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PJPixiePJPixie Posts: 3,026
edited January 2008 in All Encompassing Trip
When will I ever learn?? I'm tired of feeling this way..........





thanks for listening :/
The best use of Life is Love.
The best expression of Love is Time.
The best time to Love is Now.


I'm never as good as when you're there.........
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  • failedpersephonefailedpersephone Posts: 3,424
    YOU will NEVER learn! Ever!!

    :D

    wait, huh?? I was reading someone else's thread...and now it's your turn.

    seriously - what d'ya mean? that was a massive teaser...like nipple pinching a nun.
    IF YOU WANT A PLATE OF MY BEEF SWELLINGTON, YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE TO PAY THE COVERCHARGE.
  • dunkmandunkman Posts: 19,646
    tarnations!!! i was going to start a thread just like this!!!! :mad: same old story for me :(



    yeah whats up? :o
    oh scary... 40000 morbidly obese christians wearing fanny packs invading europe is probably the least scariest thing since I watched an edited version of The Care Bears movie in an extremely brightly lit cinema.
  • PJPixiePJPixie Posts: 3,026
    failedpersephone wrote:
    YOU will NEVER learn! Ever!!

    :D

    wait, huh?? I was reading someone else's thread...and now it's your turn.

    seriously - what d'ya mean? that was a massive teaser...like nipple pinching a nun.


    The people on this Board always make me smile and I knew I could count on someone here for that!!

    nipple pinching a nun is a tease??



    what do I mean..........I mean, I'm always waiting....holding out, for something/someone that never comes thru.........and it always hurts, even when I think it wont.
    The best use of Life is Love.
    The best expression of Love is Time.
    The best time to Love is Now.


    I'm never as good as when you're there.........
  • failedpersephonefailedpersephone Posts: 3,424
    PJPixie wrote:
    ...

    what do I mean..........I mean, I'm always waiting....holding out, for something/someone that never comes thru.........and it always hurts, even when I think it wont.

    Why do you wait for others? you have to change your OWN path!

    be your own first, and then others will follow.

    easier said than done :rolleyes: but, really just start small...do something ONLY with yourself in mind. something really small and simple...and then go on from there...it's the difference in how you treat yourself. :)
    IF YOU WANT A PLATE OF MY BEEF SWELLINGTON, YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE TO PAY THE COVERCHARGE.
  • PJPixiePJPixie Posts: 3,026
    failedpersephone wrote:
    Why do you wait for others? you have to change your OWN path!

    be your own first, and then others will follow.

    easier said than done :rolleyes: but, really just start small...do something ONLY with yourself in mind. something really small and simple...and then go on from there...it's the difference in how you treat yourself. :)

    this is so very true. I make this choice probably at least once every other day but then I always fall behind..........I have to stick to my path. I know this. What's funny is that I'm sure my friends would never know that I feel like this.....On the OUTSIDE of me, I don't think anyone can see this...........
    then again, maybe they can and they all know I'm a sucka
    The best use of Life is Love.
    The best expression of Love is Time.
    The best time to Love is Now.


    I'm never as good as when you're there.........
  • PJPixiePJPixie Posts: 3,026
    dunkman wrote:
    tarnations!!! i was going to start a thread just like this!!!! :mad: same old story for me :(



    yeah whats up? :o

    "Tarnations" that is going to be my word of the day..........heck, my word of the weekend!! I love it. Dunkman, you always crack me up!!
    The best use of Life is Love.
    The best expression of Love is Time.
    The best time to Love is Now.


    I'm never as good as when you're there.........
  • drtyfrnk29drtyfrnk29 Posts: 846
    PJPixie wrote:
    When will I ever learn?? I'm tired of feeling this way..........

    thanks for listening :/
    PJPixie wrote:
    this is so very true. I make this choice probably at least once every other day but then I always fall behind..........I have to stick to my path. I know this. What's funny is that I'm sure my friends would never know that I feel like this.....On the OUTSIDE of me, I don't think anyone can see this...........
    then again, maybe they can and they all know I'm a sucka
    Ah man, it's a bummer to see you feeling this way cause you're such a sweetheart. Chin up, camper.
    I'm so dangerous I smoke dynamite.

