the moody thread

vmfury

I want to change, to rearrange
What is going on
I need to change, I need to play
Like a five year old

I can't detach from the past and all of the pain
I need to learn, start from scratch, begin again

Throw away yesterday
Today is a brand new day
Throw away yesterday
Today is a brand new day

So, I'm going to eat one hundred sweets
I don't care if I get fat
And I'm going to speak, I won't censor me
I know I can take nothing back

And I'm going to jump, I will unburden
I cannot go too deep
I will not run from bad things I've done
They're things I'll try not to repeat

Throw away yesterday
Today is a brand new day
Throw away yesterday
Today is a brand new day

Welcome to
The Church of What's Happening Now
Head straight through
It costs nothing but change.

electronblue

Trust - The Cure


There's no-one left in the world that I can hold onto..
There is really no-one left at all there is only you..
And if you leave me now you leave all that we were undone..
There is really no-one left you are the only one..

And still the hardest part for you to put your trust in me
I love you more than i can say ... Why won't you just believe?

And still the hardest part for you to put your trust in me...
I love you more than i can say ... Why won't you just believe?...~

vmfury

These colors will not change
You change the way I see them
These words will fade
When you explain why you hate them
We are the same

She keeps repeating
All that she needed
She says she's right here
She seems so distant

Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry

Just a few last hours, we gotta make this count
We're counting backwards
Just a few last hours, we gotta make this count
We're falling forwards

She keeps repeating
All that she needed
She says she's right here
She seems so distant

Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry

Saying goodbye this time, the same old story
Seeing you cry, makes me feel like saying sorry

Saying sorry
We're falling apart
Wish we knew this from the start
Saying goodbye's the hardest part
Wish we knew this from the start....

meme

Spin me round, roll me over, fuckin' circus
Stab it down, one-way needle, pulled so slowly

Drains and spills, soaks the pages, fills their sponges

It's my blood
It's my blood

Paint Ed big...turn Ed into...one of his enemies...

It's my blood
It's my blood
It's my blood

Stab it down, fill the pages, suck my fuckin' life out, man

Maker of my enemies...

Take...my...

meme

Lives opened and trashed...'look ma, watch me crash'...
No time to question...why'd nothing last...
Grasp and hold on...we're dyin' fast...
Soon be over...and I will relent...
Let the ocean swell, dissolve 'way my past
Three days, and maybe longer
Won't even know I've left

Under your tongue...I'm like a tab...
I will give you what...you're not sposed to have...
Under my breath...I swear by sin...
For better or for worse...a best we began...
Let the sun climb, oh, burn 'way my mask
Three days, and maybe longer
Shed my skin at last...shed...shed...

Let the sun shine, burn 'way my mask
Three days, and maybe longer
Won't ever find me here
Let the ocean dissolve 'way my past
Four days, and not much longer...

Let my spirit pass...

This is, this is...
This is, this is...
This is, this is...
My...last exit

illegal pants

Kiss The Dirt (Falling Down The Mountain) - INXS

Playing in the dirt
We find the seeds of doubt
Don't water them with your tears
Don't think about all the years
You'd rather be without

Eden lets me in
I find the seeds of love
And climb upon the highwire
I kiss and tell all my fears

Falling down the mountain
End up kissing dirt
Look a little closer
Sometimes it wouldn't hurt

Playing in the dirt
We find the seeds of fun
And we scream like alleycats
Tearing down what we attack
To prove that we are one

Cutting through the night
And we find the seeds of lust
And lose our minds on one intent
These passions never seem to end

vmfury

I'm obessive when just one thought of you comes up
I'm agressive with just the thought of closing up
You got me stressing, incessantly pressing the issue
'Cause every moment gone, you know I miss you
I'm the question and you're of course the answer
Hold me close, boy, 'cause I'm your tiny dancer
You make me shaken up, never mistaken
But I can't control myself
Got me calling out for help

