In the words of Metallica, I was "chopping my breakfast on a mirror" for the past few months. Could hardly get out of bed in the morning without doing a blast in each nostril. Finally, finally, ran out and now I am in the latter stages of withdrawal. It's good to be clean again, actually. I was getting sick of being high all the time and saying really stupid shit to people because my head was so scrambled by months of heavy usage. But at the same time I was afraid of coming down. Eventually my dreams of keeping a "reserve" for special occasions gave way to the reality of addiction.
wow :eek: even PJ fans do drugs?? I thought it was just all my friends here on the outside
yea
I'll just stick to my herb and blunts
pass on everything else, drugs, nic, caffeine, all that shit
and no weed is not a drug
Aah, fuck it, I’m just gonna go home, turn on the fuckin’ TV...
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
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Wake and bake is nice. Skip the cigs and coffee...
Progress is not made by everyone joining some new fad,
and reveling in it's loyalty. It's made by forming coalitions
over specific principles, goals, and policies.
Sometimes I think Im the only person who has never tried or smoked pot.
I REALLY REALLY REALLY think you shoud!
def.!
Roland wake and bakes the shit! I never leave the house in a bad mood after tha
Aah, fuck it, I’m just gonna go home, turn on the fuckin’ TV...
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
inspite of whatever you heard...Im not "that person"
you like feeling??
and since you never smoked pot how do you know you lose you sense of feeling
or is that an assumption like the what I heard part, cause you keep telling me that and its like..."hello? No ones saying shit to me about you?" Why cant you get that thru your thick skull of yours? ok your ex knows..I DONT CARE TO HEAR YALL DRAMA!
godayum already
I forget tho...I dated an Italian chick and ...yea..I know how hard headed yall can be
fuck it
or like the fake part
anyways
I can still "FEEL" pretty good when Im high
smoke and then come tell me you cant FEEL
Aah, fuck it, I’m just gonna go home, turn on the fuckin’ TV...
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
Roland wake and bakes the shit! I never leave the house in a bad mood after tha
It's nice on those days where you have zero commitments and nothing to do except pure leisure with zero hassle. Otherwise...well it kind of dramatically affects your day so to speak.
Progress is not made by everyone joining some new fad,
and reveling in it's loyalty. It's made by forming coalitions
over specific principles, goals, and policies.
you like feeling??
and since you never smoked pot how do you know you lose you sense of feeling
or is that an assumption like the what I heard part, cause you keep telling me that and its like..."hello? No ones saying shit to me about you?" Why cant you get that thru your thick skull of yours? ok your ex knows..I DONT CARE TO HEAR YALL DRAMA!
godayum already
I forget tho...I dated an Italian chick and ...yea..I know how hard headed yall can be
fuck it
or like the fake part
anyways
I can still "FEEL" pretty good when Im high
smoke and then come tell me you cant FEEL
Well I don't want to smoke it..that's my right and Im sick of people who smoke coming down on people who don't, saying they can't have an opinion. i have relative who are fucking french fried and I don't that's enough for me not to wanna ever smoke it.
I wasn't referring to my ex. Other people. Because he can't think for himself. you just dont wanna hear my drama im sure you are from other people. I dont believe that for one minute.
Im not hard headed or fake for that matter. I know when Im being bullshitted.
well same too you...
These cuts are leaving creases. Trace the scars to fit the pieces, to tell the story, you don't need to say a word.
It's nice on those days where you have zero commitments and nothing to do except pure leisure with zero hassle. Otherwise...well it kind of dramatically affects your day so to speak.
absolutely..Ive become aware of that unfortunatley...lol..like they say acceptance is the 1st step right? hahaha
anyways...putting the willpower to test again..havent smoked bud in a week...I wanna se how far I can go...stopped for 3 months b4 the longets and i felt good after that 1st one I smoked
like it was the 1st time ever getting high..on ONE HIT! lol!
Aah, fuck it, I’m just gonna go home, turn on the fuckin’ TV...
