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  • justam
    justam Posts: 21,415
    CHANGEinWAVES wrote:
    justam wrote:

    Divorce is just the nasty gift that keeps on giving! :x :(
    I'll second that!


    I hope things workout, family stuff can be such a pain in the a**

    Thanks CHANGEinWAVES.

    This latest thing hit me by surprise.
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  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    In this book (little bee) she mentions laying beside her husband in the first few weeks of marriage.... Knowing he was the wrong man. Instantly, I remembered my ex saying he knew 2 months into our marriage. I'm still frustrated with the fact that he waited 7 years to let me in on this tidbit of information. Oh, now I know he was right, even though I cried and begged him to stay... He was right... I'm better without him. The point remains... That's 7 years I'll never get back, 7 years I thought things were one way when in all truth they were another. I don't miss him, I don't want him.... I do want that wasted time back though.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • justam
    justam Posts: 21,415
    CiW, I don't blame you for wanting your time back!
    Do you think you learned anything useful from it all?
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  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    I am growing to despise this little fucker
    > :fp:
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    justam wrote:
    CiW, I don't blame you for wanting your time back!
    Do you think you learned anything useful from it all?
    You're first instinct is the right one.... Before he asked me out (wayyyy back when I was 17) a friend asked me if I would consider dating him. My answer, "He's not my type, I could never see myself with him". Too bad for me sneaky coworkers devised a plan to get us to go on a "date"... I think after that it just became repetition, and it snowballed but who really knows... I was 17 for fucks sake! lol!!

    With that said.... His Dad passed away at the time when a couple would either separate or get really serious... sadly, I think it pushed us in the wrong direction. (I suppose we're both at fault for loss of time)


    wow I really spilled my past in instant thoughts... Not so "instant"... Sorry.



    Instant thought for ya (to stay on topic)...


    the room spins at times
    when I have feet firmly planted on the floor,
    the wind goes sill
    when my thoughts spin within
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • rollings
    rollings unknown Posts: 7,127
    CHANGEinWAVES wrote:
    the room spins at times
    when I have feet firmly planted on the floor,
    the wind goes sill
    when my thoughts spin within

    this is good!
  • justam
    justam Posts: 21,415
    CHANGEinWAVES wrote:
    justam wrote:
    CiW, I don't blame you for wanting your time back!
    Do you think you learned anything useful from it all?
    You're first instinct is the right one.... Before he asked me out (wayyyy back when I was 17) a friend asked me if I would consider dating him. My answer, "He's not my type, I could never see myself with him". Too bad for me sneaky coworkers devised a plan to get us to go on a "date"... I think after that it just became repetition, and it snowballed but who really knows... I was 17 for fucks sake! lol!!

    With that said.... His Dad passed away at the time when a couple would either separate or get really serious... sadly, I think it pushed us in the wrong direction. (I suppose we're both at fault for loss of time)


    wow I really spilled my past in instant thoughts... Not so "instant"... Sorry.

    I thought your answer to my question was perfect. No need to apologize. :)
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  • rollings
    rollings unknown Posts: 7,127
    and in an instant thought
    I went tonight
    and pleasant we were with each other
    not like every night
    or like forever where
    you're never gone

    but even when you're not
    comes poetry, comes song, and on
    whether fair or far play
    all that could go away
    ...but doesn't
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    rollings wrote:
    CHANGEinWAVES wrote:
    the room spins at times
    when I have feet firmly planted on the floor,
    the wind goes sill
    when my thoughts spin within

    this is good!
    justam wrote:
    CHANGEinWAVES wrote:
    justam wrote:
    CiW, I don't blame you for wanting your time back!
    Do you think you learned anything useful from it all?
    You're first instinct is the right one.... Before he asked me out (wayyyy back when I was 17) a friend asked me if I would consider dating him. My answer, "He's not my type, I could never see myself with him". Too bad for me sneaky coworkers devised a plan to get us to go on a "date"... I think after that it just became repetition, and it snowballed but who really knows... I was 17 for fucks sake! lol!!

    With that said.... His Dad passed away at the time when a couple would either separate or get really serious... sadly, I think it pushed us in the wrong direction. (I suppose we're both at fault for loss of time)


    wow I really spilled my past in instant thoughts... Not so "instant"... Sorry.

    I thought your answer to my question was perfect. No need to apologize. :)
    thanks guys, I really appreciate someone listening to my babble!
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • justam
    justam Posts: 21,415
    I wonder what time they are going to disconnect this board?
    It's already ten pm EST. :)
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  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    It's all an evil experiment!