S.O.S. please someone help me
It's not healthy for me to feel this way
Y.O.U. are making this hard
I can't take it, see, it don't feel right

S.O.S. please someone help me
It's not healthy for me to feel this way
Y.O.U. are making this hard
You got me tossing and turning
I cant sleep at night

This time please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you're in my mind, got me losing it
I'm lost you got me looking for the rest of me
Love is testing me, but still I'm losing it

This time please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you're in my mind, got me losing it
I'm lost you got me looking for the rest of me
Got the best of me, so now I'm losing it

Just your presence and I second guess my sanity
Yes it's a lesson and it's based on my vanity
My tummy's up in knots so as I see you I get so hot
Common sense is out the door
Can't seem to find the light
Take me, you know inside you feel it's right
Take me, I'm gonna put desire in your arms tonight
I'm out with you, you got me head over heels
Boy, you got me hanging on the way you make me feel

S.O.S. please someone help me
It's not healthy for me to feel this way
Y.O.U. are making this hard
You got me tossing and turning I cant sleep at night

This time please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you're in my mind, got me losing it
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Love is testing me, but still im losing it
This time please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you're in my mind, got me losing it
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Got the best of me, so now I'm losing it

Boy, you know you got me feeling open
And boy your loves enough with words unspoken
I said boy I'm telling you, you got me open
I don't know what to do it's true
I'm going crazy over you
I'm begging...

S.O.S. please somebody help me
It's not healthy for me to feel this way
Y.O.U. are making this hard
You got me tossing and turning
I cant sleep at night.

violet ray

my lips are shakin' my nails are bit off
been a month since i've heard myself talk
all the advantage this life's got on me
picture a cup in the middle of the sea
and i fight back in my mind
never lets me be right
i got memories i got shit
so much it don't show
oh i walked the line when you held me in that night
i walked the line when you held my hand that night
an empty shells seem so easy to crack
got all these questions don't know who i could even ask
so i'll just lie alone and wait for the dream
where i'm not ugly and your lookin' at me
and i stare you back
oh blue eyes, i've seen it
if just once i could feel love
oh stare back at me, yeah..
but i walked the line when you held me in that night
oh i walked the line when you held my hand that night
oh i walked the line when you held me close that night
i paid the price never held you in real life
my lips are shakin'

SeeTheSky

Winded is the sailor drifiting by the storm
Wounded is the organ he left all bloodied on the shore
Gorgeous was his savior, sees her drowning his his wake
Daily taste the salt of her tears, but a chance blamed fate

Little secrets, tremors, turned to quakes
The smallest oceans still get big, big waves

Ransom paid the devil, he whispers pleasing words
Triumphant are the angels if they can get there first

Little secrets, tremors, turned to quakes
The smallest oceans still get big, big waves

I'll decide...take the dive...
Take my time...not my life...
Wait for signs...believe in lies...
To get by...it's divine...
Oh, you know what it's like

Turns the bow back, tows and drops the line
Puts his faith in love and tremor christ.

newagehippie

Well I’ll put on me walkin’ boots and be on the road in the mornin’
I’ll spend a week in County Cork so give the girls fair warnin’
I’m a Traveling Man I’m a drinkin’ man I’m gentle when I’m sober

Well I’ve a wife in Donegal and I’ve a wife in Kerry
tomorrow I marry a girl from Cork a lovely bit called Mary
I’m a Traveling Man I’m a drinkin’ man I’m gentle when I’m sober

Well I’ll put on my velvet suit and I’ll comb back my hair
I go to parties when I’m sure the whiskey will be there
I’m a Traveling Man I’m a drinkin’ man I’m gentle when I’m sober

Well I’ve a wife in Belfast Town another in Killarney
I can’t remember her first name but her brother’s name is Barney
I’m a Traveling Man I’m a drinkin’ man I’m gentle when I’m sober

Well I’ll put on my suit of rags and dust upon my head
I’ll beg for money to buy me tay and a barn shall be my bed
I’m a Traveling Man I’m a drinkin’ man I’m gentle when I’m sober

SeeTheSky

Don't need a helmet, got a hard, hard head
Don't need a raincoat, I'm already wet
Don't need a bandage, there's too much blood
After a while, seems to roll right off.