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
Well I don't want to smoke it..that's my right and Im sick of people who smoke coming down on people who don't, saying they can't have an opinion. i have relative who are fucking french fried and I don't that's enough for me not to wanna ever smoke it.
I wasn't referring to my ex. Other people. Because he can't think for himself. you just dont wanna hear my drama im sure you are from other people. I dont believe that for one minute.
Im not hard headed or fake for that matter. I know when Im being bullshitted.
well same too you...
Try a cannabutter brownie sometime...
just a little nibble...
it's only a plant
edit: muhahahaha
Progress is not made by everyone joining some new fad,
and reveling in it's loyalty. It's made by forming coalitions
over specific principles, goals, and policies.
Well I don't want to smoke it..that's my right and Im sick of people who smoke coming down on people who don't, saying they can't have an opinion. i have relative who are fucking french fried and I don't that's enough for me not to wanna ever smoke it.
I wasn't referring to my ex. Other people. Because he can't think for himself. you just dont wanna hear my drama im sure you are from other people. I dont believe that for one minute.
Im not hard headed or fake for that matter. I know when Im being bullshitted.
well same too you...
ok u need to let go of that bottle girl
seriously cause youre about to start slurring
I DID NOT CALL YOU FAKE
I said you assumed that, like in your pm because I refuse to be caught in the middle of 2 friends bullshit drama and you proceed to call me fake..you
DONT KNOW me like that
stop assuming cause youre only making an ass out of you
not me
peace
oh
n
go smoke a bowl
its better than getting drunk
for your own good
Aah, fuck it, I’m just gonna go home, turn on the fuckin’ TV...
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
You know what..stop with the name calling, it's unnecessary. And go get laid already...you posted sexual innuendo on every every thread you posted in.
LMFAO!!!
There you go again assuming...how u know who I'll be fucking in a few hours?
u stalkin me??
anyways
name calling
but its okay for you to call me fake like you know me
and all beause I didnt wanna get in the middle of 2 friends
funny....
your fuckin foul
peace to you son
Aah, fuck it, I’m just gonna go home, turn on the fuckin’ TV...
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
did I say you would be fucking in a couple of hours? pfft...I didn't think i said that.
Well that's the thing I really didn't believe that..."I didn't think it was like that" you remember saying that?
peace.
yea because i coudlnt believe what you were teling me!
well being the fair guy that I am
I know heard the other side of the story too so its cool.now I know exactly how it went down
well I know youre down with 3somes or you can just cam and watch..Ive had chicks get off like that too
Aah, fuck it, I’m just gonna go home, turn on the fuckin’ TV...
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
yea because i coudlnt believe what you were teling me!
well being the fair guy that I am
I know heard the other side of the story too so its cool.now I know exactly how it went down
well I know youre down with 3somes or you can just cam and watch..Ive had chicks get off like that too
I just said about the innuendos...what would i know what you were actually gonna do...
what? Oh so are you speaking to Max..yeah Im sure he told you the other side. Did he tell you how good my family treated him and all...Im sure he butchered it. If you heard it from his sister..it's not the whole story.
whatever..fuck them all.
Sure...tell me a date and time and i will fuck you and your friends.
These cuts are leaving creases. Trace the scars to fit the pieces, to tell the story, you don't need to say a word.
I just said about the innuendos...what would i know what you were actually gonna do...
what? Oh so are you speaking to Max..yeah Im sure he told you the other side. Did he tell you how good my family treated him and all...Im sure he butchered it. If you heard it from his sister..it's not the whole story.
whatever..fuck them all.
Sure...tell me a date and time and i will fuck you and your friends.
all bullshit aside lib
it saddens me cause we known each other for a long time and I'm not happy with this at all..I feel your pain but yet I dont like the way youre handling this shit either. Do I care? fuck yea! I dont hate you..I have no reason to! I just hate the fact I was put on the spot like that
like "Choose me,and listen to me, not my ex, etc., etc.,"
understand girl....me, the message board, family, friends...its not gonna make your pain go away mann..yOUUUU need to confront this with him and get closure with him!!! Bringing it to someone else isnt helping you and its only gonna make others think diff. not just of you but everyone involved...and thats why I never wanted to be involved...not that Im one who ever really cared what people thought of me but Im just saying...if he was foul to you then I feel you but you gotta deal with HIM! I dunno how much more sincere and how much more advice I can give you
this is like real high school hit man...were both the same age and were sure as hell not acting like adults
Aah, fuck it, I’m just gonna go home, turn on the fuckin’ TV...
