Instant thoughts. (add yours if you like)

Thorns2010 wrote:

I wish I was dumb. Or well...dumb enough to not know that I really don't know anything and that my life is just one long drawn out mistake after another.

And I wish I had people/someone in my life that could actually push me mentally/motivationaly/emotionally to figure out why it is that I can't get out of this rut.

I keep waiting for something, but what it is? I have no idea, no idea at all.

Maybe I should stop thinking that I am actually being open and honest with the people around me, if they actually knew the real me, would they like what they saw?

Or maybe I don't know the real me, and they actually do? Maybe I should just stop thinking, at least for now.

i didn't know you could hear my thoughts.

there is too much snot floating around in my head

Some roads have dead ends. Sometimes we have to take the entire trip down 'em just to discover that. :geek:

delete buttons help you erase a bad day.

Under water, drowning

CHANGEinWAVES wrote:

... and there was an erupting volcano at the end of the bridge I was on.

u wanna hold hands while we jump? ... that's where I'm headed soon.

is it the same bridge we're talking about?

I've been trying so hard to no longer love you, but it's not working. I don't know how much more of this struggle I can take.


I imagine you there behind your screen laughing at me, since it was so easy for you.

Standing in this empty house.... There's no way to tell it was once a home.

A song plays and echos through the empty walls of this house. Her words rusty like the sound of a worn record, she sings...'Make the world go away'

Thunderous sounds from about of things being torn apart, my dreams destroyed... stripped to be sold. How much are dreams worth, apparently not enough to keep one from declaring bankruptcy.

Ha... Dreams, more like comforts to cover lies...and misgivings...emptiness...and unloved feelings. Give me more, give me more...but never giving me what I need...your love. The bank can have your lies... I'm better off with out them.

I sigh... And know the paper's on its way to let me know I can live without you. Stamped with the officials deciding that we are through... I could of told them that 12 months ago... But hey for some reason it took my signature 3 times for them to be sure.

Fuck Sean Penn, Mickey should have won.

Here's a good sign-->

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