Don't need a hand, there's always arms attached
Oh, don't get behind, I can't fall back
Why must we trust all these rusted rails?
They don't want no change, we already have.

Don't mean to push, but I'm being shoved
Oh, just like you, I think we've had enough
I can't believe a thing they want us to
We all got scars, they should have 'em too.

Pry, to
P-R-I-V-A-C-Y is priceless to me.

vmfury

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Lights are low, the curtains down
There's no one here
There's no one here, there's no one in the crowd
Say your lines, but do you feel them?
Do you mean what you say when there's no one around?
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
One lonely star you don't know who you are

I've always been in love with you
I guess you've always known it's true
You know it's true
You took my love for granted
Why oh, why?
The show is over, say goodbye
Say goodbye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you're breaking my heart
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
Just make them smile, the whole world loves a clown
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played
No more masquerade, you're one lonely star
One lonely star and you don't know who you are

I've always been in love with you
I guess you've always known it's true
You know it's true
You took my love for granted
Why oh, why?
The show is over, say goodbye
Say goodbye

All the world is a stage
And everyone has their part
But how was I to know which way the story would go?
How was I to know you'd break
You'd break, you'd break, you'd break
You'd break my heart

I've always been in love with you
Guess you've always known
You took my love for granted
Why oh, why?
The show is over, say goodbye.

imspinnin

there's a girl on a ledge, who's got nowhere to turn
because all the love that she had was just wood that she burned
now her life is on fire, it's no one's concern
she can blame the world...or pray til dawn
but only love...can break her fall
break her fall
yeah only love can break her fall...fall
it's like she's lost the invitation to the party on earth
and she's standing outside hating everyone here
yeah she's her own disease, crying to her doll
but only love...can break her fall
break her fall
only love can break her fall
yeah...
fall, break her fall, love oh oh..
can break her fall
ooh yeah only love can break her fall...
love, love, can break her fall, fall...
love, ooh can break her fall...
only love can break her..

imspinnin

He deals the cards as a meditation
And those he plays never suspect
He doesn't play for the money he wins
He don't play for respect

He deals the cards to find the answer
The sacred geometry of chance
The hidden law of a probable outcome
The numbers lead a dance

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart

He may play the jack of diamonds
He may lay the queen of spades
He may conceal a king in his hand
While the memory of it fades

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart

And if I told you that I loved you
You'd maybe think there's something wrong
I'm not a man of too many faces
The mask I wear is one

Well, those who speak know nothin'
And find out to their cost
Like those who curse their luck in too many places
And those who fear are lost

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart
That's not the shape, the shape of my heart
That's not the shape, the shape of my heart

olderman

"Poco Magnolia lyrics"

(john j. cale)

Whippoorwill’s singing, soft summer breeze;
Makes me think of my baby left down in new orleans,
I left down in new orleans
Magnolia you sweet thing, you’re driving me mad
Got to get back to you, baby;
You’re the best I ever had;
You’re the best I ever had;
You whisper, good morning so gently in my ear;
I’m coming to you baby;
I’ll soon be there
I’ll soon be there

vmfury

It's hard to argue
When you won't stop making sense
But my tongue still misbehaves
And it keeps digging my own grave
With my...

Hands open
And my eyes open
I just keep hoping
That your heart opens

Why would I sabotage
The best thing that I have
Well, it makes it easier to know
Exactly what I want
With my...

Hands open
And my eyes open
I just keep hoping
That your heart opens

It's not as easy
As willing it all to be right
Got to be more than hoping it's right
I want to hear you laugh like you really mean it
Collapse into me, tired with joy

Put Sufjan Stevens on
And we'll play your favorite song
"Chicago" bursts to life and your
Sweet smile remembers you
My...