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
it saddens me cause we known each other for a long time and I'm not happy with this at all..I feel your pain but yet I dont like the way youre handling this shit either. Do I care? fuck yea! I dont hate you..I have no reason to! I just hate the fact I was put on the spot like that
like "Choose me,and listen to me, not my ex, etc., etc.,"
understand girl....me, the message board, family, friends...its not gonna make your pain go away mann..yOUUUU need to confront this with him and get closure with him!!! Bringing it to someone else isnt helping you and its only gonna make others think diff. not just of you but everyone involved...and thats why I never wanted to be involved...not that Im one who ever really cared what people thought of me but Im just saying...if he was foul to you then I feel you but you gotta deal with HIM! I dunno how much more sincere and how much more advice I can give you
this is like real high school hit man...were both the same age and were sure as hell not acting like adults
well i know it's immature...but Im really hurt.
I can't talk to him because he shut me out...His sister told him to for some fucked up personal reason and he listened.
that's not how someone who claims to love you treats you?.he literally dropped me like "that" because of how someone else felt about me. I know I shouldn't involve people. but he forced me too by his actions..or lack of. There is a lot of other stuff..one thing i told you..
This is insane.
These cuts are leaving creases. Trace the scars to fit the pieces, to tell the story, you don't need to say a word.
I can't talk to him because he shut me out...His sister told him to for some fucked up personal reason and he listened.
that's not how someone who claims to love you treats you?.he literally dropped me like "that" because of how someone else felt about me. I know I shouldn't involve people. but he forced me too by his actions..or lack of. There is a lot of other stuff..one thing i told you..
This is insane.
well MY suggestion regardless of what result it may bring would be if the case is like mine where someone else forced your loved ones decision to confront that person. My ex's parent were too pussy to want to ever confront me when I wanted to know why I wasnt good enough for them, but I was good enough for her, and I didnt have closure fo yrs man..it just lingered and I kinda felt how u felt..someone else predetermined my fate in a way. And this girl wanted to get married and raise a family but she had to deal with her parents every day..Find someone better..You can do better..too much strain on our relati0onship
anyways
confront them.... I can almost guarantee you'll find more answers and at least feel better at the end of the day
Aah, fuck it, I’m just gonna go home, turn on the fuckin’ TV...
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
well MY suggestion regardless of what result it may bring would be if the case is like mine where someone else forced your loved ones decision to confront that person. My ex's parent were too pussy to want to ever confront me when I wanted to know why I wasnt good enough for them, but I was good enough for her, and I didnt have closure fo yrs man..it just lingered and I kinda felt how u felt..someone else predetermined my fate in a way. And this girl wanted to get married and raise a family but she had to deal with her parents every day..Find someone better..You can do better..too much strain on our relati0onship
anyways
confront them.... I can almost guarantee you'll find more answers and at least feel better at the end of the day
that's what started this...when i finally had enough and confronted them. Well one person...It's more involved..but I wont get anymore detailed..lol..i know you probably had enough by now. It was really up to him and he dropped the ball.
but yeah..sorry for the abuse, you didn't deserve it..I just got the wrong idea.
These cuts are leaving creases. Trace the scars to fit the pieces, to tell the story, you don't need to say a word.
that's what started this...when i finally had enough and confronted them. Well one person...It's more involved..but I wont get anymore detailed..lol..i know you probably had enough by now. It was really up to him and he dropped the ball.
but yeah..sorry for the abuse, you didn't deserve it..I just got the wrong idea.
its all good..just please
dont ever call me fake again cause its the last thing I am esp knowing Im still here with you on this...Ive been so straight up with people and bosses that its gotten me in trouble or fired lol. Call me inconsiderate for not caring to get involved? fine..thats cool, but not fake
And the other tought hing like I told you is how am I supposed to go against two people who Ive known as long as you and am still good frineds with, never did me wrong, have looked out for me in many ways without any ulterior motives and still got love for.
