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  • dimitrispearljam
    dimitrispearljam Posts: 139,725
    gimmesometruth27 wrote:
    i was awake all night thinking about things.

    i have come to realize that being "a great guy", "a wonderful man", and "an amazing person", or whatever other fucking meaningless platitude that people want to assign to me, has never, ever, one time paid off for me. i always end up where i am right now.

    all the guys who have the things i want in life are assholes. i realize now that nice guys really do finish last. i can not be anyone other than who i am, and what everyone on here sees is what they get.

    i am tired of finishing last, and i am tired of this race, and i'm not gonna run in it anymore.. i am so done with it.
    oh yeah...same shit as always...i understand you..very very well..
    "...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
    "..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
    “..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
  • dimitrispearljam
    dimitrispearljam Posts: 139,725
    i read something at friends wall at f/b..it sucks good people have this issues... :(
    "...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
    "..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
    “..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
  • JonnyPistachio
    JonnyPistachio Florida Posts: 10,219
    Ms. Haiku wrote:
    I found out yesterday I will need open heart surgery. The last one I had was in 1975.

    It is not an emergency, but strongly recommended. First I have to get a job that offers short term disability.

    June 26th-stroke
    July 29th-laid off
    August 15-pulmonary valve replacement recommended (open heart surgery)

    Can I have Christmas early this year? How about all of December. I think I deserve it.

    Oh man, best of luck Ms.H! I hope you get Xmas early. :)
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  • gimmesometruth27
    gimmesometruth27 St. Fuckin Louis Posts: 24,336
    worst

    day

    ever


    :|
    "You can tell the greatness of a man by what makes him angry."  - Lincoln

    "Well, you tell him that I don't talk to suckas."
  • SD48277
    SD48277 Posts: 12,243
    gimmesometruth27 wrote:
    worst

    day

    ever


    :|
    Sorry to hear this. I hope things get better. On the bright side: it's Friday, and you have the whole weekend to do what you want.
    ELITIST FUK
  • dimitrispearljam
    dimitrispearljam Posts: 139,725
    gimmesometruth27 wrote:
    worst

    day

    ever


    :|
    sorry buddy
    "...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
    "..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
    “..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
  • josevolution
    josevolution Posts: 31,756
    Ms. Haiku wrote:
    I found out yesterday I will need open heart surgery. The last one I had was in 1975.

    It is not an emergency, but strongly recommended. First I have to get a job that offers short term disability.

    June 26th-stroke
    July 29th-laid off
    August 15-pulmonary valve replacement recommended (open heart surgery)

    Can I have Christmas early this year? How about all of December. I think I deserve it.

    Whoa that totally sucks you'll be in my thoughts wish you the best ..........
    jesus greets me looks just like me ....
  • josevolution
    josevolution Posts: 31,756
    All of the people here who are having bad days/weeks/months that's what's on my mind , wishing you guys/gals better times ahead wich i recommend listening to "Better days " that songs really makes me feel better ...
    jesus greets me looks just like me ....
  • dottles
    dottles Posts: 9,209
    An MRI scan on a Sunday afternoon - :? :? :? crikey.
    2009 - Manchester. 2010 - Dublin, Belfast, London, Berlin, Arras, Werchter. 2011 - PJ20 i & ii, Montreal, Toronto i & ii, Ottawa, Hamilton. 
    2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes.
    2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii. 
  • Ms. Haiku
    Ms. Haiku Washington DC Posts: 7,386
    dottles wrote:
    An MRI scan on a Sunday afternoon - :? :? :? crikey.
    I've had so many MRIs recently, why don't you just take one of mine?
    They are very interesting, like abstract art.

    On the more serious side, I hope everything works out for you.
    There is no such thing as leftover pizza. There is now pizza and later pizza. - anonymous
    The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
  • dottles
    dottles Posts: 9,209
    Ms. Haiku wrote:
    dottles wrote:
    An MRI scan on a Sunday afternoon - :? :? :? crikey.
    I've had so many MRIs recently, why don't you just take one of mine?
    They are very interesting, like abstract art.

    On the more serious side, I hope everything works out for you.

    :lol: mine is on my brain. I've had 65 hours of surface EEG for it - so 45 minutes of MRI should be ok :)

    Hope everything works out for you too x
    2009 - Manchester. 2010 - Dublin, Belfast, London, Berlin, Arras, Werchter. 2011 - PJ20 i & ii, Montreal, Toronto i & ii, Ottawa, Hamilton. 
    2012 - Manchester i & ii, Berlin i & ii, Stockholm. 2014 - Amsterdam i & ii, Trieste, Vienna, Berlin, Leeds, Milton Keynes.
    2016 - Boston Fenway i & ii, 2018 - Amsterdam i & ii, Pinkpop, London i & ii, Padova, Krakow, Barcelona, Seattle i & ii. 
  • decides2dream
    decides2dream Posts: 14,977
    Ms. Haiku wrote:
    I found out yesterday I will need open heart surgery. The last one I had was in 1975.

