what's on your mind, right now?

"Broken leashes are all over the floor, keys left hanging in a swinging door. Why do I keep fuckin' up?"

thinking maybe i should make myself scarse from here for a bit.

rebornFixer wrote:

I really want a particular person to speak to me again, any kind of acknowledgement, really ... And its probably not going to happen. Sucks.

sounds familiar.... all too familiar. It surely sucks

CHANGEinWAVES wrote:

rebornFixer wrote:

I really want a particular person to speak to me again, any kind of acknowledgement, really ... And its probably not going to happen. Sucks.

sounds familiar.... all too familiar. It surely sucks

Thanks, that actually means a lot. This is something I have been struggling with, off and on, for nearly six months. Doesn't help that I see her, in person, at least once per week.

rebornFixer wrote:

Thanks, that actually means a lot. This is something I have been struggling with, off and on, for nearly six months. Doesn't help that I see her, in person, at least once per week.

I can't even imagine... I only see mine when I close my eyes.

rebornFixer wrote:

I am usually pretty good at analyzing motives and behavior and the basis of people's feelings ... But with this, I cannot get to the bottom of WHY I need any sort of closure at all.
Not sure what your circumstances are, but I screwed this up in the first place. A really good thing, and I impulsively screwed it up. I am past feeling guilty, I think. I just want to turn back time and make a better choice.

I'm sorry it took this to make you see what you wanted/needed.

My "situation" has a whole bunch of issues. Coming down to him not respecting me enough to mean what he said.

CHANGEinWAVES wrote:

I'm sorry it took this to make you see what you wanted/needed.

My "situation" has a whole bunch of issues. Coming down to him not respecting me enough to mean what he said.

I'd like to say that I'll do better next time, but one doesn't usually meet those folks who just intuitively "get you". In my case, lightning is unlikely to strike twice. In an ironic sort of way, though, maybe she didn't/doesn't get me after all, if pretending I don't exist seems like a helpful thing to do. Who knows?

And not that it'll make you feel any better, but I applaud your courage. Sounds like you made a hard decision and chose to respect yourself.

catefrances wrote:

The Jeagler wrote:

catefrances wrote:

no comment.

still here, eh? :eh:

yep. and i aint going anywhere in a hurry.

HEY KAT!!!
KAT!!!!!

Haven't had a day like this in a long time. Instead of work, working out and eating tons of nutritious food, my day has consisted of beer, pot, pizza, girl scout cookies, loud music and some cleaning

Tattoo or an extra show?



Enough already! I'm tired of waiting!!!