Thank you

Anon

Jeanie wrote:

Oh! Now don't be making me all teary again there gurlie! I'm trying to have a tear free day.

no more tears

now grab a beer and crank up some skyhooks jeanie!

GraySaturday

Jeanie,

Josh just went out to buy some beer, and I am actually going to drink! Join me in a drink..

Cheers to good friends

baraka

Hi Jeanie, it's good to 'see' you. I've been thinking of you.

writersu

Pj_Gurl wrote:

None more awesome than you Jeanie. You're always just there for everyone, helping out, offering kind words and advice. You're such a beautiful person. I am so sorry you are hurting and wish i could do more to help. I wish I could tell you it gets easier, but i don't think it does, you just wake up one day, and instead of tears you will smile, remembering the happy times and his memory will be safe in your heart forever.

Stay strong hun xx

pjgurl, you have an awesome heart........I couldn't have said it better myself.
I hope you know, Jeanie that a lot of people care about you here. I also have a poem about these things.......I will try to get it and pm it to you just in case it brings any comfort at all..........time is the answer though, I agree. And the tears and mourning have to run their course I am sure.......I guess I just think that mourning a loss like this is a testimomy to human companionship. If we didn't mourn, then why would we even need other people, right? Tears will run out eventually or at least get fewer.......hang in there,...........

Jeanie

Pj_Gurl wrote:

no more tears : )

now grab a beer and crank up some skyhooks jeanie!

oh well I'm a wee bit seedy to be honest.

I may have had several cans of UDL last night.

And it is only 3pm, hehe! In a little while, some more vodka perhaps and a little shirl action could be just what the doctor ordered!

Jeanie

GraySaturday wrote:

Jeanie,

Josh just went out to buy some beer, and I am actually going to drink! Join me in a drink..

Cheers to good friends

I'll raise my very lovely milk coffee for now hey?

But yes, here's to good friends!

**raises mug**

Jeanie

baraka wrote:

Hi Jeanie, it's good to 'see' you. I've been thinking of you.

Hello lovely.

I'm plugging slowly through the pm's. Thank you for yours.

Jeanie

writersu wrote:

pjgurl, you have an awesome heart........I couldn't have said it better myself.
I hope you know, Jeanie that a lot of people care about you here. I also have a poem about these things.......I will try to get it and pm it to you just in case it brings any comfort at all..........time is the answer though, I agree. And the tears and mourning have to run their course I am sure.......I guess I just think that mourning a loss like this is a testimomy to human companionship. If we didn't mourn, then why would we even need other people, right? Tears will run out eventually or at least get fewer.......hang in there,...........

Yes, she's a lovely one ain't she?

Thanks su. I'm just tired and a wee bit emotional I guess, but I got to see the buffalo on Wednesday which was very cathartic. (Somewhat scary for the kids and parents on the tour bus to have an old woman sobbing at the sight of them, I'm sure! :eek: ) But I was very pleased to see them and needed to do something to honor him somehow I suppose. And now I'm just wishing out the days I guess. Anyway, thank you.

small town beck

Good to see you back, friend Another night I will join you in a drink just at home nursing my ginger ale :eek:

Good times :rolleyes:

Jeanie

small town beck wrote:

Good to see you back, friend : ) Another night I will join you in a drink just at home nursing my ginger ale : eek: : o

Good times :rolleyes:

I am nursing a hurty head meself!

But we WILL raise a glass or two or three another time together.

chiquimonkey

just wanted to say i love ya girl, keep strong

Jeanie

chiquimonkey wrote:

just wanted to say i love ya girl, keep strong

Ah! Thanks sweet cheeks. And ditto.

You too hey?

norm

everytime i see this thread i think of this song.....:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJRNtBqHCyc

Jeanie

cutback wrote:

everytime i see this thread i think of this song.....:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJRNtBqHCyc

WOW! hehe! That's some funky threads dude!

melodious

Jeannie,

Look at what a beautiful soul you are. You have been encouraging me all along and there you have stood in agony...I am yours forever...Thank you so much for sharing who you are and being an example. If more people tried to model themselves after your heart, we could all be dancing together...

~ Humbled in your presence.
Melody

small town beck

Jeanie wrote:

I am nursing a hurty head meself!

But we WILL raise a glass or two or three another time together.

I am raising a glass tonight if you are up for it ?

Heineken Helen

Jeanie wrote:

thanks, not really, but I'm good at pretending. Pollyanna is in here somewhere. I'll do my best.

Hey... even pollyanna was a grumpy bitch for a while after the accident

Heineken Helen

Pj_Gurl wrote:

None more awesome than you Jeanie. You're always just there for everyone, helping out, offering kind words and advice. You're such a beautiful person. I am so sorry you are hurting and wish i could do more to help. I wish I could tell you it gets easier, but i don't think it does, you just wake up one day, and instead of tears you will smile, remembering the happy times and his memory will be safe in your heart forever.

Stay strong hun xx

now why the fuck can't I say stuff like that? I agree with all this... word for word!

Jeanie

melodious wrote:

Jeannie,

Look at what a beautiful soul you are. You have been encouraging me all along and there you have stood in agony...I am yours forever...Thank you so much for sharing who you are and being an example. If more people tried to model themselves after your heart, we could all be dancing together...

~ Humbled in your presence.
Melody

aaw shucks! Too kind there love. Thank you.

Of course if more people were like me.....well I don't think the world could handle it to be honest! I'm far too flawed on a bad day. BUT you're right! There would be MORE DANCING!

Jeanie

Heineken Helen wrote:

Hey... even pollyanna was a grumpy bitch for a while after the accident

LMAO!!!

You do realize that made me laugh out loud so unexpectedly that the dog actually whimpered! It's been a while since he heard me laugh I think!

Jeanie

Heineken Helen wrote:

now why the fuck can't I say stuff like that? I agree with all this... word for word!

thanks sweetie. you're pretty darn spesh yaself.

Heineken Helen

Jeanie wrote:

LMAO!!!

You do realize that made me laugh out loud so unexpectedly that the dog actually whimpered! It's been a while since he heard me laugh I think!

that's good to know. The 'nice pollyanna' came out when she was ready... but sometimes ya just need to be angry, sad, whatever for a while... and if it's something ya need to do, well hey, call me some names if it makes ya feel better

Gonna save you fucker,....not gonna lose you
Feeling cocky and strong,.. cant let you go,...
Too important to me

Too important to us,... wed be lost without you
Baby, let yourself fall,... Im right below you now

And fuck me if I say something you dont wanna hear
And fuck if you only hear what you wanna hear
Fuck me if I care,... but Im not leaving here

You helped me when I was down,... Ill help when youre down
Why are you hitting yourself,... cmon hit me instead

Lets pick up your will,... its grown fat and lazy
Im sympathetic as well,... dont go on me now

And Im not living this life without you, Im selfist and clear
And youre not leaving here without me, I dont wanna be without
My best friend,... wake up to see you could have it all

Cause there is but you,... and something within you
Its taken control,.. lets beat it, get up lets go

Oh youre in your own world, lets see the whole world
Lets pick up your soul

And fuck me if I say something you dont wanna hear
And fuck me if you only hear the treble in your head
Please help,... me,... to help you,... help yourself

Help me help yourself,... please want me to,... please let me to