    It is not an emergency, but strongly recommended. First I have to get a job that offers short term disability.

    June 26th-stroke
    July 29th-laid off
    August 15-pulmonary valve replacement recommended (open heart surgery)

    Can I have Christmas early this year? How about all of December. I think I deserve it.

    oh ms. haiku ... youDESERVE everything you wish for, and more!!!
    you are one of THE most wonderful people i've never had the pleasure to meet.

    my life has been a shit-show for quite some time. many, many things going wrong ... not as i wish them to be ... working so hard to get somewhere, and getting no where. that said, i've had a LOT of joy, and overall, my life is STILL pretty damn good, considering. and reading your words reminds me once again, i AM lucky, very lucky.


    much, much love to you - and please, please, please ... may the powers that be, truly give you ALL you deserve, as you deserve EVERY happiness.

    XO
    maria to maria
    Stay with me...
    Let's just breathe...


    I am myself like you somehow


  • comebackgirl
    comebackgirl Posts: 9,885
    gimmesometruth27 wrote:
    i was awake all night thinking about things.

    i have come to realize that being "a great guy", "a wonderful man", and "an amazing person", or whatever other fucking meaningless platitude that people want to assign to me, has never, ever, one time paid off for me. i always end up where i am right now.

    all the guys who have the things i want in life are assholes. i realize now that nice guys really do finish last. i can not be anyone other than who i am, and what everyone on here sees is what they get.

    i am tired of finishing last, and i am tired of this race, and i'm not gonna run in it anymore.. i am so done with it.
    I'm sorry for whatever it is you're going through. The lyric in my signature just struck me in reading this. Sometimes you just have to accept yourself, others, and situations for what they are. You can drive yourself crazy wishing they were different, but in the end all the wishing doesn't change anything..so you have to try to find the light in it. And don't wish to change for anybody, because the only reflection of your worth that matters is the true reflection of you.
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    "I need your strength for me to be strong...I need your love to feel loved"
  • Leezestarr313
    Leezestarr313 Temple of the cat Posts: 14,447
    Goddammit, dateline! Why all the commercials GRRRRRR
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  • Ayedavanita
    Ayedavanita Posts: 1,443
    LETTERS....YAY!!! lol :D
    "You think I got my eyes closed but I'm lookin' at you the whole fuckin' time..."
  • Losiento
    Losiento Posts: 282
    kw18 wrote:
    gimmesometruth27 wrote:
    i was awake all night thinking about things.

    i have come to realize that being "a great guy", "a wonderful man", and "an amazing person", or whatever other fucking meaningless platitude that people want to assign to me, has never, ever, one time paid off for me. i always end up where i am right now.

    all the guys who have the things i want in life are assholes. i realize now that nice guys really do finish last. i can not be anyone other than who i am, and what everyone on here sees is what they get.

    i am tired of finishing last, and i am tired of this race, and i'm not gonna run in it anymore.. i am so done with it.

    Good -- you shouldn't play the game, and you shouldn't try to be anyone other than who you are.

    The moment you start living life that way and stop judging your position in life against others is the moment when you'll start feeling better about your life.

    Best of luck.
    I don't judge. Just know it happens. That's why I tell people I know who get frustrated or bummed about the "rat race" is to forget about that shit and move in the purest of actions without the "me" syndrome. Just do the right thing.
  • bluegrace
    bluegrace Posts: 2,357
    times gone by
    Kool Kat Club 1992, Moderna museet 1992, Globen 2012, Friends arena 2014
  • Ms. Haiku
    Ms. Haiku Washington DC Posts: 7,386
    gimmesometruth27 wrote:
    i was awake all night thinking about things.

    i have come to realize that being "a great guy", "a wonderful man", and "an amazing person", or whatever other fucking meaningless platitude that people want to assign to me, has never, ever, one time paid off for me. i always end up where i am right now.

    all the guys who have the things i want in life are assholes. i realize now that nice guys really do finish last. i can not be anyone other than who i am, and what everyone on here sees is what they get.

    i am tired of finishing last, and i am tired of this race, and i'm not gonna run in it anymore.. i am so done with it.
    I'm that. Just like you said.

    After my stroke I realized how good it is to be that.

    Don't wait until you have a stroke to know how good you are.
    There is no such thing as leftover pizza. There is now pizza and later pizza. - anonymous
    The risk I took was calculated, but man, am I bad at math - The Mincing Mockingbird
  • smarchee
    smarchee Windsor, Ontario Posts: 14,539
    grilling burgers, sun is shining
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  • EZ1221C
    EZ1221C Posts: 2,645
    so many things I'd like to say to you now. really ready for some change.
    PLAY THE SOUTH

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