Its time to get off the Message Pit!

KosmicJelli

Shit I just woke up from a dream that I was at a Pearl Jam concert... Ed handed over the mike to me during a song.. I went ot go sing and choked..... damn! that was a fuckin nightmare! lol... time to stop reading and posting I think!!!

Collin

You got a divorce 'because' of the message pit, but this is where you draw the line

HOOKER

yeah Unless you are LEAVING us to go back to your ex husband.
Shame on you.

catefrances

you know i have these brain seizures where i feel i need to leave the pit for my sanity. they never last long and i come back very chastened and convinced i wont be so dramatic next time. though if i wasnt prone to these wild displays of emotion i just wouldnt be me. and i know some of you love me for them, or perhaps in spite of them.

KosmicJelli

Collin wrote:

You got a divorce 'because' of the message pit, but this is where you draw the line

lol... true.... hey yah know I am so upset about it I cant even remeber what song we were singing and the frog came out of my mouth!

KosmicJelli

HOOKER wrote:

yeah Unless you are LEAVING us to go back to your ex husband.
Shame on you.

Oh hell no! I wouldnt even procreate with that man if he was the last on earth... We wouldnt want to taint the gene pool now would we?

Collin

KosmicJelli wrote:

lol... true.... hey yah know I am so upset about it I cant even remeber what song we were singing and the frog came out of my mouth!

I once had a dream about someone from the message pit. Someone I had never met nor seen! :eek:

I think you're still relatively safe... All you need to do is listen to more pearl jam and the more you listen to pearl jam the more you'll feel this need to talk about it...

And we're always open...

This board has everything, free therapy sessions, humour, news, endless pointless discussions about breatsfeeding, abortion, guns, the death penalty and of course Israel/Palestine... You can find new music to celebrate your new single status to, or ask which pearl jam song describes your situation best...

The possibilites are endless, you can make enemies and friends, you can make friends enemies, and enemies friends...

KosmicJelli

Collin wrote:

I once had a dream about someone from the message pit. Someone I had never met nor seen! :eek:

I think you're still relatively safe... All you need to do is listen to more pearl jam and the more you listen to pearl jam the more you'll feel this need to talk about it...

And we're always open...

This board has everything, free therapy sessions, humour, news, endless pointless discussions about breatsfeeding, abortion, guns, the death penalty and of course Israel/Palestine... You can find new music to celebrate your new single status to, or ask which pearl jam song describes your situation best...

The possibilites are endless, you can make enemies and friends, you can make friends enemies, and enemies friends...

First, I hope the dream was about me... kidding... second , I never try to make enemies only friends!

HOOKER

KosmicJelli wrote:

Oh hell no! I wouldnt even procreate with that man if he was the last on earth... We wouldnt want to taint the gene pool now would we?

TAINT. NO.

catefrances

KosmicJelli wrote:

First, I hope the dream was about me... kidding... second , I never try to make enemies only friends!

oh please... it was totally about me. and i am the enemy.

KosmicJelli

HOOKER wrote:

TAINT. NO.

lemme help you hit 1500.... woohoo! and Grats!

KosmicJelli

catefrances wrote:

oh please... it was totally about me. and i am the enemy.

haha... its always about you honey... and hey what is wrong with that? love thy enemy...

HOOKER

KosmicJelli wrote:

lemme help you hit 1500.... woohoo! and Grats!

Omg! Thank you so much! Its an honor to hit 1500. I wouldnt like to thank GOD, my family but mostly I would like to thank you guys... the Board members.

This is for you.

Thank you, goodnight.

catefrances

KosmicJelli wrote:

haha... its always about you honey... and hey what is wrong with that? love thy enemy...

testify to that sista. all my strength has been sucked dry and i need to be refilled. that is what my mission is now. anyone who wants to come along for the ride and who thinks they can handle it is welcome. if not, then please stay the fuck away.

KosmicJelli

catefrances wrote:

testify to that sista. all my strength has been sucked dry and i need to be refilled. that is what my mission is now. anyone who wants to come along for the ride and who thinks they can handle it is welcome. if not, then please stay the fuck away.