I left miami cause of the "Fake" people remember? Thats how much those kind of people get to me..and yea so
Aah, fuck it, I’m just gonna go home, turn on the fuckin’ TV...
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
Progress is not made by everyone joining some new fad,
and reveling in it's loyalty. It's made by forming coalitions
over specific principles, goals, and policies.
its all good..just please
dont ever call me fake again cause its the last thing I am esp knowing Im still here with you on this...Ive been so straight up with people and bosses that its gotten me in trouble or fired lol. Call me inconsiderate for not caring to get involved? fine..thats cool, but not fake
And the other tought hing like I told you is how am I supposed to go against two people who Ive known as long as you and am still good frineds with, never did me wrong, have looked out for me in many ways without any ulterior motives and still got love for.
I left miami cause of the "Fake" people remember? Thats how much those kind of people get to me..and yea so
sorry...Im not telling you to go against people. I just didn't know if certain comments were said on here for my benefit..i had some shit done to me last week like that.
I know you don't know what that's about. You aren't fake I suppose. I guess I misunderstood some things you said to me. Not the first or last time that's gonna happen.
for thread integrity.ha.. I think i will have a pot brownie now roland...
These cuts are leaving creases. Trace the scars to fit the pieces, to tell the story, you don't need to say a word.
Comments
http://forums.pearljam.com/showthread.php?t=272825
yea
I'll just stick to my herb and blunts
pass on everything else, drugs, nic, caffeine, all that shit
and no weed is not a drug
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
and reveling in it's loyalty. It's made by forming coalitions
over specific principles, goals, and policies.
http://i36.tinypic.com/66j31x.jpg
(\__/)
( o.O)
(")_(")
def.!
Roland wake and bakes the shit! I never leave the house in a bad mood after tha
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
yeah...:rolleyes:
no thank you..I like feeling...even if it's bad.
inspite of whatever you heard...Im not "that person"
and since you never smoked pot how do you know you lose you sense of feeling
or is that an assumption like the what I heard part, cause you keep telling me that and its like..."hello? No ones saying shit to me about you?" Why cant you get that thru your thick skull of yours? ok your ex knows..I DONT CARE TO HEAR YALL DRAMA!
godayum already
I forget tho...I dated an Italian chick and ...yea..I know how hard headed yall can be
fuck it
or like the fake part
anyways
I can still "FEEL" pretty good when Im high
smoke and then come tell me you cant FEEL
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
It's nice on those days where you have zero commitments and nothing to do except pure leisure with zero hassle. Otherwise...well it kind of dramatically affects your day so to speak.
and reveling in it's loyalty. It's made by forming coalitions
over specific principles, goals, and policies.
http://i36.tinypic.com/66j31x.jpg
(\__/)
( o.O)
(")_(")
Well I don't want to smoke it..that's my right and Im sick of people who smoke coming down on people who don't, saying they can't have an opinion. i have relative who are fucking french fried and I don't that's enough for me not to wanna ever smoke it.
I wasn't referring to my ex. Other people. Because he can't think for himself. you just dont wanna hear my drama im sure you are from other people. I dont believe that for one minute.
Im not hard headed or fake for that matter. I know when Im being bullshitted.
well same too you...
anyways...putting the willpower to test again..havent smoked bud in a week...I wanna se how far I can go...stopped for 3 months b4 the longets and i felt good after that 1st one I smoked
like it was the 1st time ever getting high..on ONE HIT! lol!
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
Try a cannabutter brownie sometime...
just a little nibble...
it's only a plant
edit: muhahahaha
and reveling in it's loyalty. It's made by forming coalitions
over specific principles, goals, and policies.
http://i36.tinypic.com/66j31x.jpg
(\__/)
( o.O)
(")_(")
no thank you.
seriously cause youre about to start slurring
I DID NOT CALL YOU FAKE
I said you assumed that, like in your pm because I refuse to be caught in the middle of 2 friends bullshit drama and you proceed to call me fake..you
DONT KNOW me like that
stop assuming cause youre only making an ass out of you
not me
peace
oh
n
go smoke a bowl
its better than getting drunk
for your own good
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
You know what..stop with the name calling, it's unnecessary. And go get laid already...you posted sexual innuendo on every every thread you posted in.
