined the Marine Corps.(to get away from my drug friends and to try and kick start my life). I was saving it for their teenage years to prove a point of going to college and being focused rather than stoned and going nowhere. I was happy as she listened and told me she isn't ready to give up being my concert buddy yet. It's tradition for us to go to these things and she is already excited for Mayhem in July. Today is day 13 and I am so happy I did this.