You've been on my mind

the wolf

I wonder about you often
Are you happy?
Maybe relieved?
I think about what it would be like now
I wonder if you would be like me
Did things work out this way for a reason?
And if so…..
Am I supposed to take comfort in that?
Is there really a God, and if so does “it” really work in mysterious ways?
I wonder what is so “mysterious” about this
I feel shame, and carry the cross for never having really addressed this before
I feel shame, and drag that fucking cross for never having let myself cry
Its only today that I realize, that you deserve a name
No longer should you be “what might have been“,
Or ………“so sorry It didn’t happen”
And things didn’t turn out like they were supposed to
No longer will you be a ghost , forever in my mind……..and forever a child
A child
Its even hard to say
You never even had a chance to be a fucking child !!!!
You a deserve a name

What would be your name?

You deserve a name

CHANGEinWAVES

i'm glad you were able to express this Steve.
please know you can call on me anytime and i'll be here for you.