There you go again assuming...how u know who I'll be fucking in a few hours?
u stalkin me??
anyways
name calling
but its okay for you to call me fake like you know me
and all beause I didnt wanna get in the middle of 2 friends
funny....
your fuckin foul
peace to you son
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
did I say you would be fucking in a couple of hours? pfft...I didn't think i said that.
Well that's the thing I really didn't believe that..."I didn't think it was like that" you remember saying that?
peace.
well being the fair guy that I am
I know heard the other side of the story too so its cool.now I know exactly how it went down
well I know youre down with 3somes or you can just cam and watch..Ive had chicks get off like that too
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
I just said about the innuendos...what would i know what you were actually gonna do...
what? Oh so are you speaking to Max..yeah Im sure he told you the other side. Did he tell you how good my family treated him and all...Im sure he butchered it. If you heard it from his sister..it's not the whole story.
whatever..fuck them all.
Sure...tell me a date and time and i will fuck you and your friends.
it saddens me cause we known each other for a long time and I'm not happy with this at all..I feel your pain but yet I dont like the way youre handling this shit either. Do I care? fuck yea! I dont hate you..I have no reason to! I just hate the fact I was put on the spot like that
like "Choose me,and listen to me, not my ex, etc., etc.,"
understand girl....me, the message board, family, friends...its not gonna make your pain go away mann..yOUUUU need to confront this with him and get closure with him!!! Bringing it to someone else isnt helping you and its only gonna make others think diff. not just of you but everyone involved...and thats why I never wanted to be involved...not that Im one who ever really cared what people thought of me but Im just saying...if he was foul to you then I feel you but you gotta deal with HIM! I dunno how much more sincere and how much more advice I can give you
this is like real high school hit man...were both the same age and were sure as hell not acting like adults
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
well i know it's immature...but Im really hurt.
I can't talk to him because he shut me out...His sister told him to for some fucked up personal reason and he listened.
that's not how someone who claims to love you treats you?.he literally dropped me like "that" because of how someone else felt about me. I know I shouldn't involve people. but he forced me too by his actions..or lack of. There is a lot of other stuff..one thing i told you..
This is insane.
anyways
confront them.... I can almost guarantee you'll find more answers and at least feel better at the end of the day
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
that's what started this...when i finally had enough and confronted them. Well one person...It's more involved..but I wont get anymore detailed..lol..i know you probably had enough by now. It was really up to him and he dropped the ball.
but yeah..sorry for the abuse, you didn't deserve it..I just got the wrong idea.
dont ever call me fake again cause its the last thing I am esp knowing Im still here with you on this...Ive been so straight up with people and bosses that its gotten me in trouble or fired lol. Call me inconsiderate for not caring to get involved? fine..thats cool, but not fake
And the other tought hing like I told you is how am I supposed to go against two people who Ive known as long as you and am still good frineds with, never did me wrong, have looked out for me in many ways without any ulterior motives and still got love for.
I left miami cause of the "Fake" people remember? Thats how much those kind of people get to me..and yea so
Watch the nightly news and drink a beer...
Like I could even change the world, yeah right...
************************************
But you won't be "cool" then...haha
and reveling in it's loyalty. It's made by forming coalitions
over specific principles, goals, and policies.
http://i36.tinypic.com/66j31x.jpg
(\__/)
( o.O)
(")_(")
yeah like I care about that.
sorry...Im not telling you to go against people. I just didn't know if certain comments were said on here for my benefit..i had some shit done to me last week like that.
I know you don't know what that's about. You aren't fake I suppose. I guess I misunderstood some things you said to me. Not the first or last time that's gonna happen.
for thread integrity.ha.. I think i will have a pot brownie now roland...