one of the ugliest in months...I'm trying to taper myself off of oxycontin so as to avoid a full-blown withdrawal, but there's no getting around the manic depression that sets in. add to that for some ungodly reason of which I have no comprehension I started really, really missing this chick I used to date who is now married and whom I haven't thought about in a really long time. I think when the mind really wants something very badly such as a constant dose of opiates, it will dig up whatever it can from the pain vault to make it so.
one of the ugliest in months...I'm trying to taper myself off of oxycontin so as to avoid a full-blown withdrawal, but there's no getting around the manic depression that sets in. add to that for some ungodly reason of which I have no comprehension I started really, really missing this chick I used to date who is now married and whom I haven't thought about in a really long time. I think when the mind really wants something very badly such as a constant dose of opiates, it will dig up whatever it can from the pain vault to make it so.
I hope you successfully withdraw....and be sober forever.... so you can think clearly and make better choices ....
one of the ugliest in months...I'm trying to taper myself off of oxycontin so as to avoid a full-blown withdrawal, but there's no getting around the manic depression that sets in. add to that for some ungodly reason of which I have no comprehension I started really, really missing this chick I used to date who is now married and whom I haven't thought about in a really long time. I think when the mind really wants something very badly such as a constant dose of opiates, it will dig up whatever it can from the pain vault to make it so.
My friend, do you have the means/access to get a bed in a rehab facility?
My friend, do you have the means/access to get a bed in a rehab facility?
If I do that my doctor will probably never again write me another painkiller prescription except for maybe motrin. And I need those prescriptions for my condition. I just gotta tough it out. And the tapering plan I'm following seems to be working. Burying my face in my hands while on the verge of being in tears is nothing compared to sleepless nights in drenched bedsheets accompanied by the occasional fit of muscle spasms. It's all good. Thank you for your concern, however.
If I do that my doctor will probably never again write me another painkiller prescription except for maybe motrin. And I need those prescriptions for my condition. I just gotta tough it out. And the tapering plan I'm following seems to be working. Burying my face in my hands while on the verge of being in tears is nothing compared to sleepless nights in drenched bedsheets accompanied by the occasional fit of muscle spasms. It's all good. Thank you for your concern, however.
remember that old commercial tune that went, this is serious, serious, we will make you delerious, delerious
All things considered, things could be a lot worse. Really, I just wanted to contribute an honest and straightforward excerpt of how my day is going. I don't want anyone thinking that I am in dire straits of any kind. Thank you for your concern, however.
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I happy someone else thought so too:)
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and Metsy!
Big ups to the Yiddish usage!
http://forums.pearljam.com/showthread.php?t=272825
I hope you successfully withdraw....and be sober forever.... so you can think clearly and make better choices ....
"Sometimes life should be consumed in measured doses"
6-01-06
6/25/08
Free Speedy
and Metsy!
My friend, do you have the means/access to get a bed in a rehab facility?
If I do that my doctor will probably never again write me another painkiller prescription except for maybe motrin. And I need those prescriptions for my condition. I just gotta tough it out. And the tapering plan I'm following seems to be working. Burying my face in my hands while on the verge of being in tears is nothing compared to sleepless nights in drenched bedsheets accompanied by the occasional fit of muscle spasms. It's all good. Thank you for your concern, however.
http://forums.pearljam.com/showthread.php?t=272825
remember that old commercial tune that went, this is serious, serious, we will make you delerious, delerious
but I'm sorry you're in such bad shape.....
This?
serious delirious
All things considered, things could be a lot worse. Really, I just wanted to contribute an honest and straightforward excerpt of how my day is going. I don't want anyone thinking that I am in dire straits of any kind. Thank you for your concern, however.
http://forums.pearljam.com/showthread.php?t=272825