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  • dimitrispearljam
    dimitrispearljam Posts: 139,725
    tired..need sleep
    "...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
    "..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
    “..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
  • he still stands
    he still stands Posts: 2,835
    photogirlliz wrote:
    he still stands wrote:
    Heartbroken
    :( Hope everything is ok...is this still the girl you had a major crush on?

    yeah. wow, I wish I could go back in time and never meet her. I've never been so devastated, and I'm 31 with a divorce on my record.
    Everything not forbidden is compulsory and eveything not compulsory is forbidden. You are free... free to do what the government says you can do.
  • dimitrispearljam
    dimitrispearljam Posts: 139,725
    he still stands wrote:
    photogirlliz wrote:
    he still stands wrote:
    Heartbroken
    :( Hope everything is ok...is this still the girl you had a major crush on?

    yeah. wow, I wish I could go back in time and never meet her. I've never been so devastated, and I'm 31 with a divorce on my record.
    i understand what you sayin,but this devorce in your record is your business ..dont give a shit what others think of it..
    who you are counts only..divorce or not isnt something someone should judge you for it.
    "...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
    "..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
    “..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
  • of.the.girl
    of.the.girl Posts: 10,026
    he still stands wrote:
    photogirlliz wrote:
    he still stands wrote:
    Heartbroken
    :( Hope everything is ok...is this still the girl you had a major crush on?

    yeah. wow, I wish I could go back in time and never meet her. I've never been so devastated, and I'm 31 with a divorce on my record.


    Don't let a divorce on your record hold you back. There are some pretty amazing women out there. You'll find the right one for you. Look at this heartbreak as a lesson learned and that your heart and mind are ready to care and love another.
  • he still stands
    he still stands Posts: 2,835
    sheila0225 wrote:
    Don't let a divorce on your record hold you back. There are some pretty amazing women out there. You'll find the right one for you. Look at this heartbreak as a lesson learned and that your heart and mind are ready to care and love another.

    thanks for the kind words... I just meant that this heartbreak is worse than the heartbreak that I felt during my divorce.

    people shouldn't be all "I want to move 800 miles to be with you, let's just move in together, etc" to "hey, I'm going to be seeing two other guys possibly while I'm living away from you. I need more than one guy to fulfill different needs. But someday I'll move in with you. Wait for me?"

    my response: "umm no, I am not a fucking CUCKOLD."

    edit: polyamory just ain't my thing. to be fair, she is young (23) and she said that she would be monogamous with me if she lived here. Maybe I'm just lusting for a hot young girl...
    Everything not forbidden is compulsory and eveything not compulsory is forbidden. You are free... free to do what the government says you can do.
  • of.the.girl
    of.the.girl Posts: 10,026
    he still stands wrote:
    sheila0225 wrote:
    Don't let a divorce on your record hold you back. There are some pretty amazing women out there. You'll find the right one for you. Look at this heartbreak as a lesson learned and that your heart and mind are ready to care and love another.

    thanks for the kind words... I just meant that this heartbreak is worse than the heartbreak that I felt during my divorce.

    people shouldn't be all "I want to move 800 miles to be with you, let's just move in together, etc" to "hey, I'm going to be seeing two other guys possibly while I'm living away from you. I need more than one guy to fulfill different needs. But someday I'll move in with you. Wait for me?"

    my response: "umm no, I am not a fucking CUCKOLD."

    edit: polyamory just ain't my thing. to be fair, she is young (23) and she said that she would be monogamous with me if she lived here. Maybe I'm just lusting for a hot young girl...

    Trust me...I totally understand. Lusting is probably right. And she is 23...she might just like the thrill that you and possibly 2 others want her. Was this the first woman you were like this with since your divorce?
  • he still stands
    he still stands Posts: 2,835
    sheila0225 wrote:
    Trust me...I totally understand. Lusting is probably right. And she is 23...she might just like the thrill that you and possibly 2 others want her. Was this the first woman you were like this with since your divorce?

    yeah, it has been over two years since my divorce and this was the first time I felt "love." I use quotation marks because I think it may be just some sort of biological uncontrollable thing when you meet someone you subconsciously want to mate with. Pheremones and shit, mang. I'm fucking torn up about it, regardless. It feels like I've been poisoned... physically... just fucking ill.
    Everything not forbidden is compulsory and eveything not compulsory is forbidden. You are free... free to do what the government says you can do.
  • of.the.girl
    of.the.girl Posts: 10,026
    he still stands wrote:
    sheila0225 wrote:
    Trust me...I totally understand. Lusting is probably right. And she is 23...she might just like the thrill that you and possibly 2 others want her. Was this the first woman you were like this with since your divorce?

    yeah, it has been over two years since my divorce and this was the first time I felt "love." I use quotation marks because I think it may be just some sort of biological uncontrollable thing when you meet someone you subconsciously want to mate with. Pheremones and shit, mang. I'm fucking torn up about it, regardless. It feels like I've been poisoned... physically... just fucking ill.