Hands open
And my eyes open
I just keep hoping
That your heart opens

It's not as easy as willing it all to be right
Got to be more than hoping it's right
I want to hear you laugh like you really mean it
Collapse into me, tired with joy.

imspinnin

If keep holding out...Will the light shine through?
under this broken roof, there's only rain that I feel
I've been wishing out the days..

Come back..

I have been planing out, all that I'd say to you
Since you slipped away, know that I still remain true
I've been wishing out the days...
Please say,
that if you hadn't of gone now,
I wouldn't have lost you another way
From wherever you are..
Come back

And these days, they linger on
And in the night, as I'm waiting on
A real possibility I may meet you in my dream.
I go to sleep.

If I don't fall apart, will the memories stay clear
So you had to go, and I had to remain here
But the strangest thing to date,
So far way and yet,
You feel so close, and I'm not gonna question it any other way
There must be an open door for you...
To come back

In the days, they linger on
And every night, what I'm waiting for..
A real possibility I may meet you in my dream.
And sometimes you're there, and you're talking back to me
Come the morning, I could swear that you're next to me.
It's ok..
..its ok..its ok.
I'll be here
come back comeback
I'll be here
come back, comeback...

vmfury

No more upset mornings
No more trying evenings
This American Dream I am disbelieving
When the gas in my tank feels like money in the bank
Gonna blow it all this time, take me one last ride
Oh the lights of the city
They only look good when I'm speeding
I wanna leave 'em all behind me
'Cause this time I'm gone
Long gone
This time I'm letting go of it all
So long
This time I'm gone

In the far off distance
As my taillights fade
No one tends to witness, but they will someday
Feel like a question is forming
And the answer's far
I will be what I could be
Once I get out of this town

For the lights of this city
They have lost all feeling
Gonna leave 'em all behind me
'Cause this time I'm gone
Long gone
This time I'm letting go of it all
So long
Long gone, I'm letting go of it all
Yeah, this time I'm gone

If nothing is everything
If nothing is everything
I'll have it all
If nothing is everything
Then I will have it all
I'm gone.

Ayedavanita

Big man stands behind an open door
Said, "leave your lady on the cement floor."
"Got some kicks, want to take a ride?"
I said, "yeah!"
"Take your pick, leave yourself behind"
I said, "yeah!"

I've no fear but for falling down
So look out below I am falling now
Oh please understand I just need, my friend,
A way a way a way home

Tried to walk, found a severed hand
Recognized it from the wedding band

Said "it's ok, do you want some more?"
I said, "yeah!"
"You'll see dragons after 3 or 4"
I said, "yeah!"

"Understand I'm not falling down"
I said, "look around, the room's taller now",
I can't close my eyes, 'cause I see the sound in waves
In waves, lets me stay calm

If I don't lose control
Explore and not explode
A preternatural other plane
With the power to maintain

Like a tear in all we know
Once dissolved we are free to grow
What is human, what is more?

decides2dream

i've been wanting to post this tune since i've first heard it, so suits my inner mood almost always - in a good way, haha. finally, thanks to the generosity of a fellow poster, got the lyrics online...so yeah..........


Inside Job
(Music: McCready/Vedder - Lyrics: McCready)

Underneath this smile lies everything
All my hopes and anger, pride and shame

I make myself a pact, not to shut doors on the past
Just for today I am free

I will not lose my faith
It's an inside job today
I know this one thing well

I used to try and kill love. the highest sin
Breathing insecurity out and in

Searching hope, I'm shown the way to run straight
Pursuing the greater way for all human light

How I choose to feel is how I am
How I choose to feel is how I am

I will not lose my faith
It's an inside job today

Holding on, the light of night
On my knees to rise and fix my broken soul
Again

Let me run into the rain
To be a human light again

Let me run into the rain
To shine a human light today

Life comes from within your heart and desire
Life comes from within my heart and desire
Life comes from within your heart and desire