  • Stone Is GodStone Is God Posts: 1,331
    PJPixie wrote:
    what do I mean..........I mean, I'm always waiting....holding out, for something/someone that never comes thru.........and it always hurts, even when I think it wont.

    If you're talking about a relationship things come along when you least expect it. Everyone always told me that and I thought they were full of shit. I was always thinking no one would ever come along that I would feel that I could rely on. Then I met a girl a few weeks back and I have a whole new view on things.

    If you hang in long enough you'll get you're day.

    Just make sure that you're a strong enough person who can rely solely on yourself, in the meantime. If you're that way you'll know who you can rely on and who you can't.
    I'll ride the wave where it takes me.
  • SpunkieSpunkie Posts: 6,672
    You're aces in my books.
    p.s. I was a pixie in brownies. We're family now. :)
  • PJPixiePJPixie Posts: 3,026
    drtyfrnk29 wrote:
    Ah man, it's a bummer to see you feeling this way cause you're such a sweetheart. Chin up, camper.

    Man, going to a DIRTYFRANK show sure would RULE right now!!
    The best use of Life is Love.
    The best expression of Love is Time.
    The best time to Love is Now.


    I'm never as good as when you're there.........
  • drtyfrnk29drtyfrnk29 Posts: 846
    PJPixie wrote:
    Man, going to a DIRTYFRANK show sure would RULE right now!!
    I wish we had one sooner for you then. We're not even rehearsing tonight otherwise you could sit there and watch us argue and drink beer all night.
    I'm so dangerous I smoke dynamite.

  • PJPixiePJPixie Posts: 3,026
    Stone Is God wrote:
    If you're talking about a relationship things come along when you least expect it. Everyone always told me that and I thought they were full of shit. I was always thinking no one would ever come along that I would feel that I could rely on. Then I met a girl a few weeks back and I have a whole new view on things.

    If you hang in long enough you'll get you're day.

    Just make sure that you're a strong enough person who can rely solely on yourself, in the meantime. If you're that way you'll know who you can rely on and who you can't.

    Yeah, I'm talking about relationships.......and so true, when I got divorced (almost 8 years ago) I was alone with my two kids and I was struggling, I mean emotionally and financially and I made sure then that I would NEVER EVER become dependent on anyone EVER AGAIN. I know I can take care of myself now and not have to RELY on anyone, I will never STRUGGLE like I did then. But sometimes it would be nice to know that someone wakes up everyday thinking about YOU first.........I don't think I've felt that way in........like.......forever.....
    The best use of Life is Love.
    The best expression of Love is Time.
    The best time to Love is Now.


    I'm never as good as when you're there.........
  • PJPixiePJPixie Posts: 3,026
    drtyfrnk29 wrote:
    I wish we had one sooner for you then. We're not even rehearsing tonight otherwise you could sit there and watch us argue and drink beer all night.

    Next Rehearsal.........I'm there!! I'll bring brownies!!
    The best use of Life is Love.
    The best expression of Love is Time.
    The best time to Love is Now.


    I'm never as good as when you're there.........
  • Stone Is GodStone Is God Posts: 1,331
    PJPixie wrote:
    Yeah, I'm talking about relationships.......and so true, when I got divorced (almost 8 years ago) I was alone with my two kids and I was struggling, I mean emotionally and financially and I made sure then that I would NEVER EVER become dependent on anyone EVER AGAIN. I know I can take care of myself now and not have to RELY on anyone, I will never STRUGGLE like I did then. But sometimes it would be nice to know that someone wakes up everyday thinking about YOU first.........I don't think I've felt that way in........like.......forever.....

