Junction

pearljam132112

i remember all the times you told me the things i wanted to hear,

i remember all my doubts, and how much you assured me that i wasnt turely sane,

oh i get you, damn i get you,

telling me im so crazy, telling me that i cant walk these woods,

i cant talk these words,

well ill have to say fuck you,

for the last time,

ill beat you down,

do you see my anger yet?

its the cloud thats cracked thunder and thrown lightning at your feet.

its the reason my life is so incomplete,

i missed you once, but this is wednesday.

i missed you three years from monday.

youre too late,

youre just too late to save me,

im here with a meaning,

to tell the world that when you fall you bleed,

and when you bleed you lose more than you expected.

you lose a tiny bit of blood from the vessel that pumps your life.

you lose a bit of every thought that ever washed its way around your body,

you lose more than some would count on.

the way you tape up all your prayers,

the way you wish upon a star,

losing half of what you are.

youre a waste to those who know you,

but so much more to those who dont.

your selfless reason to keep living,

your meaning less time thats wasted.

i once stepped back to see you shut the door.

i never faced a colder night,

i never told a bolder lie.

im sure one day i could bring you the sun.

im sure one day youll tell everyone,

how exactly we've all changed,

just keep bleeding out your feelings,

its time to find my real meaning.