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MerkingBoyMerkingBoy Posts: 249
edited May 2008 in All Encompassing Trip
don't lie or hide it, we all do it.

i like to look up ex-classmates and co-workers on the googles, myspaces, youtubes and other popular sites. it can be fun and exciting sometimes, but more often than not, it's usually bring sadness to my self.

sad part is when you find an old classmate love and find out she's married and have 2 kids. that makes me sad, i wish i could have not fucked up in my teens.

i have so much regrets and so much to repair for my future, if i have any. :(
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  • GraySaturdayGraySaturday Posts: 2,878
    Don't live in regrets.. It's all about moving on.

    What's meant to be will be, what's not, well it's not.


    I don't "stalk" people online.. But my first serious boyfriend, whom I loved very much and gave me the gift of Pearl Jam, is the only boyfriend I'd care to hear about now a days, but I can't seem to locate him. I looked him up on facebook, but I don't think his profile is filled out, hope he's doing well. Not in a stalker way, like I wish I could find him to get a lock of his hair for my shrine, but more like he was awesome, he taught me a lot and he is someone I won't ever forget.
  • brain of cbrain of c Posts: 5,213
    why do i keep fucking up?
    d'oh!!!!!!

    http://www.myspace.com/brain_of_c
  • Lukin66Lukin66 Posts: 3,063
    this thread is ironic
    deep, deep blue of the morning
    gets to me every time
  • CHANGEinWAVESCHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    Lukin66 wrote:
    this thread is ironic
    that's what i was thinking.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • given2fly10given2fly10 Posts: 485
    Lukin66 wrote:
    this thread is ironic
    dont ya think, its like rain on a wedding, its a free ride
    And he still gives his love, he just gives it away, The love he receives is the love that is saved, And sometimes is seen a strange spot in the sky, A human being that was given to fly

    no bed=no brian

    coke sucks
  • MerkingBoyMerkingBoy Posts: 249
    GraySaturday wrote:
    Don't live in regrets.. It's all about moving on.

    What's meant to be will be, what's not, well it's not.


    I don't "stalk" people online.. But my first serious boyfriend, whom I loved very much and gave me the gift of Pearl Jam, is the only boyfriend I'd care to hear about now a days, but I can't seem to locate him. I looked him up on facebook, but I don't think his profile is filled out, hope he's doing well. Not in a stalker way, like I wish I could find him to get a lock of his hair for my shrine, but more like he was awesome, he taught me a lot and he is someone I won't ever forget.
    you have a shrine full o people's hair? creepy!

    anyways, it's not that easy to move on then all of you're constantly asked and having to converse about your past. how do you not talk about yourself and just the other people? they think i'm a creep or weirdo when i refuse to open myself up.
  • GraySaturdayGraySaturday Posts: 2,878
    MerkingBoy wrote:
    you have a shrine full o people's hair? creepy!

    anyways, it's not that easy to move on then all of you're constantly asked and having to converse about your past. how do you not talk about yourself and just the other people? they think i'm a creep or weirdo when i refuse to open myself up.

    Um, I said its not like I have a shrine :rolleyes:

    Um.. also I'm not sure what exactly you're talking about. Just don't talk about your past ex's with people? Your original post is about you looking up people and getting all sad.. I guess don't look them up and try to reconnect?
  • MerkingBoyMerkingBoy Posts: 249
    GraySaturday wrote:
    Um, I said its not like I have a shrine :rolleyes:

    Um.. also I'm not sure what exactly you're talking about. Just don't talk about your past ex's with people? Your original post is about you looking up people and getting all sad.. I guess don't look them up and try to reconnect?
    i have a very hard time reconnecting with my childhoodfriends. all have called and asked about me through my siblings and such but i refuse to get back to them. i can honestly say that i don't know why i do that.

    it's like i'm trying to escape from my past yet the people are trying to reconnect with me,.
  • JeanieJeanie Posts: 9,446
    MerkingBoy wrote:
    don't lie or hide it, we all do it.

    i like to look up ex-classmates and co-workers on the googles, myspaces, youtubes and other popular sites. it can be fun and exciting sometimes, but more often than not, it's usually bring sadness to my self.

    sad part is when you find an old classmate love and find out she's married and have 2 kids. that makes me sad, i wish i could have not fucked up in my teens.

    i have so much regrets and so much to repair for my future, if i have any. :(


    :)

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xwamCGQU7_s
    NOPE!!!

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    Hold on to the thread
    The currents will shift
  • MerkingBoyMerkingBoy Posts: 249
    Jeanie wrote:
    :)

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xwamCGQU7_s
    thanks for the video. Ed didn't come to terms with himself til he was 38 or 39.

    i'm much younger than that but i ain't no big shot rockstart like Ed neither so my hopes are much slimmer. i got more to overcomethan he did.
  • stylo17stylo17 Posts: 1,001
    MerkingBoy wrote:
    don't lie or hide it, we all do it.

    i like to look up ex-classmates and co-workers on the googles, myspaces, youtubes and other popular sites. it can be fun and exciting sometimes, but more often than not, it's usually bring sadness to my self.

    sad part is when you find an old classmate love and find out she's married and have 2 kids. that makes me sad, i wish i could have not fucked up in my teens.