    Believe me...I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND the "love" thing. Sometimes, it's just a gut feeling that you know that that one person is it. Or that there is something deep for them. Don't let it fester in you to the point that you are physically ill over it. That will only do more harm to you.
  • pandora
    pandora Posts: 21,855
    curious
  • of.the.girl
    of.the.girl Posts: 10,026
    sheila0225 wrote:
    Anxious and confused and needing to scream and wanting to be in his arms

    Pretty much a klusterfuck of emotion


    this again. :? :evil:
  • Leezestarr313
    Leezestarr313 Temple of the cat Posts: 14,444
    sheila0225 wrote:
    sheila0225 wrote:
    Anxious and confused and needing to scream and wanting to be in his arms

    Pretty much a klusterfuck of emotion


    this again. :? :evil:

    Aww Sheila :( Hang in there, I hope you'll feel better soon! Hugs!
    Please, Pearl Jam, consider a Benaroya Hall vinyl reissue! http://community.pearljam.com/discussion/148993/please-pearl-jam-consider-a-vinyl-benaroya-hall-re-issue


  • dimitrispearljam
    dimitrispearljam Posts: 139,725
    i love the new name avatar there.. :mrgreen:
    "...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
    "..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
    “..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
  • Leezestarr313
    Leezestarr313 Temple of the cat Posts: 14,444
    dimitrispearljam wrote:
    i love the new name avatar there.. :mrgreen:

    Me too :mrgreen:

    Hi Dimi :wave: I hope you're having a good day!
    Please, Pearl Jam, consider a Benaroya Hall vinyl reissue! http://community.pearljam.com/discussion/148993/please-pearl-jam-consider-a-vinyl-benaroya-hall-re-issue


  • dimitrispearljam
    dimitrispearljam Posts: 139,725
    Leezestarr313 wrote:
    dimitrispearljam wrote:
    i love the new name avatar there.. :mrgreen:

    Me too :mrgreen:

    Hi Dimi :wave: I hope you're having a good day!
    its cool one..a bit tired..but ok..watching a movie..hope you guys enjoy :D
    "...Dimitri...He talks to me...'.."The Ghost of Greece..".
    "..That's One Happy Fuckin Ghost.."
    “..That came up on the Pillow Case...This is for the Greek, With Our Apologies.....”
  • of.the.girl
    of.the.girl Posts: 10,026
    Leezestarr313 wrote:
    sheila0225 wrote:
    sheila0225 wrote:
    Anxious and confused and needing to scream and wanting to be in his arms

    Pretty much a klusterfuck of emotion


    this again. :? :evil:

    Aww Sheila :( Hang in there, I hope you'll feel better soon! Hugs!


    Thanks. I will...the emotions just creeped up on me again. Totally unexpected too. I might have to go running tonight.

    Glad to see you're having a great time. :mrgreen:
  • he still stands
    he still stands Posts: 2,835
    sheila0225 wrote:
    Thanks. I will...the emotions just creeped up on me again. Totally unexpected too. I might have to go running tonight.

    Glad to see you're having a great time. :mrgreen:

    i just ran 3, followed by push ups, pull ups and sit ups in a circuit until I felt nauseous.

    It helps. :D
    Everything not forbidden is compulsory and eveything not compulsory is forbidden. You are free... free to do what the government says you can do.
  • of.the.girl
    of.the.girl Posts: 10,026
    he still stands wrote:
    sheila0225 wrote:
    Thanks. I will...the emotions just creeped up on me again. Totally unexpected too. I might have to go running tonight.

    Glad to see you're having a great time. :mrgreen:

    i just ran 3, followed by push ups, pull ups and sit ups in a circuit until I felt nauseous.

    It helps. :D


    Well golly gee...I wouldn't go that far. I just want to run as long as it takes to clear my head. Or do flights of stairs. That usually gets my head cleared pretty damn quickly.
  • of.the.girl
    of.the.girl Posts: 10,026
    Sexy and adventurous :twisted: :D:mrgreen:
  • Leezestarr313
    Leezestarr313 Temple of the cat Posts: 14,444
    sheila0225 wrote:
    Sexy and adventurous :twisted: :D:mrgreen:

    You are quite moody today :lol: :thumbup:
    Please, Pearl Jam, consider a Benaroya Hall vinyl reissue! http://community.pearljam.com/discussion/148993/please-pearl-jam-consider-a-vinyl-benaroya-hall-re-issue


  • he still stands
    he still stands Posts: 2,835
    like changing my profile picture..................................................
    Everything not forbidden is compulsory and eveything not compulsory is forbidden. You are free... free to do what the government says you can do.

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