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  • PearlOfAGirl
    PearlOfAGirl Posts: 15,993
    The feeling and urgency of wanting to leave, and the fear of being alone :cry:

    Wish you were here...

    ~RIP Dad
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    Some dreams are better left in your sleep.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
    I can withhold like it's going out of style
    I can be the moodiest baby and you've never met anyone
    who is as negative as I am sometimes.

    I am the wisest woman you've ever met.
    I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected.
    I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen
    And you've never met anyone
    Who's as positive as I am sometimes.

    I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
    My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
    I'm terrified and mistrusting
    And you've never met anyone as,
    As closed down as I am sometimes.

    What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know
    What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go

    I'm the funniest woman you've ever known.
    I am the dullest woman you've ever known.
    I'm the most gorgeous woman you've ever known
    And you've never met anyone as, as everything as I am sometimes.

    You see everything, you see every part
    You see all my light and you love my dark
    You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
    There's not anything to which you can't relate
    And you're still here


    I love you :)
    Been to this many PJ shows: Reading 2006 London 2007 Manchester & London 2009 Dublin, Belfast, London, Nijmegen & Berlin 2010 Manchester 1 & Manchester 2 2012...

    ... and I still think Drive-By Truckers are better.
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    I am having a really hard time today with missing you... Do you ever miss me?
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • catefrances
    catefrances Posts: 29,003
    aah now i understand... you were drinking that night. still no excuse but it explains so much.
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!





    that's all.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • urbanhippie
    urbanhippie Posts: 3,007
    Fuck, fuck, fuckity FUCK!! :evil: :( :?
    A human being that was given to fly.

    Wembley 18/06/07

    If there was a reason, it was you.

    O2 Arena 18/09/09
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    Left feeling like an unwanted cigarette tossed from the window of a car.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    Keep your face always toward the sunshine - and shadows will fall behind you.
    -Walt Whitman
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    I am the shadow he walks around.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • BhagavadGita
    BhagavadGita Posts: 1,748
    He feels like what it feels like to see the Earth from space.
  • justam
    justam Posts: 21,415
    My piano sounds better on the hard wood floor. I don't know why we didn't think to move it before. :roll: :)
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  • catefrances
    catefrances Posts: 29,003
    still dont believe i wouldnt walk away?????
    hear my name
    take a good look
    this could be the day
    hold my hand
    lie beside me
    i just need to say
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    it is the dreams you had for tomorrow that haunt me so much today.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    soon you'll have to look harder. . .names are changing.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    the cookie knew my fortune... but I ate it anyway
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • Dylan Stone
    Dylan Stone Posts: 1,145
    hot coffee
    enters my body
    as i wake and bake
    sunday morning

    and it begins to churn
    in my stomach
    ...in my head

    it may all be in my head
    but i feel you dislike me
    almost as though you hate me
    but with much less passion...

    nausea grows
    seeps through my stomach

    now my skin is tingling
    on edge with repulsion

    i can laugh and joke
    but you really don't like me much

    and that makes me (*want to*) hate you
  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    My career aspirations were never huge.... all I ever wanted was a little place to call my own, and maybe serve up good coffee and conversation. A place to play good music and have my kids run around (when I have them). A place where I know my customers and their stories, a place that wouldn't exist without community...where people are given chances (whether its a job, a chance to share their music or display their art). A place where it's easy to smile while working.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • justam
    justam Posts: 21,415
    Today turned out to be a really good day. :)
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  • CHANGEinWAVES
    CHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    I got the feeling she wanted to say...'Don't call us, we'll call you', but instead gave me a half assed smile.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
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