it goes - like this

I see
time
and I can make it still

it’s alright seeing
them together
like this

so I can feel
…them
apart like this

I have made it
like this

why have I made him
…like this?

he appears to have learnt
it’s not gonna get any better
than this

that it’s better like this

that this sadness could be
… happiness

on another plain

that the emptiness can get
…too much

so that what’s empty
always remains

I have made him
…like this

and she sees
there’s something in him
but in him
there’s something missing
and she sees
that everything
is not him

I could have made things
a little different

for he knows
that he cannot
…escape this feeling
for he knows
I’ve made him
like this

the fucker’s not fighting
not anymore
for he has
run so far away
that he has run
…away from himself

but he stays
… by her side … still
listening to a story
she tells
and if she asks
he’ll stay ..
far away
from himself
with her forever
… and still