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Like Eddie Vedder... Jamainiac is still ALIVE!

jamainiacjamainiac Posts: 429
edited February 2009 in All Encompassing Trip
Hi Everyone,

To be totally honest, it makes me feel nauseous to 'scroll through text' on a web page... literally :p So I don't have it in me to root around for the other thread that was going last week (ty dreamn.. and everyone else!).

I just wanna scream "hello" :) and let everyone know that I'm being VERY WELL loved and cared for by David & My Mom :) (my sister Linda just left to go back to Victoria today... her hugs and sweet, loving care is still resonating through me!) David has been amazing... If there's even one silver lining to this Cancer Cloud... it's seeing his love for me in his tender care... and falling more in love with him through this hardship :)

I'm feeling a little better each and every day. Today is the first day I've felt 'up to' calling/emailing :) Mom & I even went out for a little walk to the park (2 blocks away and I felt like I ran 10k! :p )

If you all have any 'stuff' left in you for another round of 'healthy, healing, NO MORE CANCER Vibes'... Wed is our meeting with the plastic surgeon to 'hopefully' have my surgical drains removed... and more importantly... to see my breast surgeon to get the results of the pathology from my tissue that was removed... *lets out HUGE breath* You don't even have to know what it means... Just keep thinking...

"Lisa... Clear Margins... Lisa... Clear Margins... Lisa..."

I thank you from the bottom of the beginning of my newly constructed boobs ;)

Lisa aka Jamainiac
Exercising her will to lose control...
she lets go
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  • cornnifercornnifer Posts: 2,130
    prayers for you.
    "When all your friends and sedatives mean well but make it worse... better find yourself a place to level out."
  • in_hiding79in_hiding79 Posts: 4,315
    So glad to hear you are doing better and are in such awesome spirits...... :)


    You take care...
    And so the lion fell in love with the lamb...,"
    "What a stupid lamb."
    "What a sick, masochistic lion."
  • WhizbangWhizbang Posts: 1,314
    glad to hear it! good thoughts and vibes your way for great news later this week!
    believe it or not, we don't "need" anything. that is only the spoiled brat in us trying to fill some temporary solution to an emptyness that does not exist.

    I have eaten so much gold I crapped excellence - drtyfrnk29

    Life is either a daring adventure or nothing at all!
  • FifthelementFifthelement Lotusland Posts: 6,963
    Yay . . . I'm so happy to hear that you are up and about. {{{Good vibes}}} and lotsa {{{hugs}}} to both you and David. I will be mentally chanting "clear margins" for you this week :P

    P.S. Are you from Victoria originally?
    "What the CANUCK happened?!? - Esquimalt Barber Shop
  • normnorm Posts: 31,146
    lisa you've been in my thoughts....i'm glad you're feeling better and those test results are gonna turn out great :D
  • vedderfan10vedderfan10 Posts: 2,497
    More hearts and thoughts and good vibes being sent from Victoria! Glad to hear you are being well cared for...

    I wish you all the best for Wednesday... :D
    be philanthropic
  • CROJAM95CROJAM95 Posts: 9,984
    SENROCK! Says "LISA YOU ARE THEE MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN INSIDE AND OUT! STAY STRONG AND KEEP THE FAITH"




    I also would like to share my best wishes for u and your family
  • adropintheparkadropinthepark Posts: 475
    You are going to be fabulously healthy, dahling; I can feel it. Smoochies.
    I carried a watermelon
  • chiquimonkeychiquimonkey Posts: 9,337
    so good to see you here, and absolutely, you got all the good thoughts and vibes that i got!! :)
  • SPEEDY MCCREADYSPEEDY MCCREADY Posts: 25,767
    chiquimonkey wrote:
    so good to see you here, and absolutely, you got all the good thoughts and vibes that i got!! :)

    Jamainiac...

    i wish you nothing but the best.....

    i hope to see you at some shows this summer/fall............

    god bless....
    Take me piece by piece.....
    Till there aint nothing left worth taking away from me.....
  • Heineken HelenHeineken Helen Posts: 18,095
    Jams, I still have plenty of good vibes to send your way :D ah fuck it I may as well start now.

    Good luck girl :)
    The Astoria??? Orgazmic!
    Verona??? it's all surmountable
    Dublin 23.08.06 "The beauty of Ireland, right there!"
    Wembley? We all believe!
    Copenhagen?? your light made us stars
    Chicago 07? And love
    What a different life
    Had I not found this love with you
  • PoncierPoncier Posts: 17,195
    Hoping the test results are all good.

    Best wishes for a full and speedy recovery.
    This weekend we rock Portland
  • QuarterToTenQuarterToTen Cincinnati, Ohio Posts: 3,642
    your positivity is remarkable.

    and we can never be surrounded by enough love in our lives.

    heartfelt best wishes to both you and your family.
    Nice shirt.
  • PureandEasyPureandEasy Posts: 5,811
    So glad to hear you’re feeling better every day.

