Don't try it!

graydog009graydog009 Posts: 20
edited September 2008 in Poetry, Prose, Music & Art
Don't try it!

My head is spinning, It feels so good
It’s all wrong, I can’t stand what I do
High again, what’s next
Do I OD or do I commit suicide
I’m coming down, I feel like shit
Does this ever end, it sure don’t feel like it

Where’s god when I need him
Who’s to look out for me when I can’t even look out for myself
Self fucking pitty, I need to score
There’s that fucking ringing in my ears again
I must be high, I wish I was not me

Who said I have to do anything, fuck you, I’m doing destruction just fine
This is my best friend, glad to meet you misery
Misery meet speed, a fine pair indeed
I’ve had enough of this shit, time for a change
It aint that easy, take a hit, there you go

How in the hell did I get so fucked up
My head is spinning, It feels so good
It’s all wrong, I can’t stand what I do

It seems like it’s getting worse
Will you help me, get your hands off me I don’t need your help
I’m the greatest, the best there’s ever been
I can wreak more havoc, watch my life go at the speed of light
That pipe aint shit, where’s the needle
My head is spinning, It feels so good
It’s all wrong, I can’t stand what I do

Do to no fault of mine, no will power, no sense
I can see, Food I can eat, I can sleep
Where the hell am I, I’m feeling better
It’s been so long, I’m not sure how I feel
I’m in jail, Help me Lord,Where’s the lord
Lord meet me, I’m the worst I’ve ever been, I could use a little help
After all that, your still here, you been here all along
I’ve hurt some people, the ones that mean the most
Tears many tears, I’m sorry
How can I make things better, I need a life
I meet the lord in jail, I’m not ashamed
It’s hard to be ashamed, I’m still alive “see”
I’m not a good Christian, but I am Christian
I’m not high, I found a life
I did not do it on my own
Lord meet speed and misery, would you please escort them to the door
I have a reason to live, and I don’t need them no more
Wife, Children, family, friends
Don’t go to far, I can feel you in my heart

I need to pray, there’s somebody out there just like me!

Chuck Bradford
11/3/2007
I'm not sure where I'm going, but I will know when I get there!
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  • Please coment, good bad or indifferent.
    I have been looking for a place to post some of the things I write forever and when I came here I found a lot of realy cool people, it made me want to share.

    Peace
    Chuck Bradford
    I'm not sure where I'm going, but I will know when I get there!
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