what's on your mind, right now?

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  • vmfury
    vmfury Posts: 1,091
    It would be nice if the brain was structured with an option to delete.
    We’ll meet again, but not yet…not yet. 
  • The fact that I can't sleep here... until the locks are changed..... in fear of my brother-in-law.....

    What hell this is shaping up to be. :?
  • mickeyrat
    mickeyrat Posts: 44,461
    The fact that I can't sleep here... until the locks are changed..... in fear of my brother-in-law.....

    What hell this is shaping up to be. :?
    oh my. keep your cell close and/or call the cops and ask for extra patrols through the night.
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  • comebackgirl
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    :shifty:
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  • prism
    prism Posts: 2,440
    how much to sucks to have something happening that might mean my biggest fear...

    but having to pretend everything's alright so i don't freak out my family until i find out for sure
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  • AELARA
    AELARA Posts: 803
    How am I gonna cope with my long working hours? :roll:
    I am mine!
  • gimmesometruth27
    gimmesometruth27 St. Fuckin Louis Posts: 24,122
    tired of life and all of the bullshit associated with it....nothing ever works out...
    "You can tell the greatness of a man by what makes him angry."  - Lincoln

    "Well, you tell him that I don't talk to suckas."
  • catefrances
    catefrances Posts: 29,003
    tired of life and all of the bullshit associated with it....nothing ever works out...

    this ^^^

    and you know what? they tell you itll get better and theyre right... unfortunately it only gets better long enough for it to get fucked up again. and ive had enough. i dont want to do it anymore.
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  • tired of life and all of the bullshit associated with it....nothing ever works out...

    this ^^^

    and you know what? they tell you itll get better and theyre right... unfortunately it only gets better long enough for it to get fucked up again. and ive had enough. i dont want to do it anymore.


    Me too. I'm tired. Mentally, physically and in every way. It's a vicious cycle that doesn't want to break. Sigh..
    I wish I was an alien at home behind the sun.....
    I wanna race..with the sundown..I want a last breath..I don't let out...
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  • gimmesometruth27
    gimmesometruth27 St. Fuckin Louis Posts: 24,122
    lina319 wrote:
    tired of life and all of the bullshit associated with it....nothing ever works out...

    this ^^^

    and you know what? they tell you itll get better and theyre right... unfortunately it only gets better long enough for it to get fucked up again. and ive had enough. i dont want to do it anymore.


    Me too. I'm tired. Mentally, physically and in every way. It's a vicious cycle that doesn't want to break. Sigh..
    me too, mentally, physically, emotionally exhausted, i am spent. things just suck right now. there are some things that i can just not get past...it seems that the harder i fight to try to get things normal again it just fucks them up even worse...the more i want something or the more i want things to work out with someone it just makes it that much more elusive. i just feel like there is no point in trying anymore. i just feel like i am done...

    and CF, yes they tell me that, but none of them have walked in my shoes and none of them know the extent of what has happened to me or just how shattered i am...and if i told them they would never believe me...and nodoby can tell me when things will get better. some days i am great, and then right after that there is a string of 4 or 5 days in a row when things are shitty again. i think i have finally hit bottom, so i thought things are supposed to be easier after that??
    "You can tell the greatness of a man by what makes him angry."  - Lincoln

    "Well, you tell him that I don't talk to suckas."
  • AELARA
    AELARA Posts: 803
    me too, mentally, physically, emotionally exhausted, i am spent. things just suck right now. there are some things that i can just not get past...it seems that the harder i fight to try to get things normal again it just fucks them up even worse...the more i want something or the more i want things to work out with someone it just makes it that much more elusive. i just feel like there is no point in trying anymore. i just feel like i am done...

    and CF, yes they tell me that, but none of them have walked in my shoes and none of them know the extent of what has happened to me or just how shattered i am...and if i told them they would never believe me...and nodoby can tell me when things will get better. some days i am great, and then right after that there is a string of 4 or 5 days in a row when things are shitty again. i think i have finally hit bottom, so i thought things are supposed to be easier after that??[/quote]

    Me too... I just NEED to hope for sth.
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  • school and how unprepared I am for this week :shock:
  • norm
    norm Posts: 31,146
    rainy night
    playoff baseball
    football
    chili and wine
  • Nastasja
    Nastasja Posts: 9,668
    being back from Tofino, having surfed for the first time in my life :)
    You can spend your time alone, re-digesting past regrets,
    Or you can come to terms and realize
    You're the only one who can't forgive yourself
  • Jukee
    Jukee Posts: 4,500
    Be calm...what goes around comes around.
    If you have nothing to lose, you have nothing to worry about.
  • Green Circle
    Green Circle Posts: 5,192
    what's for tonights birthday dinner?
    "...And I fight back in my mind. Never lets me be right.
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  • Get_Right
    Get_Right Posts: 14,129
    Halloween costume.
    Gotta go out in public this weekend for our town parade. First time as my kids are finally old enough.
    Ugh-love seeing my kids happy, but ugh!

    Any ideas besides pirate or a super hero?
  • The two minute speech I have to give today. :(
  • norm
    norm Posts: 31,146
    The two minute speech I have to give today. :(

    just think of firefighters playing soccer ;)