    I understand totally. You'll feel that way again. I was a bitter asshole for the longest time and then I met someone that I feel 'different' for and she feels the same. It's a strange thing. No bullshit, no pretense. We're there for each other no matter what. Trust me, if it happened to me it'll happen to you.
    I'll ride the wave where it takes me.
  • PJPixiePJPixie Posts: 3,026
    Stone Is God wrote:
    I understand totally. You'll feel that way again. I was a bitter asshole for the longest time and then I met someone that I feel 'different' for and she feels the same. It's a strange thing. No bullshit, no pretense. We're there for each other no matter what. Trust me, if it happened to me it'll happen to you.

    Thank you........I needed to hear that.
    The best use of Life is Love.
    The best expression of Love is Time.
    The best time to Love is Now.


    I'm never as good as when you're there.........
  • Stone Is GodStone Is God Posts: 1,331
    PJPixie wrote:
    Thank you........I needed to hear that.

    No problem. Always keep your head up because you never know what's coming around the corner.
    I'll ride the wave where it takes me.
  • PJPixiePJPixie Posts: 3,026
    Stone Is God wrote:
    No problem. Always keep your head up because you never know what's coming around the corner.


    a MAC TRUCK is all that seems to be coming around my corners.....



    lol........and truly, my head is always up. I've overcome some pretty shitty things.........I'm just mopey today. I'm pretty "HAPPY" on the outside, my insides are sad today.
    The best use of Life is Love.
    The best expression of Love is Time.
    The best time to Love is Now.


    I'm never as good as when you're there.........
  • urbanhippieurbanhippie Posts: 3,007
    PJPixie wrote:
    When will I ever learn?? I'm tired of feeling this way..........





    thanks for listening :/
    Been 2nd best my whole life... not any more...
    If it can change for me, it can change for you too, believe it... :)
    A human being that was given to fly.

    Wembley 18/06/07

    If there was a reason, it was you.

    O2 Arena 18/09/09
  • Stone Is GodStone Is God Posts: 1,331
    PJPixie wrote:
    a MAC TRUCK is all that seems to be coming around my corners.....

    I know that feeling. LOL
    I'll ride the wave where it takes me.
  • failedpersephonefailedpersephone Posts: 3,424
    PJPixie wrote:
    lol........and truly, my head is always up. I've overcome some pretty shitty things.........I'm just mopey today. I'm pretty "HAPPY" on the outside, my insides are sad today.

    sometimes, it's best to let your sad insides out every so often...that way friends don't always think you are "game" or a sport, and they start considering HOW you will react to them...rather than thinking of you as happy go lucky.

    let yourself be whatever emotion you are feeling.

    woah, I am sounding like Rosey Grier...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tHrwcQrY-JM

    though, he is right you know.

    and he wasn't a bad member of the fearsome foursome either! OH HELL YEAH!
    IF YOU WANT A PLATE OF MY BEEF SWELLINGTON, YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE TO PAY THE COVERCHARGE.
  • PJPixiePJPixie Posts: 3,026
    failedpersephone wrote:
    sometimes, it's best to let your sad insides out every so often...that way friends don't always think you are "game" or a sport, and they start considering HOW you will react to them...rather than thinking of you as happy go lucky.

    let yourself be whatever emotion you are feeling.


    This is sooooooo very true. I'm slowly learning how to do this.
    Thank you for all your words.
    The best use of Life is Love.
    The best expression of Love is Time.
    The best time to Love is Now.


    I'm never as good as when you're there.........
  • LizardLizard Posts: 12,091
    Awww Tiff. Sorry.

    Re-read your rockstar kissing thread and smile at that!!!!!!!!! ;)
    So I'll just lie down and wait for the dream
    Where I'm not ugly and you're lookin' at me
  • PJPixiePJPixie Posts: 3,026
    Lizard wrote:
    Awww Tiff. Sorry.

    Re-read your rockstar kissing thread and smile at that!!!!!!!!! ;)

    Good One Lizard! I'll do that!!! :D
    The best use of Life is Love.
    The best expression of Love is Time.
    The best time to Love is Now.