If you need strength your welcome to draw from me because I have found an endless source within me... and hey whom doest love a fucking ride! I just looking for those who want to share the ride and all that with me... I ready to take a hand... ready?

KosmicJelli

HOOKER wrote:

Omg! Thank you so much! Its an honor to hit 1500. I wouldnt like to thank GOD, my family but mostly I would like to thank you guys... the Board members.

This is for you.

Thank you, goodnight.

"They love me, they really love me..." - Sally Field totally misquoted!!

catefrances

KosmicJelli wrote:

If you need strength your welcome to draw from me because I have found an endless source within me... and hey whom doest love a fucking ride! I just looking for those who want to share the ride and all that with me... I ready to take a hand... ready?

thank you, but ive learnt that the strength needs to come from within. well actually ive always known this but i thought that if i gave all i had then someone would give me some in return. i was unaware that they were incapable of it. and it didnt matter how much i gave them. i dont wish them ill. i wish for them to use all the strength i gave them to live well, even if its not my sky they shine in.

HOOKER

KosmicJelli wrote:

"They love me, they really love me..." - Sally Field totally misquoted!!

lol

KosmicJelli

catefrances wrote:

thank you, but ive learnt that the strength needs to come from within. well actually ive always known this but i thought that if i gave all i had then someone would give me some in return. i was unaware that they were incapable of it. and it didnt matter how much i gave them. i dont wish them ill. i wish for them to use all the strength i gave them to live well, even if its not my sky they shine in.

Give for you and dont have any expectations behind the giving.

Nothing wrong with drawing on others strength we you cant find your own.

Acceptance is a great gift, now use it!

Jeanie

catefrances wrote:

you know i have these brain seizures where i feel i need to leave the pit for my sanity. they never last long and i come back very chastened and convinced i wont be so dramatic next time. though if i wasnt prone to these wild displays of emotion i just wouldnt be me. and i know some of you love me for them, or perhaps in spite of them.

Bloody oath mate!

Man I've had that many dreams about people from the pit it's kinda not quite right. Even last week while I was on hiatus I had a shocker about a couple of pit folk! So leaving ain't gonna save me clearly! :rolleyes:

catefrances

Jeanie wrote:

Bloody oath mate! : D

Man I've had that many dreams about people from the pit it's kinda not quite right. Even last week while I was on hiatus I had a shocker about a couple of pit folk! So leaving ain't gonna save me clearly! :rolleyes: : D

well see girl i havent. there are two people here i dream about(though ones a bit beyond a dream ) and the other, well hes only got himself to blame.

Jeanie

catefrances wrote:

well see girl i havent. there are two people here i dream about(though ones a bit beyond a dream ) and the other, well hes only got himself to blame.

Think yourself lucky girl!!! Nobody needs that fucked up mess running through their head!!! It's bad enough being here some days I don't need it while I'm trying to sleep as well.

catefrances

Jeanie wrote:

Think yourself lucky girl!!! Nobody needs that fucked up mess running through their head!!! It's bad enough being here some days I don't need it while I'm trying to sleep as well.

loves a funny thing girl. you can walk away but you cant let go, not totally and not without time passing. im trying to let go of the fact that i did all i could, i gave all i could and yet somehow it wasnt enough. i know that i was not in the wrong with anything i felt or expressed. and that i am the coolest being i can be and basically fuck you if you cant grasp that concept or you thought that wasnt enough. cause i know what youre missing and you dont.

Jeanie

catefrances wrote:

loves a funny thing girl. you can walk away but you cant let go, not totally and not without time passing. im trying to let go of the fact that i did all i could, i gave all i could and yet somehow it wasnt enough. i know that i was not in the wrong with anything i felt or expressed. and that i am the coolest being i can be and basically fuck you if you cant grasp that concept or you thought that wasnt enough. cause i know what youre missing and you dont.

Yep, I completely understand sweetie. And you're right, you are the coolest being you can be and if folks don't get that well I know a great place for em!!! They can keep that other sorry excuse company.

Anyway, one thing I do know, you just never know what's around the corner. Whether you want it or not, sometimes life just jumps up and bites you on the arse in the nicest possible way. I think you're due for a little nibble meself.