    Take care, stay strong.
    Don't come closer or I'll have to go
  • FlaggFlagg Posts: 5,856
    Glad to hear it.

    Best wishes for you and your family.
    DAL-7/5/98,10/17/00,6/9/03,11/15/13
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    PHL-5/27/06,5/28/06,10/30/09,10/31/09
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    Bridge School-10/23/2010,10/24/2010
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    OKC-11/16/13
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    TUL-10/8/14
  • soulsingingsoulsinging Posts: 13,202
    It seems I've been out of the loop... sorry to hear you've been struggling, but I'm glad that thus far you've come through ok!

    What was it you always talked about back in the day? Swirls? Whatever it was, those to you ;)
  • decides2dreamdecides2dream Posts: 14,977
    *HUGS!*



    soooooooooooo happy to read!
    keep it up my dear friend!
    8-)
    Stay with me...
    Let's just breathe...


    I am myself like you somehow


  • iluvcatsiluvcats Posts: 5,153
    Just a few months ago, I was wondering where you've been.

    I hope you are doing well.

    Hugs!
    9/98, 9/00 - DC, 4/03 - Pitt., 7/03 - Bristow, 10/04 - Reading, 10/05 - Philly, 5/06 - DC, 6/06 - Pitt., 6/08 - Va Beach, 6/08 - DC, 5/10 - Bristow, 10/13 B'more
    8/08 - Ed solo in DC, 6/09 Ed in B'more,
    10/10 - Brad in B'more
  • mfc2006mfc2006 HTOWN Posts: 37,484
    don't know if you know me at all, but you'll be in my prayers & i hope you get well soon!
    I LOVE MUSIC.
    www.cluthelee.com
    www.cluthe.com
  • jamainiacjamainiac Posts: 429
    edited February 2009
    Hello Everyone,

    Thank you all so much for your messages/thoughts/prayers/chants! Things are upward and onward! Actually took a sponge bath in four inches of water 'All By Myself' today :p hahaha...

    I'm honestly starting to see (as was pointed out so eloquently by Bob aka whos_pearljam (or something close to that) in a pm (because he can't post here... WTHell?) that this nasty Cancer business has it's sliver linings. I can already see/touch/smell/taste/love/feel everything in technicolor :D and I fully intend to put a concerted effort toward keeping things that way :)

    Someone asked in this thread if I was originally from Victoria? I'm actually from Charlottetown, P.E.I. :) and now a very proud/green card (though it's not actually 'GREEN'!) carrying member of the Permanent Resident Club of the US of A!!

    Okie Doke!! I'm learning that 'One Day at a Time' isn't just a catchy thing to say... it's a PFG way to live :) I've been smelling the roses for years... now I think I'll linger a little longer and soak more of it in!!

    Speaking of Bob... and Carol... and SENROCK... and many of the ROCKSTARS of the 'other' board... WTH? Are people actually boycotting this place or is the economy so far in the crapper that there isn't a $20 to spare?? To be honest with you... had I not already renewed my membership...I'm not sure I would have. It's both of the above for me... I don't have twenty cents, let alone 20.00 and I can't read the layout of this board for shit! I understand from my loving husband that it doesn't have the same search functions either... but I don't have the time or energy to look for a search button anyway!!

    Love, Peace, Health, Great Music to you all... & Clear Margins for ME :):) xoxo

    PS... if none of this makes sense... = Percocet :D
    Post edited by jamainiac on
    Exercising her will to lose control...
    she lets go
  • Heineken HelenHeineken Helen Posts: 18,095
    jamainiac wrote:
    Hello Everyone,

    Thank you all so much for your messages/thoughts/prayers/chants! Things are upward and onward! Actually took a sponge bath in four inches of water 'All By Myself' today :p hahaha...

    I'm honestly starting to see (as was pointed out so eloquently by Bob aka whos_pearljam (or something close to that) in a pm (because he can't post here... WTHell?) that this nasty Cancer business has it's sliver linings. I can already see/touch/smell/taste/love/feel everything in technicolor :D and I fully intend to put a concerted effort toward keeping things that way :)

    Someone asked in this thread if I was originally from Victoria? I'm actually from Charlottetown, P.E.I. :) and now a very proud/green card (though it's not actually 'GREEN'!) of the Permanent Resident Club of the US of A!!

    Okie Doke!! I'm learning that 'One Day at a Time' isn't just a catchy thing to say... it's a PFG way to live :) I've been smelling the roses for years... now I think I'll linger a little longer and soak more of it in!!

    Speaking of Bob... and Carol... and SENROCK... and many of the ROCKSTARS of the 'other' board... WTH? Are people actually boycotting this place or is the economy so far in the crapper that there isn't a $20 to spare?? To be honest with you... had I not already renewed my membership...I'm not sure I would have. It's both of the above for me... I don't have twenty cents, let alone 20.00 and I can't read the layout of this board for shit! I understand from my loving husband that it doesn't have the same search functions either... but I don't have the time or energy to look for a search button anyway!!

