Eddie or sb like him and mother

halszka123

Can anhybody here imagine what could think and feel Ed or anybody in His situation when He found out the true about His father?


I think it had really big influence on His life.
Try to stay awhile in His and many other people situation.
could U ever believe anybody in your life anywhen? When Your mother betreyed?
How do U feel beeing human? Like Your parents? Is it easier than being an orphan?
Trying to believe in human ...
.. When U found out that your family is somewhere ... but not here. and your father is not closer 'you than people on the street. And that's why U was so unudnesrtandable (my word?) for years - by Your father - U believe - he was...
U growed in faith that Your dad (it wasn't your real parent) doesn't understand U.
Just like an alien

BrotherLoveBone

I can't imagine how it would feel no, but i'm certain that I couldn't come up with something like Alive or any other good song in that situation.

halszka123

Do U think all the story is closed in "alive"? it bwould be so easy...
i think that any song cannot hold whole these feelings. song is too small

BrotherLoveBone

Of course not. Alive is just the most obvious example from his work. It seems tho that everything turned out fine for him so all and all something devastating as that doesn't necessarily turn your life to worse, it can be a source of strenght too.

halszka123

Sure it can be.
But is still inside...

catefrances

halszka123 wrote:

Can anhybody here imagine what could think and feel Ed or anybody in His situation when He found out the true about His father?

i can totally imagine how he felt. my da discovered he was adopted when he was 16. apparently all hell broke loose(so i'm told). however he didnt feel the need to impart this knowledge to us(his children) until last year. tis something i thought we(his children) should have been told many years ago. his reasoning was that he didnt want us treating our grandmother any differently while she was alive because of it.(she died dec 06) that would not have happen but i guess i can understand his reticence. when he did tell me i felt a part of my being died. i identified so much with his side of the family that i felt a little lost and unsure of who i was. but it also explained so much to me that i always wondered about. my grandmothers attitude towards us, my father's insistance that family is everything and the only thing you can rely on. perhaps even why i didnt feel close to my grandmother.i hadnt seen her for maybe 15/16 years and i never saw her before she died.
i havent really spoken to my da about this revelation.(it's been 8 months) but i feel i really need to so, so that i can understand with more clarity where he came from and where i come from.