The Good and the really Bad.

mdigenakis
mdigenakis Posts: 1,337
edited September 2008 in All Encompassing Trip
Long story short, every time something good happens to me, something really, really bad follows. I'm currently dating a girl who seems to be crazy about me. Things are going well, but i keep waiting for something to go wrong. Recently i've been dwelling on the fact that nothing has gone wrong yet and i've been having these odd feelings in my chest. I feel like i'm being drained of energy and just sheer will. Nothing has gone wrong yet, but i know it's coming. Any reaction is, as usual, very much appreciated.
"Don't let the darkness eat you up..."

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  • EvilMerlin
    EvilMerlin Posts: 1,865
    mdigenakis wrote:
    Long story short, every time something good happens to me, something really, really bad follows. I'm currently dating a girl who seems to be crazy about me. Things are going well, but i keep waiting for something to go wrong. Recently i've been dwelling on the fact that nothing has gone wrong yet and i've been having these odd feelings in my chest. I feel like i'm being drained of energy and just sheer will. Nothing has gone wrong yet, but i know it's coming. Any reaction is, as usual, very much appreciated.

    That's the story of many peoples lives. It truly is.

    I've gone through a shit load of that the last year. The most clear cut case...

    I got a promotion and 8.5% raise a few months ago. That night driving home from work I was in a hit and run and sent to the hospital, then a while later they found the lady and everything was taken care of. Then I receieved a notice that I had a week and a half to pack my shit and work in this hellhole I'm working in right now and I've been delayed from going home 3 times now.

    Just hang in there...something's gotta give at one point to break the cycle. Try and find a way to not dwell on it and enjoy what good moments you have while they're there. Sometimes for some of us they're few and far between.
  • angie76
    angie76 Posts: 646
    aww..it's normal to feel that way if you had a streak of bad luck but just relax. You are gonna wind up making yourself sick :p.
    Dig a ditch deep enough
    To keep you clear of the sun
    You've been burned more than once
    You don't think much of trust
  • Dissidentman
    Dissidentman Posts: 15,378
    yeah, it's almost like you are willing something bad to happen. relax, enjoy the ride.
  • Heineken Helen
    Heineken Helen Posts: 18,095
    mdigenakis wrote:
    Long story short, every time something good happens to me, something really, really bad follows. I'm currently dating a girl who seems to be crazy about me. Things are going well, but i keep waiting for something to go wrong. Recently i've been dwelling on the fact that nothing has gone wrong yet and i've been having these odd feelings in my chest. I feel like i'm being drained of energy and just sheer will. Nothing has gone wrong yet, but i know it's coming. Any reaction is, as usual, very much appreciated.
    Hey, maybe you've just broken the cycle. Think positive and positive things will happen. If you think like that, any little thing that happens will become 'the big thing that you're dreading'. If it's all out of your control, what's the point in worrying? You'll make yourself sick... don't do it!
    The Astoria??? Orgazmic!
    Verona??? it's all surmountable
    Dublin 23.08.06 "The beauty of Ireland, right there!"
    Wembley? We all believe!
    Copenhagen?? your light made us stars
    Chicago 07? And love
    What a different life
    Had I not found this love with you
  • Get_Right
    Get_Right Posts: 14,168
    it sounds like a self fulfilling prophecy
  • Jearlpam0925
    Jearlpam0925 Deep South Philly Posts: 17,571
    Don't worry. Something shitty will happen soon enough. Have a great day!!

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