    Kat & Sea
    Dr. Jimmy & Mr. Jim

    :)
  • chadwick
    chadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    poetry
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."
    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
  • Godfather.
    Godfather. Posts: 12,504
    had a strange but real last 7 days, my contract was almost canceled and that moment of in and out I realized that things I thought were important were not so much...and the things I have been taking for granted are.
    I don't know if this makes any sense to you all but it's something that has changed my way of thinking.


    Godfather.
  • pandora
    pandora Posts: 21,855
    two is sometimes too much to ....
  • chadwick
    chadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    Godfather. wrote:
    had a strange but real last 7 days, my contract was almost canceled and that moment of in and out I realized that things I thought were important were not so much...and the things I have been taking for granted are.
    I don't know if this makes any sense to you all but it's something that has changed my way of thinking.


    Godfather.
    drill baby drill, yes/no?
    pass the spliff, yes/no?
    you glad that finally you were awoken from the day to day nightmare, yes/no?
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."
    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
  • Godfather.
    Godfather. Posts: 12,504
    chadwick wrote:
    Godfather. wrote:
    had a strange but real last 7 days, my contract was almost canceled and that moment of in and out I realized that things I thought were important were not so much...and the things I have been taking for granted are.
    I don't know if this makes any sense to you all but it's something that has changed my way of thinking.


    Godfather.
    drill baby drill, yes/no?
    pass the spliff, yes/no?
    you glad that finally you were awoken from the day to day nightmare, yes/no?

    1) yes
    2)no
    day to day nightmare ? check yourself on that one dude. :lol:
    but to tell you the truth my time spent on this forum with tree huggers and drug addicts is really a waste of my time and all the hippy talk of love and peace in a free world is really just a joke most of you don't have a clue,all you know is you can smoke your dope and go buy some chips and soda/beer without worrying about stepping on a IED.
    so chad you will be the first I'd like to say a big FUCK YOU too and the rest you know who you are...FUCK OFF !
    hell even the token homo on here sez whats on his mind without having to kiss everybodys ass (peace and respect to you POD) we may not agree but I respect the way you stand up for yourself.
    and KAT and SEA send me $25 and we'll call it good, you can have this bunch of candy ass's...yea that'll happen :lol:

    now quick someone go tell KAT that Godfather is picking on me again....that'd be you chad we all know you're a rat.

    Godfather. :wave:
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    Having the realization that some things are unimportant doesn't, I believe, grant license to turn around and shit on those things (or people? hmmm) deemed trivial.

    Anyway, I believe chad is a fine fellow with a good and passionate heart.

    sheesh.

    I'm gonna go heat up some kickass pizza now.

    (and very likely smoke a big fat sweet bowl afterward with another fine fellow)

    ps..."token homo"?

    wow.
  • hedonist
    hedonist Posts: 24,524
    pps...I get your passion too, GF. And can appreciate how you've let a lot of remarks roll off your back with humor.

    But (and knowing that my opinion, in the end, means shit anyway), some of what you said crossed the line. Guess you've figured as much yourself.



    Anyway, the pizza was dee-lish. Usually better the next day.
  • chadwick
    chadwick up my ass Posts: 21,157
    Godfather. wrote:
    1) yes
    2)no
    day to day nightmare ? check yourself on that one dude. :lol:
    but to tell you the truth my time spent on this forum with tree huggers and drug addicts is really a waste of my time and all the hippy talk of love and peace in a free world is really just a joke most of you don't have a clue,all you know is you can smoke your dope and go buy some chips and soda/beer without worrying about stepping on a IED.
    so chad you will be the first I'd like to say a big FUCK YOU too and the rest you know who you are...FUCK OFF !
    hell even the token homo on here sez whats on his mind without having to kiss everybodys ass (peace and respect to you POD) we may not agree but I respect the way you stand up for yourself.
    and KAT and SEA send me $25 and we'll call it good, you can have this bunch of candy ass's...yea that'll happen :lol:

    now quick someone go tell KAT that Godfather is picking on me again....that'd be you chad we all know you're a rat.

    Godfather. :wave:
    good morning, sir cranky

    who have i snitched off?

    a poem about this would be better served as this is the poetry section, now turned poetry slam. have at it, sir. let's see whatcha got big fella.
    for poetry through the ceiling. ISBN: 1 4241 8840 7

    "Hear me, my chiefs!
    I am tired; my heart is
    sick and sad. From where
    the sun stands I will fight
    no more forever."
    Chief Joseph - Nez Perce
  • pandora
    pandora Posts: 21,855
    must be fun to have no conscience at all :wtf:

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