    I'm never as good as when you're there.........
  • PJPixiePJPixie Posts: 3,026
    "disgraced Cosmonaught"




    yeah.........i'm still down :(
    The best use of Life is Love.
    The best expression of Love is Time.
    The best time to Love is Now.


    I'm never as good as when you're there.........
  • decides2dreamdecides2dream Posts: 14,977
    PJPixie wrote:
    When will I ever learn?? I'm tired of feeling this way..........





    thanks for listening :/



    you will always be '2nd best' as long as you ALLOW yourself to be 2nd best, and continue to see yourself as 2nd best. :o it's not an easy thing to overcome if you've followed such a path most of your life, but it CAN be done. :cool:

    you are the only *you* you've got, and we all get only one go-round, so don't ever settle for being percieved as 2nd best. know yourself and realize you ARE and DESERVE to be #1 in your own life, in the life of someone else...if that is what you so desire. so 'learn' that TODAY...and get on with the rest of your life.......RISE! life is in motion! :D





    Down. Fall by the wayside... no getting out...
    Down. Cry me a river... dried up and dammed.
    The names can be changed... but the place is still the same.
    I am loaded. Told that all's for naught. Holds me down.

    Rise. Life is in motion. I'm stuck in line.
    Oh rise. You can't be neutral on a moving train.
    One day... the symptoms fade. Think I'll throw these pills away.
    And if hope could grow from dirt like me. It can be done.

    Won't let the light escape from me.
    Won't let the darkness swallow me.




    love yourself first, then others will love you the same, or more. love is so cool like that...the more you feel, the more you have, the more you share....and then again, the more you feel..........:)
    Stay with me...
    Let's just breathe...


    I am myself like you somehow


  • patrickredeyespatrickredeyes Posts: 8,834
    PJPixie wrote:
    The people on this Board always make me smile and I knew I could count on someone here for that!!

    nipple pinching a nun is a tease??



    what do I mean..........I mean, I'm always waiting....holding out, for something/someone that never comes thru.........and it always hurts, even when I think it wont.



    I could send you your cheesehead to cheer you up. :D


    Hope you feel better.
  • chiquimonkeychiquimonkey Posts: 9,337
    Lizard wrote:
    Awww Tiff. Sorry.

    Re-read your rockstar kissing thread and smile at that!!!!!!!!! ;)
    that's what i was about to suggest too....i know i smiled bigtime reading that and it wasn't even me getting the proper snogging :o haha

    keep your head up girl! i know it's hard sometimes (believe me), but it's all we can do sometimes
  • SENROCKSENROCK Posts: 10,736
    PJPixie wrote:
    When will I ever learn?? I'm tired of feeling this way..........





    thanks for listening :/

    im gonna kill shady if indeed thats the enemy right now. And get up get outta bed cuz im going to snuggle with you and then we're going to spydees party and then watch high fidelity followed by almost famous!!!!!! :D
    ~~~~~~ALWAYS HAVE A GOOD TIME~~~~~~
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  • PJPixiePJPixie Posts: 3,026
    SENROCK! wrote:
    im gonna kill shady if indeed thats the enemy right now. And get up get outta bed cuz im going to snuggle with you and then we're going to spydees party and then watch high fidelity followed by almost famous!!!!!! :D


    LOL.....naw, it wasn't SHADY....funny tho....the one I really don't feel much for puts me first.....hmm, I'm one messed up person!
    The best use of Life is Love.
    The best expression of Love is Time.
    The best time to Love is Now.


    I'm never as good as when you're there.........
  • pearljamgirl07pearljamgirl07 Posts: 792
    failedpersephone wrote:
    Why do you wait for others? you have to change your OWN path!

    be your own first, and then others will follow.

    easier said than done :rolleyes: but, really just start small...do something ONLY with yourself in mind. something really small and simple...and then go on from there...it's the difference in how you treat yourself. :)
    That's a good advice.....
    "You're the eve of my destruction in the garden of fears"
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