    i have so much regrets and so much to repair for my future, if i have any. :(

    I understand.
    6/11/08 WPB


    ♬♪♫ and I will not, grow tired of crayon stars and fire

    ♬♪♫ cause a soldier's death is so much better than defeat just hanging around
  • MerkingBoyMerkingBoy Posts: 249
    Lukin66 wrote:
    this thread is ironic
    CHANGEinWAVES wrote:
    that's what i was thinking.
    given2fly10 wrote:
    dont ya think, its like rain on a wedding, its a free ride
    i know the three of you are enjoying this on my expense, and i'm glad i helped.
  • CHANGEinWAVESCHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    MerkingBoy wrote:
    i know the three of you are enjoying this on my expense, and i'm glad i helped.
    trust me I know what it feels like for some one to enjoy something at my expense.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • MerkingBoyMerkingBoy Posts: 249
    CHANGEinWAVES wrote:
    trust me I know what it feels like for some one to enjoy something at my expense.
    I'm sorry again for that. I know two or three comments would have just been fine BUT i totally went overboard with it. And for it, I'm truly sorry.
  • CHANGEinWAVESCHANGEinWAVES Posts: 10,169
    MerkingBoy wrote:
    I'm sorry again for that. I know two or three comments would have just been fine BUT i totally went overboard with it. And for it, I'm truly sorry.
    i appreciate the apology.
    "I'm not present, I'm a drug that makes you dream"
  • South of SeattleSouth of Seattle West Seattle Posts: 10,724
    MerkingBoy wrote:
    don't lie or hide it, we all do it.

    i like to look up ex-classmates and co-workers on the googles, myspaces, youtubes and other popular sites. it can be fun and exciting sometimes, but more often than not, it's usually bring sadness to my self.

    sad part is when you find an old classmate love and find out she's married and have 2 kids. that makes me sad, i wish i could have not fucked up in my teens.

    i have so much regrets and so much to repair for my future, if i have any. :(
    I remember 8/23/03 just like it was yesterday. I can't believe that's when you joined. I live on two legs too, Just like you.
    NERDS!
  • MerkingBoyMerkingBoy Posts: 249
    South of Seattle wrote:
    I remember 8/23/03 just like it was yesterday. I can't believe that's when you joined. I live on two legs too, Just like you.
    Great year for me to live life to the fullest, and carelessly I did. Not sure how I stayed alive 5 years later.
  • JeanieJeanie Posts: 9,446
    MerkingBoy wrote:
    thanks for the video. Ed didn't come to terms with himself til he was 38 or 39.

    i'm much younger than that but i ain't no big shot rockstart like Ed neither so my hopes are much slimmer. i got more to overcomethan he did.

    Well regardless of who wins in the shitty life stakes or where you are in your life, the bottom line is you've only got one life to live. May as well make it as kick ass as you can no matter what utter bullshit gets thrown your way because there's one thing I know for sure, there will always be bullshit in life, it's only the depth that varies and how you learn to wade on through regardless. Or to quote Ed, nothing's changed but the surrounding bullshit that has grown

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D4n6LP_VReM

    Or if you'd prefer this great quote that my Gran, a remarkable woman, was oft heard to say. :)

    Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
    -- Reinhold Niebuhr
    NOPE!!!

    *~You're IT Bert!~*

    Hold on to the thread
    The currents will shift
  • SENROCKSENROCK Posts: 10,736
    MerkingBoy wrote:
    don't lie or hide it, we all do it.
    HAHA! no. we DONT all do it.
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  • lukin2006lukin2006 Posts: 9,087
    MerkingBoy wrote:
    don't lie or hide it, we all do it.

    i like to look up ex-classmates and co-workers on the googles, myspaces, youtubes and other popular sites. it can be fun and exciting sometimes, but more often than not, it's usually bring sadness to my self.

    sad part is when you find an old classmate love and find out she's married and have 2 kids. that makes me sad, i wish i could have not fucked up in my teens.

    i have so much regrets and so much to repair for my future, if i have any. :(
    I have made contact with old school mates and most have made contact back which was nice. The one person I was hoping would make contact never did, but no regrets, just move on and whats meant to be is meant to be, we all screw up, we're human. Good luck.
    I have certain rules I live by ... My First Rule ... I don't believe anything the government tells me ... George Carlin

    "Life Is What Happens To You When Your Busy Making Other Plans" John Lennon
  • LONGRDLONGRD Posts: 6,036
    SENROCK! wrote:
    HAHA! no. we DONT all do it.
    i do sometimes :o
    PJ- 04/29/2003.06/24,25,27,28,30/2008.10/27,28,30,31/2009
    EV- 08/09,10/2008.06/08,09/2009
  • geniegenie Posts: 2,222
    MerkingBoy wrote:
    don't lie or hide it, we all do it.

    i like to look up ex-classmates and co-workers on the googles, myspaces, youtubes and other popular sites. it can be fun and exciting sometimes, but more often than not, it's usually bring sadness to my self.

    sad part is when you find an old classmate love and find out she's married and have 2 kids. that makes me sad, i wish i could have not fucked up in my teens.

    i have so much regrets and so much to repair for my future, if i have any. :(

    nothings is what it seems to be ;)
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