    Love, Peace, Health, Great Music to you all... & Clear Margins for ME :):) xoxo

    PS... if none of this makes sense... = Percocet :D
    :D I'm glad you've got Bob helping you through this... keep up the enthusiasm and you'll be fine :D Never met you but heard plenty of wonderful stuff from Babs and others.
    The Astoria??? Orgazmic!
    Verona??? it's all surmountable
    Dublin 23.08.06 "The beauty of Ireland, right there!"
    Wembley? We all believe!
    Copenhagen?? your light made us stars
    Chicago 07? And love
    What a different life
    Had I not found this love with you
  • LizardLizard So Cal Posts: 12,091
    Glad to hear it!!

    Keep getting better and better!! :P
    So I'll just lie down and wait for the dream
    Where I'm not ugly and you're lookin' at me
  • decides2dreamdecides2dream Posts: 14,977
    jamainiac wrote:
    Hello Everyone,

    Thank you all so much for your messages/thoughts/prayers/chants! Things are upward and onward! Actually took a sponge bath in four inches of water 'All By Myself' today :p hahaha...

    I'm honestly starting to see (as was pointed out so eloquently by Bob aka whos_pearljam (or something close to that) in a pm (because he can't post here... WTHell?) that this nasty Cancer business has it's sliver linings. I can already see/touch/smell/taste/love/feel everything in technicolor :D and I fully intend to put a concerted effort toward keeping things that way :)

    Someone asked in this thread if I was originally from Victoria? I'm actually from Charlottetown, P.E.I. :) and now a very proud/green card (though it's not actually 'GREEN'!) carrying member of the Permanent Resident Club of the US of A!!

    Okie Doke!! I'm learning that 'One Day at a Time' isn't just a catchy thing to say... it's a PFG way to live :) I've been smelling the roses for years... now I think I'll linger a little longer and soak more of it in!!

    Speaking of Bob... and Carol... and SENROCK... and many of the ROCKSTARS of the 'other' board... WTH? Are people actually boycotting this place or is the economy so far in the crapper that there isn't a $20 to spare?? To be honest with you... had I not already renewed my membership...I'm not sure I would have. It's both of the above for me... I don't have twenty cents, let alone 20.00 and I can't read the layout of this board for shit! I understand from my loving husband that it doesn't have the same search functions either... but I don't have the time or energy to look for a search button anyway!!

    Love, Peace, Health, Great Music to you all... & Clear Margins for ME :):) xoxo

    PS... if none of this makes sense... = Percocet :D



    *more hugs!*
    your positive attitude will see you thru ANYthing, and also attracts a lot of LOVE your way too!
    Stay with me...
    Let's just breathe...


    I am myself like you somehow


  • PJaddictedPJaddicted Posts: 1,432
    :D I'm here and have been since day one!! I only post in the Doggy thread! How are you lady? Great to see you are doing so fantastic! You go girl!
    ~*LIVE~LOVE~LAUGH*~

    *May the Peace of the Wilderness be with YOU*

    He is your friend, your partner, your defender, your dog. You are his life, his love, his leader. He will be yours, faithful and true, to the last beat of his heart. You owe it to him to be worthy of such devotion.
    — Unknown
  • jamainiacjamainiac Posts: 429
    YIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe!!!!

    Drains are GONE!!! Everything looks good to plastic surgeon...

    Breast Surgeon said... not only is the Cancer GONE... BUT... lots of ALH

    http://jco.ascopubs.org/cgi/content/sho ... source=mfc

    in the noncancerous breast... so it was absolutely the right decision to have the Bilateral!!!

    We're taking Mom for a drive to Snoqualmie Falls right now to breath in some beauty and sunshine...

    THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!!! FOR ALL OF YOUR THOUGHTS!!!!

    Lisa xoxox
    Exercising her will to lose control...
    she lets go
  • normnorm Posts: 31,146
    that is GREAT news....go celebrate!!!!


    :D
  • FifthelementFifthelement Lotusland Posts: 6,963
    I am so happy for you. I was thinking about you all day. Glad that it's good news. Now enjoy that sunshine today. :D:D:D:D
    "What the CANUCK happened?!? - Esquimalt Barber Shop
  • chimechime Posts: 7,839
    Great news! Lots of positive vibes coming your way :D

    Like Helen I've heard lots about you (and seen quite a few photos :mrgreen: ) from Babs ;)
    So are we strangers now? Like rock and roll and the radio?
  • adropintheparkadropinthepark Posts: 475
    Fantastic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D
    I carried a watermelon
  • PJaddictedPJaddicted Posts: 1,432
    Wooooo Hoooooo! Cancer FREE! One day at a time it is....only way to live! Love to you!

    oxc
    ~*LIVE~LOVE~LAUGH*~

    *May the Peace of the Wilderness be with YOU*

    He is your friend, your partner, your defender, your dog. You are his life, his love, his leader. He will be yours, faithful and true, to the last beat of his heart. You owe it to him to be worthy of such devotion.
    — Unknown
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